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i am upset over you?
Saturday, October 22, 2005, 6:33 PM
i noe how postive i sounded in the previous entry and how determined i am going to think postively from now on, blah blah blah. but can i blog out something negative here? hais. it can be pretty disturbing to have smthg bothering you at the back of ur mind and yet! there is nth u can do abt it. nowadays, you can't seem to find a trustworthy soul whom u can pour out ur woes to, so, might as well tell your blog? anyway, dis is my blog. y am i asking ppl's permission har? my blog means i can blog out anything i wan ma! LOL. those who are on close terms wif me, DEFINETLY noes who i am talking about. it's a well, HIM. noe alr? hahas. ok, here goes:

i am kind of getting influenced by what others told me about him. im starting to think that well, he's really selfish and is a womanizer. ( i noe womanizer sounds like a wierd word, but i can't think of anything other den tt. hahas. ) my thinking can really change by just a few words from others. a fren told me tt i shouldn't really bother about wad others think. those can b good advices but what decision i intend to make lies entirely in my own hands. if i like, den go ahead and like. but nowadays im starting to FEAR. don ask me fear abt wad, coz i reli dunno. lols. so i'm starting to hesitate and stuff like tt. arghhhs.

den a few days ago, i started to talk wierdly and stuff like that. mayb it don seems wierd to him larhs! but i find it wierd. lols. i din reli feel like talking to him and was like sot sot? LOL. den smthg happened last night and i felt upset. i am mad larhs. if all of u noe wad happened, u will say tt i THINK TOO MUCH and i am getting upset over nth. but still, I AM UPSET. den today, i din talk to much to him and i felt pretty gloomy for the whole day. but relax, i did revise my work. now, i hope that smthg better will happen at night. ((:

ytd was pretty upsetting too! it was the so called 'LAST DAY OF NORMAL SCH'. coz next wk, we wun need to go back to sch for lessons and its a self study wk! ( yippee! ) den aft tt wk, our exams will start. hur hur. everyone seems to be drilling really hard now, but me? im like still floating arnd. LOL. its like ytd was the last day we sang national anthem and the school song, the last time we sit in class as a class and the last time we had lessons. so many last times hor? im gonna miss dem like hell. but now! studying is still the most important thing! even though im not reli studying larhs.

im going to take a bath, continue revising and pray that smthg gd happens to me at night! wish me good luck! hee.

- i hope he never reads this. -



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