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diD wELL f0r mY N's! =D

Friday, December 17, 2004, 10:10 PM

hEy~ iM sO hApPy wOr!~ =D hEex...nOe y mA? cOz oF mY rEsULts fOr N LvLs!~ i'M thE tOp fOr N LvL & I scorEd 6 diStiNctiOns...=D hApPy hApPy wOr~ hMm...mOst oF my frEns wAs prOmOtEd...xcEpt fOr a fEw...*hAiz* iM gOnnA miSs dEm...jUz hOpE tT thY tRy hArdEr nExt yR & frEns 4evA...dEspitE scOriNg wELL, i stiLL fEeL kindA sAd...gOt diS eMptY fEeLiNg iNsidE mE...tT fEELiNg grEw wEn thY cRiEd~ iM oSo kiNdA wOrriEd fOr 'hiM'...thOugh mE & hiM aLr ovEr Le...i stiLL fEeL v wOrriEd fOr hiM wEn wE R cOLLEctiNg rEsULts...dUnNo y siA!~ in thE eNd, iT tUrnEd oUt Tt hE hAbEn pAy sCh fEes...sO cAn't tAkE rEsULts~ i jUz wAn tO wiSh hiM gD LuCk & aLL thE bEst~ aFt cOLLEctiNg rEsULts, mE, aMandA, cLairE, sHi piNg, dAphnE, eiLeEn & shU xUan wEnt oUt tOgEthEr...wE aCcOmpAnY aMandA gO c sUn yAN zi, whO wiL b hOLdiNg aN aUtOgrAph sEssiOn at hEerEn...dErE wAs aLot oF pPL & wE wErE aT thE bAck oF thE crOwd...cOz wE cAmE qUitE LatE~ wEn it stArtEd tO rAiN, mAny pPL LeFt thE pLacE & sEek sHeLtEr...bcOz oF diS, wE mAnAgEd tO mOvE iN frOnt...hEex...bUt bcOz oF diS hEAvy dOwnpOur, oNLy mE & aMandA mAnAgEd tO mOvE iN frOnt...thE rEst oF oUr frEns wErE bEhind...dEn thY wEnt & grAbbEd a bItE cOz thY LatEr wOrkiNg mA...dEn mE & aMandA rEmAinEd bEhiNd tO watch nOh...aFtEr wAtchiNg yAnzi pErfOrm Le, bOth oF uS wEn tO qUEuE fOr tHe aUtOgrAph sEssiOn Lo...bUt we nD pAsS tO gO iN...sO mE fAstEr gO bUy yAnzi dE aLbUm Lo...wEn mE & aMandA gOt thE pAss Le...wE wEnt & qUEuE uP nOh...hEEx...thE qUEuE wAs v LoNg & wE wAitEd fOr abOut 1 hR+ bEfOrE we gOt hEr siGnaturE...thOugh mE nOt yAnzi fAn...i stiLL acCompAniEd aMandA...gD hOr mE? hAhA...yAnzi wAs kiNdA friEndLy Lo...qUitE chiO tOo...shE sAid 'tHaNk U' tO mE wOr...LoOkEd at mE sOmmOrE...hAhA...aFt tT, mE & aMandA wAitEd fOr yAnzi at thE bAck oF thE stAgE...cOz aMandA wAn c hEr agAin...wE sAw hEr gEttiNg oN thE vAn Lo...dEn aFt Tt, wE wEnt & hAd diNnEr aT mAc b4 gOiNg hM...hEex...kK...tAts aLL fOr tOday...ciAo~ =P

wEnt 0ut dUriNg diS 2 dAys...

Thursday, December 16, 2004, 9:23 PM

hArLoW...hEex...diS 2 dAys hOr...nOt tT siAn Le niA...cOz i wEnt oUt wiF mOi frEns mA...=D hAhA...gOt aLot oF v dE fUnNy dE tiNgs hAppEn dUriNg tHis 2 dAys siA...i uPdAtE oN dEm nOw bA!~ (^o^)v

15 dEcEmbEr 2004, wEdnEsdAy ---> tOdAy i wEnt oUt wiF aMandA & sOck yEe wOr...hEex...aCtuaLLy i hAf 2 diFf gRps oF frEns dE...aMandA iS frOm oNe grOup...whiLe sOck yEe iS frOm anOthEr grOUp...thY nOe eAch othEr nOh...bUt nOt v wELL...hMm...iN thE mOrniNg, i wAs sUpposEd tO mEet sOck yEe at aMk mRt at 11 aM...bUt...i wAs LatE aGaiN...hAhA...=P mE rEachEd dErE at aBt 11.30 aM? -.- hMm...aFt mEetiNg, wE wEnt tO bUgiS nOh...wE hAd LuNch aT dELifrAncE fiRst bEfOrE gOiNg shOppiNg fOr sOck yEe'S sWimmiNg sUit...cOz wE wiLL b gOiNg swiMmiNg thE nExt dAy & hEr oLd onE hAs tOrNeD LiAox...-.- hEex...wE wEnt tO a shOp tT sPeciFiCaLLy sELLs swiMmiNg sUit...thE dEsiGns dErE r aLL prEtty nicE...bUt thEy r v eXpEnsivE...sO shE diNt bOught it dErE...i tiNk 1 piEcE cOsts abOut ovEr $80? eXpEnsivE hOr? hEex...shE bOught it at sEiyU iN thE eNd...fOr abOut $50+ nOh...thOugh chEapEr, thE dEsigNs arE nOt tT nicE...sOmEmorE hOr, iS i heLp sOck yEe pAy dE LEh!~ cOz shE dUn hAb eNuFf cAsh wiF hEr...sO i hELp hEr pAy bY atM nOh...bUt shE oF cOz wiL rEtUrn mE thE mOnEy iN thE eNd La...-.- dEn aFt tT, wE wEnt tO 'gUan yiN miAo' tO prAy fOr gOod rEsULts fOr oUr N LvLs Lo...*hOpEs it cOmEs tRuE* dEn...wE wEnt & mEet aMandA at oRchArd cOz shE wAn bUy cOrEen's bdAy prEsEnt mA...aMandA wAs LatE agAin wEn mEetiNg uS...-.- hEex...wE wEnt shOppiNg arOunD fOr cOrEEn's prEsEnt & shE fOund thE onE shE fEeLs tT cOrEen wiL likE v mUch Lo...dEn aFt tt, wE cOntiNuEd shOppiNg nOh...uNtiL abOut 4+, wE wEnt tO bUy mOviE tiCkEts fOr 'thE iNcrEdibLes'...cOz wE aLL fEeL LikE wAtchiNg iT mA...hEEx...dEn wE wEnt & siT iN thE fOod cOurt tO hAf a driNk wHiLe aMandA atE hEr diNnEr Lo...dEn wE shOppEd aRnd sOmEmOrE nOh...wEn it wAs abOut timE, wE wEnt iN tO thE ciNemA Le Lo...'thE iNcrEdibLes' reLi iS a v nicE shOw...itS rEaLLy v fUnNy Lo...hAhA...i giVE it 5 stArs!~ hEex...dEn aFt tT, wE cOntiNuEd shOppiNg b4 gOiNg hM...i wAs rELi tirEd siA...cOz i diNt hAf mUch rEst Last nitE...& sOmEmOrE tML i gOiNg swiMmiNg!~ *pEngx* -.- hAhA...oH yA!~ aMandA...xiE xiE nI fOr thE prEsEnts u bOught fOr uS iN kOrEa!~ *mUaCkiEs*

