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Mood: Excited. Quotes: “Like a rainbow fading in the twinkling of an eye, gone too soon.”
a n0rmaL pErs0n i shAll bE...
Friday, June 17, 2005, 11:53 PM
i wAs sLpiNg jUz nOw~ cOz i went oUt wiF my frEns prEtty eArLy todAy + i whOle dAy dEprEssiOn...dEn bEri tirEd~ sO i sLpt wHiLe my jiE wAs usiNg mY cOmp~ shE wOkEd mY uP 3 timEs aNd bcOz oF tT...i hAd 3 diFf drEams in diS 1 hR nAp~ bUt i fOrgOt thE dEtAils of diS drEams aLr...i oNly rMb tT thEy r aBt my tEn flOwErs~ thE lAst drEam wAs sMtHg abOut dAphnE giviNg aN advicE tO aManda in hEr mSn niCk~ aSp, dAphnE aNd aManda's nAme wAs mEntiOnEd in thE niCk~ bUt i fOrgOt wAd wAs it...wEn i jUz wOkEd uP i stiL rMb dE~ nOw...fOrgOt aLr...-.- bUt thE aDvice wAs a rEli mEaniNgfUL onE! im sUrE oF tT!

wEnt tO bUgis wiF aManda, dAp, aSp, eiLeEn & aH kAi tOdAy~ hMm...it wAs kiNdA fun aCtually~ it wOuld hAd bEen mOrE fUn iF i wAsn't tT dEprEssEd~ haviNg a dEprEssed lOok oN my fAcE thE whOle dAy...hOw cAn thE oUting b tT fUn? somEhOw...i jUz fELt gUilty aNd sOrry fOr spOiLiNg aLL the fUn...bUt it sEems kiNda hArd tO b nOrmal wEn u hAf aLr siNk intO deprEssiOn...mAyb i shOuldn't hAf gOnE...

i hAf dEcidEd tO stEp oUt oF mY dimEnsiOn tO bEcOme the nOrmal pErsOn i usEd tO b! thE siaO zAr bOr tT i wAs oncE~ cOz oF wAd aLL my frEns tOld mE aNd tT i fELt rELi stUpid tO tOrturE mysELf likE tT...i wiL b thE nOrmal pErsOn agAin! i shOuldn't bE mAking mY LifE misErabLe for mYsELf...yEsh~ nOrmal pErsOn i shALL bE~ thAnks fOr aLL thE hELp my fLowErs hAd givEn mE dUriNg diS pEriod~ aNd sOrry fOr aLL thE trOubLe Tt i bRoUght intO aLL uR livEs...i miGht nOt sUccEed iN bEcOmiNg the nOrmal mE...bUt i'll tRy~ hOpE tT the nExt timE u c mE...i wiLL bE thE "mE" i usEd tO bE...

lOok at wAd eiLeEn sEnt mE!

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