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Mood: Excited. Quotes: “Like a rainbow fading in the twinkling of an eye, gone too soon.”
i wun gif up on a fren juz like tt.
Wednesday, September 07, 2005, 2:27 AM
surprised to c me here? look at the time. it's morning alr. hais. i've been trying v hard to contain my emotions for dis few days and i was abt to succeed until a few hrs ago. wen i broke down in front of the comp, sobbing like crazy. wad's wrong wif me? i dunno. sick in the mind? stress? mad? yes to all. i can't even recognise myself. but im sure of one ting. IM GOING TO B FINE.

juz had a sudden feel to come here to tell u wad i wanna say, bloggie. i noe i can do it. i must do it. but wad if i can't? suddenly, everything juz pops into my mind. so clear. the picture juz seems so clear. mayb, jus mayb, dis time it's not me who has given up. i oways say I WANNA GIF UP. but i can never do it. i wonder y. hahas. i noe y. of coz i do. it doesn't matter whether all of u noe anot. as long as i noe, tt means i wun gif up, right?

i might b strong in IQ, but im weak in EQ. dis is my weakness. im emotionally weak. so weak tt all of u will b surprised. if u ever noe wad i hide deep within me, den u will noe how weak i am emotionally. someone asked me : why do girls always cry? well, to me, i tink girls cry for diff reasons. some cry to express thier feelings, some cry to release stress, some cry juz to attract other's attention. which type am i? hahas. if u don noe me well, u will tink tt i belong to the last type. if u understand me, den u will noe tt im the second type. so which one r u? how well do u reli understand me?

i don care wad u all tink abt me. i don care abt how u all look at me. luff or even mock at me. as long as i noe wad im doing, im not guilty at all, den i haf nth to be afraid of. trust is more important den anyting else. mayb, i haven been able to develop the trust within myself. im going to get rid of the roots of all my problems and strive to become a better person. im not going to gif in to fate. im not going to. call me stubborn or wadever, i don care. dis is me. wen i come acoss smthg i treasure, i will try my best to cherish it. if u were to gif up smthg tt u shouldn't b giving up, wouldn't u end up in regret? i don wan to regret. i don. and i hope u ppl out dere wun let REGRET b a part of ur life.

sometimes, we all gotta beware abt wad we say. u'll never noe wad it might lead to. so mayb, we all juz gotta learn to b a little smarter. i reli love my blog. coz i can pour out wadever i wan in here, w/o any restrictions and it's truly wad i feel deep within me.

i realised tt it's not a heart of stone. it's a heart of gold.

- never say die -



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