16 dEcEmbEr 2004, tHuRsdAy ---> wEe yOu wEe!~ wEnt swiMmiNg wiF sOck yEe at wiLd wiLd wEt tOdAy aNd wOw!~ wAs it fUn!~ eNjOyEd mYsELf v mUcH niA!~ =D hEex...mEt hEr at abOut 9 aM (eArLy hOr? sock yEe sAy mUz eArLy eArLy gO...iF nOt gOt aLot oF pPL dE) aT aMk mRt nOh...dEn wE went tO wiLd wiLd wEt tOgEthEr...wEn wE rCh dErE...wE hAf tO qUeUe uP tO bUy oUr tiCkEts...thy gAvE uS a cArD cALLEd 'fUnKey'...it'S uSed tO eNtEr & eXit wiLd wiLd wEt & oSo tO pAy fOr oUr fOod & LockErs...hMm...sO wE cAn't cArry aNythiNg wiF uS xcEpt fOr tT cArd wHich iS tiEd tO oUr wRist...aFt eNtEriNg wiLd wiLd wEt...i wAs sO sUrprisEd bY thE gAmEs dErE...it LoOkEd fUn tO mE nOh & i cAnt wAit tO pLay...hAhA...bOth of uS wEnt & chAngEd uP bEfOrE pUttiNg oUr bAgs iN thE LockErs...dEn...wE wEnt & pLay Le!~ thE fiRst gAmE wE pLayEd wAs sOmEthiNg likE a sLidE...it diNt fEeL v tHriLLiNg thOugh...bUt it wAs kiNda fUn...dEn wE wEnt & pLay sMthG siMiLaR tO tHE sLidE tiNg...bUt it wAs mUch mOrE fUn dEn thE fiRst onE!~ u hAf tO sit oN a fLoAt dE Lo...qUitE tHriLLiNg...hEEx...dEn, i wAs attrActEd bY thiS v biG dE 'U' shApE de bOArd...it LoOks v fUn wOr...u hAf tO sit oN diS fLoAt wiF anOthEr pErsOn & u wiL b puShEd dOwn fRm a v hiGh pLacE...mE wAntEd tO tRy...sO i aSk sOck yEe gO wiF mE Lo...thE prOcEss oF sittiNg oN thE fLoAt is kiNdA tEdiOus...& thE wAy oF sittiNg iS dAmn 'eR xiN'...hAhA...sOck yEe wAs sO eMbArEsEd & sCarEd siA...tt gAmE riGht...wAs rEaLLy cOoL!~ v V v tHriLLiNg...i tiNk tts thE bEst gAmE amOng aLL i'vE triEd...wE pLayEd 2 timEs sOmmorE...hEEx...dEn aFt tT, wE wEnt & tRiEd thE cYcLiNg oNe...i tiNk it LoOkEd kiNda 'gin nA' tO mE...i dUn rELi fEeL scArEd & it diNt rELi sEems fUn tO mE...jUz likE...cYcLiNg oN aiR? dUnNo y...bUt sOck yEe wAs v scArEd...-.- dErE wAs aLsO diS wAvE pOoL, shiOk pOoL & pLaygrOund...kiNdA fUn Lo...wE pLayEd thOsE 3 aLot oF timEs...hEex...cOz nO nEed qUeUe dE wAd...dErE hOr...evErythiNg oSo nD tO qUEuE dE...& the qUEuE iS dAmn LoNg!~ bUt thE LifEgUaRds dErE hOr...*sHuAi* hAhA...rELi wOr...rELi supEr dUpEr sHuAi...*hUa cHi dE mE* =P we pLayEd uNtiL aBt 6 Lo...dEn wEnt hM Le...hAd a rELi eNjOyAbLe dAy...& iM rELi tAn nOw...-.- tMl iS thE day wHeRe aLL oF uS hAf tO gO bACk tO cOLLEct our rEsULts...*wOrriEd + scArEd* wiSh mE gOod LUck...*crOss fiNgErs* ciAo!~

