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thE pr0blEm liEs wiF mE~
Tuesday, June 21, 2005, 10:58 PM
dErE's alOt oF tiNgs i wAn tO sAy in hErE~ bUt sOmEhOw...i jUz cAn't fiNd thE riGht wOrds tO cOnvEy wAd i wAn tO sAy~ rEcEntLy, i wrOte oN hOw mUch i hOpE tO bEcOme thE nOrmaL mE oncE mOre...sAyiNg tT i hOpE tT i cAn b mysElf agAin...bUt i fAilEd~ i fAilEd tO bEcOmE nOrmAL~ shOuld i bE sAd oR wAd? i dUn evEn nOe...

wELL...i aM diSapPointEd iN mYsELf~ wHy? cOz thE prOblEms liEs wiF mE! i aM thE onE whO tiNks tOo mUch aNd dUn nOe hOw tO tOk nOrmAlly~ iM owAys at a lOss aNd i dunnO hOw tO tOk~ i fEeL uNcOmfOrtAbLe aNd i dUn nOe hOw tO opEn uP~ i jUz feEL uNeAsy bEiNg mYsELf at timEs~ i fEeL likE iM a iDiot...wAd iF othErs gEt thE wrOng mEaniNg? wAd iF tHy diSlikE mE? wAds thE sOlutiOn tO diS prOblEm dEn? thE oNLy tiNg i cAn dO nOw is tO aCt nOrmally aNd bE mysELf...thE qUes is...cAn i dO it? aNd hOw cAn i dO it?

wEnt tO cAusEwAy pOint tOdAy wiF aManda, dAphnE & shipiNg...dAphnE bOught a wEddiNg giFt fOr hEr tEachEr whO's gEttiNg mArriEd sOon~ wE wEnt tO thE liBrAry fiRst cOz i wAn tO rEtUrn bOoks aNd dAp wAns tO bOrrOw sOmE aRt bOoks...dEn wE atE lUnch at thE fOod cOurt aNd shOppEd aRnd fOr thE giFt~ dAphnE gOt aNgRy wEn wE wErE at miNi tOons cOz nO onE attEndEd tO hEr wEn shE rEqUestEd fOr hELp~ lOlx...it wAs thE exAct sitUatiOn tt hAppEnEd tO mE b4~ jUz tT i diNt fLArE uP...hAhAz~ i jUz walkEd oUt oF thE stOrE...wE wEnt intO hAllmArk lAtEr...aNd i tOok a piCtuRe oF sAmmi for fUn~ dEn thE stOre attEndAnt tOld mE tT picTurEs cAnnOt b tAkEn in thE stOre...lOlx~ sO pAisEh...i jUz wAlkEd oUt~ hAhAz...wE shOppEd untiL 5 dEn wE wEnt aNd wAtch a mOviE~ mR aNd mRs sMith~ tT shOw rOcks~ i likE it...hAhAz~ thE mOst aMaziNg tiNg wAs tT...i kEpt qUiet dUring thE eNtirE 2 hRs lOng shOw~ i diNt evEn mUttEr a wOrd~ lOlx...i diNt nArrAtE thE stOry tOo~ cOol hUh? hAhAz...shOppEd aRnd fOr awHiLe aFt thE shOw...dEn we wEnt hOmE~

wAntEd tO gEt a nEw cOmb tOdAy cOz i lOst my cOmb~ cOuldn't fiNd thE dEsiGn i wAntEd...sO i diNt bUy~ i oSo dEcidEd tO aSk my siS abOut tT liQuid eyE liNEr thiNgy beforE gEttiNg onE~ so i dEcidEd to pUt oFf thE idEa oF gEttiNg a liQuid eyE liNer tOdAy...i diD bOught sOmE rUbbErbAnds thOugh~ hAhAz...aNywAy, mY nEw idOl is wu kE qUn~ hAhAz...fELL iN lUv wiF hiM aFt hEariNg hiS sOng~ vEry nicE...i lOve jErry aNd sAmmi tOo~ sO i hAf 3 idOls in tOtAl nOw~ hAhAz...i'vE gOttEn lOts of nEw sOngs tT i likE~ iM hApPy~

[[ sOmEthing mUz b dOnE...bEforE thE gAp gEts fUrthUr~ ]]



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