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Mood: Excited. Quotes: “Like a rainbow fading in the twinkling of an eye, gone too soon.”
i shALL nEvEr siNg agAin...
Thursday, June 30, 2005, 11:26 PM
I LOST! IM NOT TALENTED! I SHALL NEVER SINGGGGG AGAIN!!! lOokiNg at diS wOuld oNLy mEan a tiNg...i lOst~ yA...i diNt wiN~ itS rELi sAddEniNg...*hAiz* mAyb i shOuld nEvEr siNg agAin? mAyb i owAys tOt tT i cAn siNg...bUt iN actUal fAct...I CAN'T? mAyb aLL dis wHiLe...i lOvEd siNgiNg aNd trEat it aS aN iMpOrtAnt pArt oF mY LifE...bUt LOVE SINGING AND BEING ABLE TO SING IS TWO DIFFERENT MATTERS! pPL sAys tt u shOuld lEarn frOm uR miStakEs aNd adOpt a nevEr givE uP attitUdE...bUt i haf givEn uP ok? i hAf givEn uP...

rMb hOw alOne i fElt last nitE? untiL tOdAy...i stiLL feLt alOne~ it wAs onLy uNtiL dAphnE gAf mE tT cD wiF a 'jiA yOu! bYy!' aNd cLairE wHo tOld mE 'jiA yOu!' dEn diD i fELt a littLe bEttEr~ FARKING LIMAN diNt cOmE tOdAy sO i hAd tO siNg fOr 2 sEssiOns~ thE fiRst sEssiON wAs fOr thE 4 eXprEss aNd cAn u bElivE it? thE VIPs -.-...aNd thE wOrst tiNg wAs tt i hAd tO siNg fiRst~ aNd i fOrgEt thE lYriCs dUring siNgiNg...i wAs stAndiNg dEre likE aN idiOt~ qUite a nO. oF dEm cLap aNd i fELt a littLe eNcOurAgEd...bUt stiLL bEri jiA lAt~ thE first sEssiOn wAs jUz a triAL sEssiOn fOr mE...

dEn cAmE the sEcond onE! MY FLOWERS CAME! it bOostEd mY cOnfidEncE alOt...bUt i wAs stiLL shAkiNg...dEn xiAng jiE aNd tEck jiN wAs sitting tOgEthEr sOmEmorE lOr~ dEn its likE...i dunnO hOw tO rEact~ *hAiz* aManda dEn cAllEd mY nAmE...dEn shE smiLeD~ oK...i fELt bEttEr...dEn wEn i wEnt uP...eiLeEn sAy 'cyNdi! cyNdi!' oK...i fELt bEttEr...dEn wEn tHy chEerEd...i fELt evEn bEttEr~ bUt i stiLL sAng thE wrOng lyrics aNd tHy sAy i sAng tOo sOftLy aNd tt the pitCh wAs tOo hiGh~ dEn dEwEi aNd dArrAn pErfOrmEd a pOle dAncE~ dArran wAs thE pOle~ lOlx...tt wAs reLi funNy~ aNd tHy wOn...hAhAz~ oK...frankLy spEaking, i fEEL diSappOintEd bUt i wAs hAPpy fOr dEm cOz tHy r frOm 5F~ hAhAz...=) dEn tHy wErE in the fiNals at thE eNd oF thE dAy aNd we suPportEd dEm~ mY vOicE almOst crAck bcOz oF intEnsivE scrEamiNg~ rAhmat aNd hOw kiAt wAs iN it at the eNd of the day tOo...

aFt tT...thE flOwErs wEnt cOmpAss pOint tO hAf lUnch~ wE atE kFc aNd siQi wAs v haPpy...hAhAx! i fElt aBit grOggy aNd diZzy oN the wAy dErE aNd i fELt likE pUking sOmetimEs evEn thOugh i atE my mEdicinE~ i onLy fElt bettEr aFt i atE sOmEthiNg...wE shOppEd arOund dEn aFt tHy aLL Left...i accOmpAniEd kAirOng tO thE pOst oFficE aNd dEn i wEnt hOmE tO sLp~ i wAs reLi tirEd cOz i sLpt at 4aM lAst nitE aS i chAttEd wiF aLviN oNLinE...hE's bAck iN siNgapOrE Le aNd i guess i'll b mEetiNg hiM uP b4 hE fLiEs bAck tO aMEriCa iN aUgUst~ i abit bU haO yi sHi...cOz i sAy i wiLL mEet uP wiF hiM dE...bUt fOr almOst 2 yRs...i nv kEpt my prOmisE...hEex~ i diNt mEEt hiM uP...hAhAz~

sO tirEd...shOuld i gO sCh tML? shOuld i stArt oN my wOrk?

[[ r u sAyiNg mE agAin...*siGhs siGhs siGhs* WHY? TELL MY WHY... ]]



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