stUckEd at h0me...=/

Tuesday, December 14, 2004, 8:50 PM

aHhHhHhhHh!~ diNt gO aNywHeRe agAin tOdAy niA...*siAnz* LuCky tML iM gOiNg oUt LiAox...iF nOt hOr...i dUnNo wAd wiL hAppEn tO mE siA...-.- chAngEd mY bLogskiN Le...nicE mA? hEex...LateLy, i likE thOsE kiNd oF 'sWeEt sWeEt' dE bLogskiNs..i eSp LUv thOse tT cAn pOtRAy mY fEeLiNgs...mY cUrrEnt bLoGskiN dEsCribEs mY fEeLiNgs fOr hiM nOw...*hAiz* hMm...wOkEd uP at abOut 2 pM tOdAy...atE thE poRridgE mY dAddy cOokEd aNd wAtchEd wiNtEr sOnAtA at thE sAmE timE...dEn...i wEnt & bAthE LiAox...mY mUmMy wEnt over tO my grAndpA's hsE tOdAy...sO shE wUn b back sO eArLy tOdAy...arOund nitE dEn cAmE bAck nOh...aFt bAthiNg, i cALLed aMandA tO chAt wiF hEr...shE sAid tT shE hAd a grEAt timE iN kOrEa & shE eNjOyEd hErsELf v mUch...i fEeL gLad Tt shE eNjOyEd hErsELf tOo!~ =D aMandA sAid Tt shE cALLEd mE iN thE mOrniNg & shE wAntEd tO jiO mE gO kbOx dE...bUt i stiL sLpiNg aT tT timE...sO iN thE eNd...wE diNt gO nOh...*hAiz* nExt timE cOnfiRm gOt chAncE dE La!~ hEex...aFt chAttiNg wiF hEr, i cAmE oNLinE & dEsiGn mY bLogGiE Lo...mE oSo diD the uSuAL tiNgs i diD wEn i cOmE oNLinE Lo...wEn i wAs uSiNg thE cOmP...sOmEbOdY prEss thE dOorbELL...sO i gO aNs thE dOor Lo...wEn i oPEnEd thE dOor, i sAw aN oLd wOmAn wiF hEr mAid...i Ask dEm tHy fiNdiNg hU...bUt thY nV aNs mE...i fEeL abIt wiErd wiErd dE...sO iN thE eNd, i wEnt bAcK iNtO thE hsE nOh...wEn mY dAddY cAmE hM awHiLe LatEr, thE oLd wOmEn & hEr mAid cAmE in wiF hiM...i wAs sO sUrprisEd!~ iT tUrn oUt tT mY dAdDy & mY mUmmY nOes tT oLd wOmEn dE...hAhA...sO fUNny hOr? hMm...bUt tt aUntiE oSo wiErd wiErd dE...wEn i aNs thE dOor shE oSo nEbEr sAy shE LoOkiNg fOr hU...jUz sMiLe at mE oNLy...mAkE mE sCarEd oNLy...*sHivErs* hMm...oK La...tiL nExt timE...bUaiX!~ =D

r0tting & r0tting at h0me...=(

Monday, December 13, 2004, 6:44 PM

hEy~ mE diNt gO aNywhErE xcEpt fOr stAyiNg at hM tOdAy...=( *siAnx*...LAst nitE...i sLpt at abOut 10.30 pM (eArLy hOr?)...i LoNg Long timE nV sLp sO eArLy LiAox...cOz mY mUMmy wAs nAgGiNg Last nitE...sO i wEn & sLp Lo...dUn wAn hEar hEr nAg mA...hEex...=P hMm...wOkEd uP at abOut 12.30 pM tOdAy...oSo dUnNo y...mE sLp sO eArLy Last nitE stiL cAn wAkE uP sO LatE todAy...hAhA...cLairE sEnt mE a mSg tOdAy tO tEL mE tT wE wiL b cELEbrAting chRistmAs tOgEthEr diS yR...shE sAid tT wE wiL b xchAngiNg chRistmAs presEnt...sO mUz gO & bUy...hEex...evEry yeAr, i wOuLd spEnt chRistmAs at hm withOut fAiL...cOz mY fAmiLy iS nOt v 'iNtO' cHristmAs dE...kiNda hApPy tt thErE wOuLd b a chAngE fOr dis yR...gUEss wE wiL hAf a grEat timE oN tT dAy!~ hMm...dEn mE atE thE nOodLes mY dAd cOokEd fOr mE...wHiLe eAtiNg, i wAs wAtchiNg 'wintEr sOnAtA'...the stOry iS sOoooOo nicE...mAkEs mE cRy evErytimE i wAtch it...*sOb sOb* aFt tT...mE wEnt & bAthE LiAox...dEn stArtEd rOttiNg at hM agAin...*hAiz* mY LifE at hM iS aLwAys sO bOriNg...iM aLwAys dOiNg thE sAmE thiNgs evErydAy...hOw i wiSh sOmE eXcitEmEnt cAn cOmE iNtO my LifE!~ rEcEntLy, i hAf bEen cRyiNg aLot...evErytimE wEn i cRy...iM aLwAys tiNkiNg oF hiM...gUEss i stiLL cAn't gEt ovEr hiM...i stiL nEed timE...hMm...aMandA's cOmiNg bAck fRm kOrEa tOdAy...shE mUz hAf hAd aLot oF fUn...*xiAn mU* tiNk i'll cAL hEr tOnite tO tOk tO hEr bA...tiL nExt timE...ciAo!~ =P

i sAw mAia at tAkA niA! =D~

Sunday, December 12, 2004, 5:34 PM

aiKs!~ i cAnt bELievE it!~ itS bEen aLmOst a wEek siNcE i'vE Last bLoG...*hUr hUr* I diNt bLoG fOr thE pAst 1 wK cOz mE & mY siStEr's iNteRnEt cOnnEctiOn sOt sOt Le...whiCh mEans we cAnt gO oNLinE...*tOot* hEex...i cAnt rELi rMb thE evEnts tT hAppEnEd fOr thE pAst 1 wK...i jUz say thE tiNgs i rMb k? hEEx...*bLeAhx* =P~

