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herhiddenthoughts
Mood: Excited. Quotes: “Like a rainbow fading in the twinkling of an eye, gone too soon.”
i believe in retribution.
Wednesday, November 30, 2005, 1:48 AM
dis would probably be the last entry all of you would see in the next five days. i am off to bangkok tml! so before i'm back from my bangkok trip, there will be no updates! hee. so treasure dis entry because you won't have any interesting things to hear from me in the upcoming five days! hahas. anyway, dis entry is specially dedicated to fiona. lols. if she didn't request for new updates, dis entry won't b here at all. hahas. so thank her! lols.

i shouldn't have rubbed my eyes the previous night. i rubbed until it was sore yesterday morning and i had to go out with a pair of bloodshot eyes to meet eileen and jocelyn for a shopping trip! yesterday's dressing was so simple that i felt that i wasn't myself. i don't know what got into me, but recently, i love to dress simply. meaning i love to just put on t-shirts and jeans. so not me eh? i'm those type who loves to splat thick make up on my face and wear unique clothings and now, im just wearing PLAIN T-SHIRT AND JEANS?! lols. probably because it was a special day? i was supposed to see someone, but in the end, i didn't got a chance to. no fate mahs. anyway, just leave it to god to decide when will be the day. =))

the three of us was just 'window shopping' the entire day! we did step into a few shops to browse thrgh some stuffs, but didn't bought any. lols. during the trip, i saw someone! and it was BEANIE! i mean benny. -.- it was eileen and jocelyn who spotted him at first and when they told me about it, he was already far behind. i dunno wad happened, but my first reaction was to run up to him. and during the run, i was squealing 'benny, benny, benny!' in a high pitched tone. ( i was in the middle of a shopping centre, mind you.) benny whirled around and stared at me and guess what was the next thing i did? it was smthg so absurd that i couldn't believe i did that. I SMACKED HIM ON HIS ARM and said bye. lols. wad is the FARKING PROBLEM i have ar? his fren, who is quite cute, must have thought i was mad. and not only his fren, perhaps everyone who saw me, thought so too. i did send a message of apology to benny after that. he said that i crushed his nerves! LOL.

after some great 'window shopping', we went to MY FAVOURITE PLACE, the esplanade. =)) i loved that place. it has the perfect ambience and the perfect scenery. i just wished that someone perfect can go with me to that place someday. HAHS! wishful thinking. lols. the three of us had some heart to heart talks dere and i learnt a lot of things! hee. we headed for home after that. anyway, we are going to have a splashing good time in about 12 hrs time!

you took away a lot of things from me. maybe you didn't mean to, but i hate the fact that you always have a part to play in taking away whatever that belongs to me. this isn't the first time, it happened so many times and yet i can't seemed to do anything about it. did you do it on purpose or is it bcoz destiny arranged everything to be like dis? don let me find out that you do everything on purpose, because if i do find out one day, i'll make life miserable for you.

and to the other you. don try to be like what i've mentioned earlier. don learn from that person. don learn to snatch things away from me too. if not, i'll take away everything that belongs to you. EVERYTHING.

i sound so evil eh? but, im not the only evil person in dis world. there are a lot of ppl whom i know, who appears to be affectionate, who appears to be friendly, but deep down, they are so much more evil den me. at the very least, i do state out how i feel, but some people never. so beware! they are everywhere around you. =))

- i won't curse you like how you curse me. -

i saw hong jun yang! *gasps*
Sunday, November 27, 2005, 9:11 PM
ahem. i changed my blogskin again! nice? =D most of my frens told me that it wasn't as good as the previous one. i also know! but the pictures of the previous skin couldn't load, so i gotta changed a new skin. =( this is by far, the best i can find. it's depressing, but it suits how i feel. the sentences at the front is put together by me! nice? i find it a abit wierd lehs. lols.

last friday, i went out with claire, eileen and jocelyn for a job hunt. hahas. as usual, i was very late and claire was pissed. lols. but she don't bear grudges one la. lols. we are supposed to be meeting at 12 noon, but i changed the meeting time to 12.30 pm coz i was held up at home. den in the end, i arrived one hr later which is about 1.30 pm? lols. anyway, sorry girls, my fault. we headed down to orchard and tried some random shops like bossini, little match girl and S & K. we also went to giordano to try our luck. hee. well, i have to say, everything worked out pretty well for all of us. i won't go into detail about the job hunt thingy, coz it's abit draggy.

