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Mood: Excited. Quotes: “Like a rainbow fading in the twinkling of an eye, gone too soon.”
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Thursday, May 12, 2005, 6:47 PM
thE exAms r aLmOst cOming tO aN eNd~ oNce it cOmE...thE tiNg i fEar most wiLL bEfaLL mE~ mY rEsULts~ i bEg u gOd...dUn lEt mE fAiL~ i wUn nOe wAd wiLL hAppEn to mE iF i fAil...i wiLL b sO ashAmEd to tEL mY pArEnts aBt it! sO ashAmEd to fAcE mYsELf~ evEn iF i dO fAil...i wUn b sUrprisEd bY it~ oR evEn c pArEnts...i wUn b sUrprisEd~ bUt i dUnno wAd cAn i dO n wAd i mUz dO~ cAn sOmEbOdy gUidE mE...?

aFt oUr pApErs todAy, wE wEnt n hAd lUncH at rAmAn tEn~ gUeSs who pAid fOr it? ME! (oK La...siQi pAid for thE dRiNks~ hAhAz...$20 hOr!) sAy hEart nOt pAin iS fAkE dE...$90 lEh~ hAhAz...bUt sOmEhOw...i dUn wAn my frEns tO pAy mE bAck~ dErE's nOt a nEed tO~ cOz...i jUz dUnNo~ jUz fEeL likE "its oK~ derE's nOt a nEed tO!" sOmEhOw...i bElievE in giviNg aNd gEttiNg~ cOz wEn u giF...u gEt a spEciaL kiNd oF fEeLiNg tT cAn aCtually covEr uP fOr uR lOst~ its jUz mAtEriaL wEalTh...nOt tT iMpt~ bUt it dOesn't mEan its nOt iMpt! itS iMportAnt...bUt nOt tT iMpt~ gEt it? hAhAz...sHi Bi sHoU lAi dE xiNg fU~

oN mY wAy hOmE tOdAy, i sAw a fEw scEnEs tT lEft a dEep imprEssiOn iN mY hEart~ fiRstLy, it wAs thE timE wEn i sAw 3 bOys oN thE mRt...dErE wErE in thiEr pRi sCh uNifOrm~ tHy wErE tOking in cHi...sAyiNg " hAhA~ zhAng dA hOu wO yAo bA wO de hAi zi sHa diaO~" i wAs likE "wAd? u wAn tO kiLL uR oWn chiLd wen u grOw uP? dUn u hAf aNy sEnsE oF hUmAnity?" dEn oN thE bUs...i sAw a chiLd sEatEd in frOnt oF mE~ hE dOesn't lOok v adOrabLe bUt hE sOmEhOw attrActed my attEntiOn tO hiM~ hE wAs tOkng tO hiMsLef in a v cUtE wAy~ oCaSsiOnally aSkiNg hiS mUm qUes~ bUt sOmEhOw i nOticEd thE bRuisEs on hiM~ hE lOoks like hE hAs bEen aBusEd! pOor cHiLd...

mY mUm lOst hEr jOb lE~ *hAiz* fiNanciAL cRisis~

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