8 dEcEmbEr 2004, wEdnEsdAy ---> hMm...wEnt oUt wiF cOrEen & tErry tOdAy...cOz tErRy's gOiNg nS sOon...sO...wE aLL cAmE oUt Lo...wE mEt at aNg mO kiO dE jUbiLeE...i wAs aCtuALLy kiNdA sCarEd...cOz i hAv nEvEr sEen tErry iN rEaL LifE b4...i oNLy sAw hiS piCturE b4 niA...hEex...wEn i sAw hiM...i wAs sO sUrprisEd!~ hE's dAmN tHiN...tHiNneR tT wAd i'vE iMagiNeD...hAhA...bUt hE v dE shUai...bUt dUnNo y...hE kEeps sAyiNg hE's uGLy...*pEngZ* i'vE knOwn hiM sincE i wAs iN sEc 1...bUt i gOt tO nOe hiM bEttEr diS yR...hMm...aFt tT...wE wEnt aNd hAd LuncH aT thE bUbbLe tEa shOp iN jUbiLeE...i LoNg timE nV eAt tHiEr 'xiAn sHu jI' Le...sO hApPy tT i cAn eAt it agAiN wOr!~ *yUmMy* hEex...aFt tT...wE wEnt tO oRchArd...wE wEnt fAr eAst pLazA tO shOp arOuNd fiRst & cOrEen bOught a pOuch fOr hiS yOuNgEr brO...cOz tT dAy wAs hiS bdAy...dEn wE wEnt tO C.K tAnG tO fiNd dApHnE, shU xuAn, sHi piNg & cLairE...cLairE tT dAy oFf sO wE diNt gEt a chAncE tO c hEr...wEn wE cAmE oUt oF C.K tAng...wE wAntEd tO gO hEerEn dE...bUt it wAs pOuriNg likE mAd...sO wE wEnt wiSmA atriA dEn tAkAsHimAyA Lo...cOz gOt uNdErpAss tO gO dErE wAd...dEn wUn gEt wEt Le...*LaUghs* wEn wE rch dErE...wE bOught cOokiEs & wE grAbbed a bitE at mOs bUrgEr b4 gOiNg tO shOp...dEn sHi piNg mSg mE tO aSk mE wHerE R wE...cOz shE brEak timE Le mA...bUt iN thE eNd wE diNt mEet uP wiF hEr...cOz shE wAn tO rEst iN thE LouNgE...wEn wE wErE shOppiNg...cOrEen sAw aLoT oF asTrObOy dE tiNgs...bcOz oF diS...shE stArtEd tO shRiEk LiaOx...cOz she likEs astrObOy v mUch mA...i oSo bOught aMandA's bdAy prEsEnt...hEex...aFt thE rAin stOppEd...we wEnt hEErEn tO shOp Lo...wE wanted tO takE neOpriNt dE...bUt tErry dUn wAn...cOz hE dUn likE tO tAkE piCturEs dE...sOon...sHu xUan cAL mE tO tEL mE shE & dAphnE brEak timE Le...dEn aSk we aLL gO fiNd dEm...shU xuAn osO tOLd mE tT 'hE' wAs oSo at oRchArd wif hiS frEns...sHu xUan sAy shE & dApHnE sAw dEm oUtsidE C.K tAnG...*hAiz* bcOz oF wAd sHu xUan tOLd mE...i bEcAmE v dE sAd Le...bUt oSo cAnnOt bLamE shU xUan...cOz shE dUnNo wad tiNgs hAppEnEd bEtwEen mE & hiM mA...wE mEt sHu xUan & dAphnE at tAkAsHimAyA dErE...aNywAy...dO u nOe whO we sAw at tAkAshimAyA? wE sAw mAiA!~ oNe oF thE cOntEstAnts oF siNgApOrE idOL!~ hEr wAy oF dRessiNg wAs v dE 'hOt' & 'cHiO'...i evEn AskEd hEr fOr hEr siGnAtUrE...shE wAs...sOOooOoo...nicE!~ =D aFt sHu xUan & dAphnE gO bAck wOrk Le...wE mAnAgEd tO pErsUadE tErry tO tAkE neOpriNt...hEEx...wE tOok it at fAr eAst dE...& wE sAw bAo jUan dErE...hMm...dEn aFt Tt...i gO hM Le!~ hEex...

11 dEcEmbEr 2004, sAtUrdAy ---> aCtUaLLy mE gOiNg oUt wiF cOrEen, hOng wEi & jiA cOng tOdAy dE...bUt iN thE eNd...thE pLan cAncELLeD LiAox...sO i stAyEd at hM uNtiL tErry mSg mE tO tEL mE hE at cAusEwAy pOiNt...dEn aSk mE wAn cOmE oUt anOt...sO i wEnt Lo...aNywAy...it wAs sO neAr tO mY hsE...hAhA...wE jUz shOppEd arOuNd & i bOught cOrEen's bdAy prEsEnt dErE tOo...wE wErE jUz tOkiNg aNd tOkiNg aNd tOkiNg...cOz i likE tO tOk sO mUch...i cAnt cOntrOL mY mOuth...*LaUghs LikE mAd* dEn aFt tT...i wEnt hM Le...cOz i wAn wAtch tV mA...hAhA...sOck yEe cALLed mE yEsterdAy & diScUssEd wiF mE abOut thE swiMmiNg tiNg...wE oSo tOkEd aBt wAd hAppEn dUriNg thE 3 mtHs evEr since oUr hOLidAys stArtEd...cOz we rArELy cOntAct eAch othEr Le...sO wE hAd aLot tO tOk...mE & sOck yEe wiL b gOiNg oUt nExt wEdnEsdAy...cOz shE wAn bUy sWimmiNg cOstUmE mA...dEn on thUrs...wE wiL b gOing wiLd wiLD wEt tO pLay...*LoOkiNg fOrwArd tO it* hRd tt oN 17 dEcEmbER 2004, fRidAy...wE wiL b gEttiNg oUr N LvL rEsULts...*siGhs* iM likE sO wOrriEd nOw...dun even nOe wHethEr can i mAkE it anOt...=(