anyway, my lunch for that day was super interesting. the four of us ate at a restaraunt at takashimaya. the restaraunt serves customers uncooked food! you gotta cooked the food urself! interesting bo? if not interesting, paiseh lor. i abit sua ku one. lols. but i think it's pretty cool to be able to cook food at ur own table! lols. it's not v costly also. about $8 to $15 for a set lunch? hee. that shop is opposite yoshinoya, if i'm not wrong. also, i bought a few items that day! the four of us went to the giordano warehouse sale at paya lebar and the things are freaking cheap! i would like to intro this to my friend, fiona, since she love shopping so much! lols.

i bought a pink tee and a white tee at a freaking $6! i mean $6 for one shirt larhs. cheap lor! last time, it was sold at $14 to $22. so expensive right? now it's like...GOOD BUY, BEST BUY, MUST BUY! i sound so auntie. i can't wait for my thailand trip to bangkok! my sister says the things there are really cheap lor. those who wants me to help them buy things, must tell me leh! lols. anyway, i will be going for 5 days, from dec 1 to dec 5. i won't be updating my blog during that period of time, so don miss me! hahas.

and guess who did i saw outside heeren's taxi stand on friday? i saw...HONG JUN YANG!!!

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[ junyang and me! omg! he's so cute eh? ]

i know i look ugly in that darn pic larhs! no choice! i had to let you all be jealous! i wan you all to be full of envy mahs. hee. so i had to scarifice! junyang is kinda gong actually. when i requsted for a pic with him, he seemed blurr-ed. but gong in a v cute way! lols. if you notice, he abit 'dou ji yan' also. he's not v tall lor. abit short actually. and he din style his hair tt day, so it'd make him look more gong! more cute! lols. he was super friendly, super nice! he kept saying thanks when we let him board the taxi first and he said 'see you again'. i wan to see you again soon too! how i wish i saw weijian! eileen was so darn happy to see him. her idol ma. where's mine? WEIJIAN! *crys out loud*

i missed weijian on psc night ytd! FUCK MAN. i forgot that he was attending the show that night and i went out. shouldn't have gone out larhs! no fate with weijian? sobs.

- i wun let you take him away from me. -

prom night! x)
Thursday, November 24, 2005, 10:19 PM
yesterday was the night whereby my friends and i transformed into princesses! (ok, mayb not princesses. how about dolls?) it was our prom night!!! we are finally graduating! hahas. there is plenty of photos in this entry, and once again, this entry is kinda long. you can click on the 'x' button and leave my blog right now, but you will definetely regret! lols. so might as well stay here and drool at our beautiful faces right? hee.

firstly, i spent quite ALOT of money on my prom night. the dress itself cost about $80 and tt freaking dyed hair of mine cost $75. also, i went and set my hair the next day, (which means i got it curled temporary, just in case you fucktards don get wad i'm saying.) and it cost about $18. so fucking expensive?! wtf. and including the tickets to get into the ballroom that cost about $65, it totals up to a FUCKING $200!!! fine. you need to PAY to be PRETTY, so it's worth the price.

the rest of the things i got are considered FREE!

1) crystal earrings.

2) crystal braclet.

3) pearl-ed high heels.

4) vintage handbag.

5) ribbon-ed loop wallet.

6) perfectly manicured and pedicured toes and nails.

7) make up.

items no. 1 - 5 are being sponsered by my sister and no.6 is done by my sister oso. no.7 is done by jocelyn! so everything is free! *cackles loudly*

anyway, pictures of my manicured and pedicured nails! got crystals somemore! SMELL MY FOOT people!

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[ the thumb. ]

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[ beautiful fingers! ]

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[ can you see those crystals sparkle? ]

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[ nice eh? ]

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[ my smelly feet! hahas. ]

next up, we have pictures of my freshly dyed hair!

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[ from the back. ]

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[ from the top. ]

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[ shut the fuck up, will ya? ]

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[ blurr-ed pictures always turns out best. =)) ]

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[ my hair covered that fucking pimple!!! ]

now, let's get into the most interesting part! prom night!!! i woked up feeling re-energized and immediately had my lunch, den i went to set my hair before popping over to amanda's hse to change and to apply make up. everyone was dere when i arrived, but cannot blame me lor! i had to set my hair ma. hahas. smita and anissa came after that and off we went to holiday park inn hotel! anyway, the enitre day was a cabbing day! all of us din know how to get to that place ma. and furthurmore, we are reluctant to take public transport in our dresses. hee.

i'm going to stop crapping and well, pictures taken at amanda's hse before we set off to holiday park inn hotel!

