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Mood: Excited. Quotes: “Like a rainbow fading in the twinkling of an eye, gone too soon.”
mixtUrEs 0f em0ti0ns tT i fElt t0day...
Thursday, June 23, 2005, 11:22 PM
it wAs aN eNjOyAbLe dAy fOr mE tOdAy~ it rELi wAs...bUt at thE sAmE timE, i fELt miXturEs oF emOtiOns evOlviNg iNsidE mE~ fUn, hAPpy, dEprEssEd, lonELy, fEar, aNgEr, jEalOuSy, tOuchEd, rELievE...i fElt aLL diS tOdAy~ pOwEr oR wAd? =/ ( todAy's eNtRy wiLL b a lOng onE...pLz gEt rEady~ )

wOkEd uP at abOut 9aM tOdAy...fEeLiNg aLL siCk aNd tirEd~ mY nOse's stUckEd aNd i fELt rELi uNcOmfOrtAbLe~ thE oNLy tOt tT kEpt mE gOing wAs thE tRip tO sEntOsa wiF mY frEns tOdAy~ aCtuAlly, i fELt dEprEssEd wEn i wOkEd uP aNd i hAd tO tRy mY bEst tO BE MYSELF fOr thE whOle dAy...it wAs rELi tiRiNg~ thE oNLy tOt tHAt mAdE mY dAy bEttEr wAs thE chAt i hAd wiF tEckjiN lAst nitE~ iF nOt...i tiNk i wOuld hAf bEen rELi dEprEssEd~ mEt uP wiF cLairE, siQi, eiLEen, kAirOng & shU xUan at dObHy ghAut mRt~ almOst aLL oF us t lAtE...-.-'' aFt tT...wE atE lUnch aNd wEnt tO hAbOurfrOnt cEntrE tO bUy sOmE mOre snAcks aNd dRiNks~ cLairE bOught a bEach vOllEybALL fOr uS tO pLay tOo! dEn...wE hEadEd intO sentOsa dE silOso bEaCh! wE diD alOt oF tiNgs dErE~ wE pLayEd bEach vOllEybAll aNd oSo tOok a diP in thE rEfrEshiNg sEa wAtEr~ we pLayEd volleybAll iN thE sEa tOo~ hAhAz...wE sUntAnnEd, atE sNacks, pLayEd pOkEr, listEn tO sOngs~ alOt la...lOlx~ wE eNjOyEd oUrsElevEs tOo~ aLL oF uS hAd a dArkEr tAn bY thE eNd oF thE dAy tOo~

dEn...wE mEt uP wiF aMaNda, sHipiNg, dAp & jOcELyN who cAnt mAke it tO the sEntOsa tRip~ wE hAd a stEambOat dinnEr in aMk~ cOnsistiNg oF ALL thE 10 flOwErs~ it wAs quitE fun bUt jUz tt thE fOod dErE wAs rELi liMitEd...bUt aS lOng aS thE 10 flOwErs gOt tOgEthEr...tTs eNuFf~ hAhAz! i fElt prEtty oK at fiRst...thOugh i diD pUt uP wiF a littLe stRuggLe withiN mE to b nOrmAL~ it wAs rELi diFficUlt...rELi rELi diFficUlt~ uNtiL i cOuldn't tAke it aNymOre...i sHut uP once mOre~ i triEd...at lEast i triEd...=(

the mOst diFficUlt pArt wAs nOt tT...it wAs the lOneLy jOurnEy hOmE~ i fElt sO dEprEssEd...sO lOnELy aNd fElt tT nO onE wAs wiF mE aNymOre~ listEniNg tO thOse sOngs mAdE mE fElt evEn mOre uPsEt...lUckiLy i sAw my siStEr on thE bUs~ iF nOt...i wOuld hAf criEd...cOz i cOuldn't takE it aNymOrE...

i fElt rElievEd aNd tOuchEd wEn i cOuld fiNally spEak~ sAy oUt wAd i fElt aNd wAd i tOt...thE prObLEms tT wAs bUggiNg mE fOr wEeks~ thE pAin tt i hAf eNdUrEd wAs takEn awAy jUz bY sOme wOrds...it wAs thOsE wOrds tT mAde mE fELt bEttEr...alOt alOt alOt bEttEr... aFt tT... i criEd aNd cRiEd aNd cRiEd~ sOmE oF thE stOnEs tT wAs wEighiNg hEaviLy in mY hEart wAs fiNally cLeArEd...bUt sOmE oF it arE stiLL bEiNg LEft bEhiNd aNd sOmEhOw it stiLL hUrts...

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