12 dEcEmbEr 2004, sUndAy ---> siAn aR!~ stAyEd at hM tOdAy...*hAix* hMm...wOkEd at at abOut 12.45 pM...i wAs sO sCArEd tt mY mUm wiL nAg at mE fOr wAkiNg uP sO LatE agAiN tOdAy...bUt sUrpRisiNgLy, shE diNt nAg at mE wOr...hEex...mY brO camE ovEr tOdAy & wE hAd LuNch tOgEthEr...aFt tT...i wEnt & wAtcH 'sUpEr sUndAy' uNtiL abOut 4.30 pM Lo...mY brO LEft at abOut tt tiMe tOo...dEn I wEnt aNd bAthE...aFt Tt...wEnt & usE mY sIs cOmp tO gO oNLinE...mY brO mAnAgEd tO fiX mY siS's cOmp...bUt nOt miNe...sO i gOttA usE hErs tO gO oNLinE!~ *hAix* mY brO sAy i usE thE cOmp usE uNtiL ovErhEat LiAox...hE's cOmiNg ovEr tO fiX mine anOthEr dAy...=P i wAtchEd 'sTar aWaRds' tT nitE...kiNdA sUrprisEd at hOw 'pAn sHu qiNg', 'zOe tAy' & 'LEe jiN mEi' dE tUmMy hAs grOwN...grOw uNtiL sO biG Le...hEex...kiNdA nicE Lo...thE 3 mOthErs stiL LoOk v prEtty!~ hAhA...aNywAy, nExt sUndAy cH 8 gOt brOAdcAst 'xiN zA sHi mEi 2' niA!~ sO hApPy wOr...tHe fiRst sEriEs wAs sO nicE!~ hEex...mUz wAtch wOr...rELi v nicE...wUn bLuFf u dE....=D

(P/S : fOr thOsE dAys tt i diNt uPdAtE...i wAs jUz rELativELy rOttiNg at hM...sO nOthiNg mUch tO wRitE abOut...sOrRy wOr!~ =P)

cLeAnEd my r0om t0dAy...*ahch0o*

Monday, December 06, 2004, 10:09 PM

haRLow...i'M bAck fOr aNOthEr uPdAtE!~ =D hEex...ntH mUch hAppEnEd tOdAy...stAyEd at hM agAin tOdAy...*siAnx* wOkEd uP at abOut 1.30 pM tOdAy...dUnNo y...bUt i LUv sLpiNg LatE nOwadAys niA...hEex...hAd nOodLeS for LUncH...*yUmMy* hMm...i wEnt oNLinE & atE LuNch at thE sAme timE...dEn tOok a bAth...dEn cOntinUe gOiNg oNLinE ...aFt tT...i wEnt tO cLeAn uP sOme oF mY drAwErs Lo...mE thrEw aWay somE bAgs i dUn wAn...hEex...cOz aLL oLd oLd Le mA...dEn i nEbEr tAke LiaOx...sO thrOw Lo!~ aFt tT...i wEnt oNLinE agAin b4 gOiNg tO eAt & wAtch tV...mE wAtch tV aLL thE wAy uNtiL jUz nOw...dEn cOmE oNLinE agAiN!~ kaOx...wAd a bOriNg LifE i hAf siA...i mUz dO sOmethiNg aBt it...iF diS cOntinuEs...iM gOing tO gO cRaZy!~ hMm...rEcEntLy...i likE diS sOng cALLeD 'rAng wO ai Ni' bY zAi zAi & dA s v mUch...i tiNk iS thE LyriCs & thE rytHmm oF thE sOng bA...mAkEs it sOunds sO nicE & gOt aLot oF 'fEeLiNg' wen ListEniNg tO it!~ i likE it bEri bEri mUchiE!~ =D hEex...i wAn watch thE shOw 'mArs aKa zAn shEn' aLot tOo..cOz tT shOw...likE v dE nicE...hEEx...thE shOw iS stArriNg zAi zAi & dA s nOh & zAi zAi iSh oNe oF F4's mEmbErs!~ sO mUz 'duO duO zHi cHi' thE shOw!~ xiE xiE wOr!~ hEEx...mE wAn gO swiMmiNg wOr...i wAn aSk sOck yEe gO wiF mE dE...bUt mE diS feW dAys cAn't cOntact hEr...cOz shE gO hEr cOusiN hsE LivE i tiNk...mUz wait uNitL shE cOmE bAck dEn cAn aSk hEr...*hAiz* hMm...tiNk i LatEr gOiNg tO wAtch 'zhOu rI bA diAn dANg' Lo...dEn aFt tT...mAyb wAtch mY vCd...wiNtEr sOnAtA...sUpEr nicE shOw!~ mUz wAtch...hEEx...wRitE tML bA...bUaix!~ (-0^)/ oH yA!~ cOrEen...hApPy 16tH bdAy tO U wOr...
*-mMmUaCkiEsSs-*

wEnt f0r a bAckb0ne chEckuP...=/

Sunday, December 05, 2004, 11:42 PM

hMm...iM bAck fOr anOther uPdAtE!~ evEn thOugh i sAid tT i miGhT nOt hAf thE mOod tO uPdAtE mY bLoggiE fOr thE next fEw days in thE Last eNtRy...mE tiNk tT i shOuLdn't tiNk likE diS...mAyb...uPdAtiNg mY bLoggiE cAn gEt hiM oFf mY miNd fOr a whiLe? *hAiz* i dint uPdAtE yEstErdAy...sO gUeSs i'll tOk aBOut thE hAppEniNgs oF tOdAy & yEstErdAy bA...=D