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[ i love thick make up! it covers all my flaws. lols. ]

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[ that's me! nice eh? lols. ]

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[ eileen & me before we put on our gowns! ]

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[ we still look pretty even when we are in normal clothings hor? ]

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[ smita and me! she's freaking tall leh! ]

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[ it's us again! dis time in our beautiful gowns! ]

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[ jocelyn and eileen! hee. ]

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[ thy look like sisters hor? lols. ]

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[ we are too sweet for you to handle. lols. ]

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[ claire and jocelyn. thy are a couple leh. hee. ]

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[ amanda and smita. amanda is tip-toeing! hee. ]

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[ amanda and claire smiling so sweetly. lols. ]




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[ coreen and me. up close and personal? hee. ]

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[ it's us again! lols. ]

pictures taken at the hotel and in the ballroom!

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[ amanda and me! eileen is 'siam-ing' aside. lols. ]

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[ she's my bestie! lols. ]

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[ beanie and me! i mean benny. lols. he's squatting down when he took dis pic! lols. ]

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[ ms kuek 'cuop' my camera to take dis pic. lols. ]

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[ choon keong looks stress when he takes pics with me? lols. ]

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[ claire and me! she loves to scold me. lols. ]

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[ 5F! a class i will never forget. i'll miss all of you. ((: ]

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[ it's me. zi lian-ning again. lols. ]

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[ the prom queens of 5G & 5F! daphne and me! ]

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[ darran and me! two bamboos taking a pic? lols. ]

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[ eileen and me! do i look old with dis hair? =/ ]

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[ can you see the both of us? hee. ]

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[ eileen and shi ping. you need to turn your head to see this one! hee. ]

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[ fiona and me. she likes butterfiles! so do i! hee. ]

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[ it's us again! i look ugly. -.- ]

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[ the formidable girls! ]

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[ girl power! *booms* ]

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[ jocelyn and me! my make up artiste. hee. ]

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[ kah king and me! he looks so boyish. lols. ]

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[ ms kuek and her funny face. lols. and with me of coz! ]

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[ the guys and girls from 5F! ]

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[ dewei and me! prom king and queen of 5F! hee. ]

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[ we look like twins hor? she's my teacher lar! hee. ]

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[ rahmat and me! his dressing is so cool man! ]

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[ shi ping and jian ling. hahas. ]

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[ the first pic wasn't very nice... ]

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[ so shi ping and me took a second one and it came out better! ]

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[ siqi and benny. sweet couple? lols. ]

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[ yes! self-shot again. pls bear with me. lols. ]

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[ siqi and me. shi ping got reflected too. lols. ]

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[ the three girls. ]

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[ tony and me! tony's face got cramp? lols. ]

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[ my sweetest dream came true... ]

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[ thank you for making it happen again. ((: ]

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[ yi long is being forced to take a picture with me! lols. ]

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[ remose and me! my prom night partner! hee. ]

it was an all girls night at the ktv after prom night!

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[ amanda, eileen and me drinking tiger beer?! ]

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[ drinking with specs... ]

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[ and drinking without specs! ]

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[ coreen and me acting cute? ]

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[ what is amanda doing behind? lols. ]

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[ coreen threatened me! ]

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[ nvm! it's my turn! lols. ]

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[ oops! i drank the whole jug of beer! ]

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[ eileen and me. pretty ladies! hee. ]

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[ we are acting cute! lols. ]

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[ eileen kissed me?! *gasps* ]

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[ ehhhs. it's us again! hee. ]

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[ feel like punching me and eileen for acting cute again?! lols. ]

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[ it's me...again! hahas. ]

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[ lynnda and me! DA DA DA! lols. ]

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[ she's so huggable hor? lols. =X ]

after that, we took pictures with a christmas tree! hahas.

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[ great balls of fire coming your way! i mean lights. -.- ]

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[ we are yo-ing at you. lols. ]

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[ just call me a princess! lols. ]

it took about 8 hrs to upload dis entry! siao bo?! cannot blame me lor! so many pictures! hahas.
i GRADUATED!!! hee. i'll miss all my frens i've known in my seconday school life! we will meet again! =))

- a torn picture with a nice ending? -





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