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sAvE mE...
Friday, June 03, 2005, 11:54 PM
BIG FUCK! dErE's sO mUch prObLeMs fOr mE tO hAndLe~ i cAn't cOpE wiF it aNymOre La! sOmEhOw...i wiShEd tT i wAs dEad~ oR mAyb...nEver bOrn intO diS wOrLd~ rEaLLy rEaLLy rEaLLy! diS is onE oF the mOst strEssEd uP dAys oF mY LifE!!! aLL diS prObLeMs jUz sUddenLy appEarEd oUt oF nOwhErE...likE a sUddEn gUst oF wiNd~ tAkiNg evErytHiNg awAy...*pEk cEk*

1St prObLeM: mY hEaLtH~ it sEems tO b gEttiNg wOrsE! lAst timE...dErE wAs thE prob wiF mY bAckbOne~ dEn...mY lUngs~ aNd nOw wAd? mY stOmAch? hAhAz...i kEep thrOwing uP diS fEw dAys~ lAst niGht...i vOmitEd oUt mY dinnEr~ dEn tOdAy...aMandA aNd cLairE witnEssEd mE vOmitiNg oUt my lUnch~ aNd jUz nOw...i vOmitEd aFt diNnEr agAin~ eWw...wAds wrOng wiF mE aR? cLairE sAys iM gEttiNg thiNnEr aNd thinNer (actUally, mY mUm sAid diS b4...bUt i diNt bELievE hEr~) aNd eiLeEn sAys i "dOn't lOok likE yEhyiNg" tOdAy! oH gOd? wAds wrOng? aNd wEn i wEighEd mYsELf wEn i rCh hOmE...i diScOvErEd tT mY wEight dEcrEasEd! *aRgHhhHhhhhhHhhHhHH*

2nd prObLem: frEedOm! yEs...tTs riGht~ i wAnt aNd i nEed frEedOm~ bUt my mUm sEems tO b rEstriCtiNg it! i nEed it La~ giF mE cAn? i nOe u cArE tTs y u rEstRict it~ bUt i rELi eNvy my frEns wEn tHy cAn gO hOmE lAtE in thE niGht~ y cAn't i hAf it wEn tHy cAn? i wEnt agAinst mY mUm sEverAL timEs bY gOing hOmE v lAtE...mAyb shE hAs lost hEr trUst in mE bcOz oF tT~ my frEns tOld mE tt tHy gainEd frEedOm tHrgh timE aNd tRust...tHy wEnt thRgh thE sAmE tiNg i wEnt tHrgH~ aNd tiLL nOw...tHy r stiLL cErtain liMits tO thiEr fReedOm~ bUt...i fEeL tt i cAn't gEt frEedOm tHrgh timE aNd tRust...i fEeL tT i nEed tO dO it thE hArd wAy~ bUt wAd if everythiNg tUrns oUt bAdLy? wAd iF it sPoils my reLatiOnship wiF my fAmiLy? aNd thiNk abOut it...mUm hAs aLr givEn u qUitE alOt oF frEedOm~ dOn b tOo dEmAndiNg! im gOing tO gO mAd iF diS cArriEs oN...

im sO eviL~ rELi...iM rELi sO eviL~ i tiNk im thE mOst eviL bEing in thE wOrld! i hAf 2 kiNd oF tOts iN mY miNd~ thE gOod aNd thE bAd~ dErE's likE aN aNgEL aNd a dEmOn withiN mE~ somEtimEs...it fEeLs gOod tO b bAd~ aNd yEt...it fEeLs gOod tO b gOod~ sO hOw? wAd kiNd oF thiNkiNg shOuld i adOpt? wHich onE???

shE, whO shOuld bE hOnEst, iS a LiAr...

shE, whO shOuld bE nicE, is mEan...

shE, whO shOuld b kiNd, is EviL...

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