4 dEcEmbEr 2004, sAtUrdAy ---> aFt wAd hAppEn yEst...i wAs tRuLy dEprEssEd...bUt...LifE stiLL hAs tO gO oN ritE? i wOkEd uP at abOut 8 aM (eArLy nEh...) cOz i gOttA gO fOr a chEck uP fOr mY bAckbOnE at a stUdEnt hEaLth cEntrE...Last timE...i wAs tOo thiN...tT wAs y i wAs rEfErrEd dEre...nOw...iS bcOz oF tt bAckbOnE!~ *hAiz* mY siS wEnt wiF mE dErE Lo...shE wAs sO sLow iN prEpArinG tT wE wErE LatE!~ *pEngz* i wEnt & ListEn tO somE sOngs wHiLe wAitiNg fOr hEr...oNcE i cAmE tO thE sOng 'evErytimE' bY bRitnEy spEArs...i cAn't cOntrOL mYsELf...& i stArtEd cRying oNce mOrE cOz i tOt oF hiM...*hAiz* aS thE stUdEnt heaLth cEntrE iS LocAtEd at oUtrAm pArk...it wAs a LoNg joUrnEy dErE...*siAnx* thE jOuRney wAs so LoNg tT i stArtEd tO tiNk aBt thE prObLems beTwEen mE & hiM agAin...mAkiNg mE fEeL LikE cRyiNg oncE mOrE...*siGhz* aNywAy, wEn i rch tT stUdEnt hEaLth cEntRE...thE dOctOr sAy tT mY spiNe's cOnditiOn iS grOupEd undEr 'mOdErAtE'...mEaning nOt v sEriOus...oSo nOt v miLd...nO nEed tO gO fOr opEratiOn...bUt jUz in cAse...i wAs rEfErrEd tO a sPeciAList...gOing back dErE iN aPriL 2005...*wOrriEd* aFt tT...mE & mY siS wEnt tO shOp at OG & wE bOught somE cLothEs Lo...dEn wE hAd LuncH b4 gOing tO kbOx tO siNg!~ it wAs a gD ting tT wE'rE going kbOx...cOz i nEed tO siNg tO reLeAsE strEss...*hAiz* aCtuaLLy, coreEn, hOng wEi & jia cOng gOt aSk mE tO gO c mOviE dE...i wAn tO gO tOo!~ esP tO wAtch thE hOrrOr mOviE 'sHuttEr'... it sEems likE a grEat mOviE tO mE niA!~ bUt i cAn oNLy gO at nitE...cOz aFt siNging...i nEed tO gO eAt dinnEr wiF mY fAmiLy!~ sO aFt siNgiNg, mE wEnt & had dinnEr wiF my fAmiLy b4 gOing tO wAtch mOviEs wiF dEm Lo!~ bUt thE sAd tiNg wAs tT...thE tiCkEts wErE sOLd Out wEn i rCh dErE!~ *hAiz* sO cAn't wAtch 'sHuttEr' LiAox!~ wE gOt tOt of wAtchiNg othEr mOviEs...bUt aLL thE othEr mOviEs fULL hOusE Le...dEn nO chOicE Le nOh...cAn't watch mOviEs Le!~ wE dEn sAt arNd & tOk fOr a wHiLe b4 dEcidiNg tO gO siNg agAin...wE wEnt tO pArTy wOrLd ktV tO siNg...wEn wE rCh dErE...i wAs thE oNLy onE siNgiNg...cOz aLL oF dEm dUn wAn tO siNg mA!~ sO i siNg Lo...bUt hOr..i oSo aBit bO LiAo niA...gO siNg ktV 2 timEs iN a dAy...*pEngz* aFt tT...aLL oF uS wEnt hM...it wAs kinDa LatE...sO i tOok a cAb hM iNstEad oF mRt Lo...wEn i rCh hM...its wAs abOut 12 miDnitE Le...LatE siA...*siAnz*

5 dEcEmbEr 2004, sUndAy ---> wOot!~ sTayEd at hM tOdAy...i wAs sO tirEd tT i rEfUsEd tO wAkE uP wEn mY mUmMy & jiE jiE triEd tO wakE mE...cOz i sLpt at abt 4 aM Last nitE...sO i wAs v tirEd tOdAy...aFt i wOkE uP...i went oNLinE 4 awHiLe b4 wAtchiNg 'sUpEr sUndAy'!~ hAd mY LuncH wiF my siS wHiLe wAtchiNg...dEn aft wAtchiNg...i wEnt & zZz agAin!~ hEex...mE likE piG siA...sLp & sLp...*oiNk oiNk*...wOkEd uP at aBt 6.30 pM...wEnt & hAd a bAth b4 wAtchiNg 'hUan zhU gE gE 3'...tT shOw hOr...qUitE nicE Lo...wEn i wAs in pRimAry sCh...i wAs aLr v 'iNtO' diS shOw...hEex...nOw...oK oK oNLy...nOt Tt iNtO it LiAox...dEn aFt tT...i wAtchEd yAng qiAn hUa & wU yAn zU tT shOw...hMm...aLthOugh tT shOw aBit wiErd...i likE it v mUch...cOz v swEet tO mE...bUt i guEss...thOse kiNd oF Luv iN shOwS cAn nV happEn tO mE iN reAL LifE...*siGhz* aFt wAtchiNg tT shOw...mE wEnt oNLinE aLL thE wAy untiL nOw Lo...mY LifE tOdAy sEems aBit eMpty wOr...gUeSs mY LifE wOuld cOntinUe tO b sO eMpty fOr thE next feW dAys bA...cOz mOi frEnS aMandA & eiLeEn gO kOrEa Le...dEn aLot oF my frEns wOrkiNg tOo...gUeSs i'LL b jUz LockiNg mysELf iN thE hsE fOr diS feW dAys...*siAnz* =(

mY dEepEst fEeLiNgs wRittEn f0r hiM...=(

Friday, December 03, 2004, 11:59 PM

hEy...iM hErE tO uPdAtE mY bLoGgiE at thE vEry Last miNUtE...sOrRy fOr oNLy uPdAting it nOw...cOz i'M nOt rELi iN thE mOod tO uPdAtE mY bLoggiE tOdAy...*hAiz*...iN fAct...i dUn evEn tiNk i'll hAf thE mOod tO uPdAtE it fOr thE nExt few dAys...*hAiz*...iN tOdAy's eNtRy...i dUn wAnnA tOk aBt mY LifE aNymOrE...i wAnnA tOk aBt mY fEELiNgs...mY fEELiNgs fOr hiM...=( I'vE likEd hiM fOr aLmOst 4 yRs...& i hAf nEvEr tOt oF LettiNg hiM gO...uNtiL tOdAy...wEn i fEeL tT evErYthing shOuLd cOmE tO aN eNd...hE hAs brOkE mY heart bY uSiNg thOsE hArsh wOrds oF hiS...hE chOose tO usE sOmEbOdyeLsE tO tELL mE hOw hE rELi fEELs iNsteAd oF cOmiNg tO tELL mE hiMsELf...iS it bcOz hE's afrAid? aFraid tT tEars oF miNe wiLL fLOw oNcE hE tELLs mE hOw hE rELi fEELs tOwArds mE? hE hAs aLwAys bEen avOidiNg timE & timE agAin...wEnevEr i aPprOaCh him...hE tRys tO hidE hiS reAL fEELiNgs fRm mE...dOEsn't hE nOe tT by avOidiNg mE & nOt tELLiNg mE hOw hE rELi fEELs dirEctLy...hE's hUrtiNg mE mOrE? hE's mAking mE cRy mUch mUch mOrE? i nOe hE hAs hE's gOod intEntiOns oF nOt tELLing mE dirEctLy...i nOe hE dOesn't wiSh tO c mE cRy 4 hiM...bUt dOeSn't hE nOe tT hE's mAkiNg LifE mOrE misErabLe fOr mE...mAkiNg mE cRy mUch mOrE 4 hiM? i dUn wiSh tO aCcEpt thE tRutH at aLL...thE tRutH tT hE hAs nO fEELiNgs fOr mE dEspitE mE likiNg hiM fOr 4 yRs...thE tRutH tT hE's nOt evEn tOuchEd bY wAd i'vE diD fOr hiM...bUt i'vE gOt tO aCcEpt...cOz...its thE tRutH...iF i hAf a chAncE tO fOrcE hiM tO LUv mE...i'M wiLLiNg tO dO tT...bUt i cAn't...cOz it wiLL b tO cRuEL & seLfiSh oF mE...i dUn wiSh him tO b unhAPpy tOo...sOmetimEs i aSk mYsELf...wAd hAf i dOne tO dEservE aLL diS? iS it rELi mY fAtE? bUt i nEithEr bLamE nOr hAtE hiM fOr dOiNg diS tO mE...iTs nOt hiS fAuLt...*cRys oUt LoUd*...siNcE i'vE chOsen tO giF uP...i wiLL tRy mY bEst tO gEt hiM oUt oF mY miNd...bUt mEmOriEs oF hiM...wiLL fOrEvEr rEmAin...*I lUv yOu*

5 uPdAtEs aLL t0gEthEr! w0w! =0

Thursday, December 02, 2004, 11:18 PM

wWoOshH!~ hEEx...iM gOnE & bAck likE a wiNd...diS feW dAys diNt uPdAtE my bLoggiE cOz i diNt haf timE...sO mUcH thiNgs hAppEn...rELi aLot oF tiNgs...hMm...aNywAy...Let mE tELL u abOut dEm oNe bY oNe bA...hEEx...aLot niA...sO gEt rEaDy!~ *LaUghs* =D

28 nOvEmbEr 2004, sUndAy ---> i stAyEd at hM 4 thE whOLe dAy...cOz i wEnt oUt wiF my fAmiLy thE prEviOus dAy...diD thE sAmE tiNgs i usUaLLy dO at hM...*eAt, sLeEp, sHit*...hAhA...i rMb chAttiNg wiF tErRy tT nitE...chAt & chAt...dEn bO LiAo Le...wE stArtEd tiNkiNg oF caLLiNg pPL tO cOnfErEncE...dEn wE caLL ah bOon's hP tO di siAo hiM...hAhA...u nOe wAd We diD? wE bLufF hiM wE gOiNg steAd...aNd hE aCtuaLLy bELievE!~ hAhA...bUt oF cOz wE tOLd hiM thE tRutH iN the eNd La...hAhA...aNywAy, we pLayiNg oNLy dE La...iN my hEart...dErE's oNLy 'hiM'...nO rOom fOr aNyoneLsE!~ *smiLeX*...dEn aFt wE di siAo aH bOon Le...bOth oF uS chAtted wiF each othEr agaiN...cOz aH bOon sLpiNg Le...bUt mE & tErry stiLL cAn't sLp wAd...hAiz...*siAnZ*...

29 nOvEmbEr 2004, mOndAy ---> hMm...wOkEd uP at abOut 12.30pM aS uSuAL...hEex...iF iM nOt wrOng...atE chAr kUay teOw fOr LuncH...*yUmMy* bUt cAn't fiNish it...hAiz...cOz tOo mUch Le mA...dEn wEn & bOught the fOod nEedEd fOr thE chALet...bOught friEs & nUggEts Lo...i iNtENd tO bAkE thE friEs & briNg thE nUggEts dEre fOr dEm tO pEng Lo...sO tT thY wUn gEt sOggy...it wOuLd tastE hOrRibLe iF i friEd it & brOught it dErE...hAhA...wEn i wAs shOppiNg fOr aLL thE fOod...i wAntEd tO bUy hiS prEsEnt dE...bUt iN thE eNd diNt bUy...cOz v hEavy dEn i oSo v Lazy tO briNg thE fOod arOuNd sEarchiNg fOr hiS prEsEnt mA...sO iN thE eNd diNt bUy...diNt rMb mUch oF wad hAppEn tT dAy aCtuALLy...hAiz... aNywAy...i cALLed hiM tOday wOr...tOkEd tO hiM fOr awHiLe oN the pHonE...thOugh iS reLi a whiLe...hE rELi mAdE mE hApPy cOz hE sAid sOmEthiNg tO mE tT rELi mAdE mY hEart mELt...tO hiM..it might mEan nOthiNg...bUt tO mE...it mEans aLot!~ *sMiLeS evEr so briGhtLy* i LuB hiM sOooOoo mUcH!~ =D oH yA!~ hApPy bdAy tO tErRy wOr...=D

30 nOvEmbEr 2004, tUesdAy ---> wEe yOu wEe!~ itS hiS bdAy tOdAy!~ hEex...wAitEd fOr sO LoNg...diS dAy fiNaLLy cOme Le niA!~ =D *sMiLex* cALLed hiM & wiShEd hiM hapPy bdAy Le...tOkEd tO hiM tOo...hEex...hApPy wOr...aNywAy...mE wokEd uP at abOut 11.30aM...wEnt & bAthE wHiLe mY dAdDy cOokEd LuNch fOr mE...*yUmMy*...=D...dEn wAitEd fOr dEwEi tO cOme tO mY hSe tO hELp me takE tHe fOod tO thE chALet...wHiLe wAitiNg...i atE mY LuNcH & chAngEd uP Lo...mUz 'biAn mEi mEi' tOdAy...cOz hiS bdAy Leh...hEEx...dEn aFt dEwEi rch Le...we tOok tAxi dEre Lo...cLairE rCh dErE Le...den shE fAstEr hUrry mE tO gO dEre...cOz aManda & the othErs wouLd b rChinG dEre at a LatEr timE mA...den shE sOmmorE aLoNe...hEex...sOon...mOrE & mOre pPL cAmE Le Lo...aLot oF tiNgs hAppEnEd at thE chALet La...gOt uNhAppY dE...oSo gOt hApPy dE nOh...thOsE hAppy dE iS thE timE i sPent wiF hiM & mY frEns...=D hEEx...hE sO sWeEt tt dAy...hE diD aLoT oF v V v gD dE tiNgs...*sMiLex* bUt...thE chaLet diNt rELi tUrnEd oUt weLL Lo...cOz aLot oF uNhApPy dE tiNgs hAppEnEd tOo...*shAkEs mY hEad*...dUn wiSh tO tOk about it aNymOrE...sAd tiNgs sHoULdN't b rEmEmbErEd wAd!~ sO dUn sAy Le La...hAix...*sAd sAd* aNywAy...hApPy 16tH bdAy tO U wOr!~ *sMiLeS sWeEtLy*

1 dEcEmbEr 2004, wEdnEsdAy ---> hAix...sO mAny 'nOt hApPy' dE tiNgs hAppEn aT thE chALet LiAox...sO me & my frEns went hm tOdAy...aCtuaLLy thE chALet iS untiL tML dE...bUt...siNcE it diNt turnEd oUt wELL...jUz gO hM Lo...b4 we gO hM...wE cElebrAtEd eiLEen's bdAy wiF hEr...hEEx...cAn c tT shE v dE hApPy wOr...aCtuaLLy hEr bdAy iS tmL dE...bUt wE ceLebrated it 1 day in advAncE...dEn aFt Tt...wE wAntEd tO gO cAtch a mOviE dE...wantEd tO wAtch 'thE iNcrEdibLes' dE...bUt nOt eNuFf tiCkEts Le..so diNt watch Lo...den We went 'aijisEn' tO eAt LOr...*yUmMy*...bUt the pricE aBit stEeP Lo...bUt nVm La...hEex...dEn...wE 'pEi' cLaire gO watch dOctOr tO gEt mC...dEn aFt Tt...go hM Le...cOz aLL oF uS tirEd Le mA!~ *snOrEs LikE a piG* (^(oO)^) zZzZzZz (oH yA!~ btw, tAufiK wON siNgAPorE idOL!~ cOngrAts tO hiM wOr...aS fOr sLy...u tRiEd uR bEst...sO dUn sAd Le nOh...)

2 dEcEmbEr 2004, thUrsdAy ---> *siAnx*...stAyEd at hM 4 thE whOLe dAy...cOz rELi daMn tirEd aFt tT chALet...*yAwNx*...tiNk i sLpt uNtiL 2.30 pM tT dAy wOr...poWer hOr? dEn aFt i wOkEd uP fOr aBout 1 hR & atE mY LuNch...i wEnt bAck tO sLp agAiN...sLpt aBt 3 hRs...sO tT mEans hOr...i sLpt a tOtAL oF 15 aNd a 1/2 hR tT dAy!~ wOw!~ i brOkE mY rEcOrd...hEEx...diD thE uSuAL tiNgs i diD agAiN at hM...jUz wOndEriNg wen cAn mY LifE gEt aNymOre eXcitiNg? dOiNg thE samE tiNgs evErydAy iS likE...*bOriNg*...hMm...aLot oF pPL gOt eNcOuRagE mE tO cOnfrOnt hiM & tELL hiM mY fEeLiNgs oNcE mOrE & c wAd hE hAs tO sAy...aLL oF dEm sAy tT i hAf tO gEt An aNs fRm hiM nO mAttEr wAd...cAn't dELay LiaOx...i wAitEd fOr hiM fOr aLmOst 4 yRs...sO i shOULdn't b wAiting anYmOrE!~ aNywAy...hE prOmisEd tO giF mE aN aNs Aft N's...sO...nOw is thE pErfEct timE!~ gottA sEttLe it b4 sCh rEopEns...sO i can cOncErntrAtE oN my StUdiEs...mUz gEt aN aNs...bY tML...*dEtErmiNed + wOrriEd*...wiSh mE gD LuCk!~ *wiNkx* oH yA hOr!~ hApPy bdAy to mY frEn...eiLeEn chOng aKa zhU gE LiAng!~ *LaUghS* =D