forever twenty-one ;

feeling better. so much better.

Wednesday, February 22, 2006, 2:55 PM

i'm ain't that depressed already. seriously, i'm feeling better. so much better. why eh? cos i sort out my own thinking and i have beeing going out with a few of my great friends this few days. lols. on monday, i went out with eileen and jocelyn and on tuesday, i went out with amanda, claire, eileen and jocelyn. being out with ur frens is good. someohow, they make you forget abt ur troubles and everything spells FUN with them around! ^^

i was online, chatting with eileen on msn on a usual monday afternoon when she asked me out. jocelyn wanted to go out too so all of us decided to go escape at first. somehow, we changed plans and decided to go to my fav place, the esplanade! cool eh? the meeting time was supposed to be at 3.30 pm but i reached only at abo lut 4 pm. i was the last one to arrived and all of them asked me to treat dem drinks. i didn't in the end cos i am well-known for my stingyness! ( is there such a word? ) in return for that, i'm going to say sorry in here! I'M SORRY FOR BEING LATE. lols. we shopped around city link and suntec city before making our way to marina square. we went to pei jin's shop to find him and i bought some things from his shop cos there's a sale going on there! up to 70% off leh! so cheap can? mus go his shop buy! the design there are nice and it's cheap. it's worth the money leh! hahas. i bought a tank top and a tube. each for arnd $8 only. the design are pretty obsence de. LOL. why? cannot issit? i like ma. hahas. we sat and talked at esplanade before heading over to the nearby roadside stalls to have dinner. eileen and i had black pepper and chili crabs while jocelyn had stingray! we shared a dish of kang kong together! very nice can? the price is pretty cheap also. i paid arnd $15 for such a yummy dinner. hahas. pei jin was also nice enuff to accompany us during dinner and whenever he is free. thanks ar! lols. we went home together after that. hee.

pictures taken! =))

[ guess who is this? it's SHI XIN HUI! damn it. eileen and i look hideous beside her. =(( ]

[ my eyes looks so wierd can? sore eye sucks. =\ ]

[ pictures taken from the top always turns out better. x) ]

[ sneak shot by eileen. hahas. i'm ugly. =(( ]

[ somehow, i jus look wierd in this. lols. ]

[ ahhh. this is so much better! =D ]

[ ah neo and me! hahas. ]

[ gorgeous looking babes. ahahahs. ]

[ let's try taking it from the top! hahas. not bad leh! ]

[ told ya! i love pics taken from the top! ahahas. ]

[ oh gosh. i'm acting cute with a pink hat on. ]

[ finally a proper pic w/o those fancy actions! hahas. ]

[ wah seh! i look like bus driver leh! ahahahs. ]

[ taken outside marina square. i call it 'the ray of hope'. ((: ]

[ eileen! don whack me. -.- ]

[ isn't it beautiful? i mean the scenery and the both of us. hahas. ]

the next day was a day of fun at the beach! we went to sentosa's siloso beach to swim and to sun tan! hahas. we met at 9 am in the morning and i was half an hr late. i was the last to reach again. -.- we took a shuttle bus to sentosa and wen we reach siloso beach, it was already past 10 in the morning. there wasn't much people there. we played beach volley ball and we swam in the sea. hahas. there was this group of guys who asked us to join them for a game of volleyball, but i said NO. we dunno how to play ma. will sia suay de lor. lols. there was this tourist who wanted to take a picture with us, but i said NO too. dunno later he take the pics go post where. lols. better don lor! lols. we ate a lot of snacks and talked a lot when we were there. hahas, it was fun la! claire keep kao pei-ing that her skin wasn't tan enuff. lols. she was the only wan who wanted a good tan! the rest of us are trying our best to hide from the sun and putting on sun block lotion. hahas. but sadly, i become tan! why sia? and the worst thing is that i lost my ipoddy! it's a nano ok. bye bye ipoddy. $300 gone. =(( surprisingly, i didn't feel very sad and to my surprise, i didn't even cry! maybe bcos i haf the recurring tot that no matter how hard i cry, i can never get it back. so no use getting sad over such stuffs yeah? might as well think of a solution instead of sitting down there bawling. lols. we bathe and left sentosa at around 3 in the afternoon. den we went to orchard to eat and shop until evening. all of us was so tired that we went home after that. i was supposed to meet up my work mates for dinner but i didn't in the end cos i was really too tired. sorry girls!

more pictures taken at sentosa! =))

[ no make up on. messy hair-do. i'm better off dead. ]

[ no wonder claire says i look ugly when my hair is wet. -.- ]

[ that's eileen's hand and me. lols. omfg! my sore eye! ]

[ i still look hideous with the flash on. *humphs* ]

[ ohhh. there's a hand behind and ah neo is walking by. hello buddies! i'm taking a picture! -.- ]

[ i like this picture. lols. claire and me, fresh from the bathroom! ]

[ mandie bestie! you turned away before the shot is taken! *slaps forehead* ]

[ eileen and me! what is aw aw thinking behind? hahahas. ]

so what? i'm seriously not upset. there are better things for me to do then thinking about such things all day long. hahas. i mean, i ONCED liked him, but not NOW. he is just part of a memory i once had. he has his own life to lead and i have my own. no strings attached. not anymore. everybody keeps thinking that i will feel sad and is asking me to cheer up, but i'm not feeling any sadness at all. i would haf felt sad if she is still my fren and i still love him. but sadly, i don love him and she isn't my fren anymore. so why care? as for my frens, thank you. thanks for showing care and concern, but i'm fine. hahas. esp to pei jin and eileen. thanks! =))

happy birthday to chris!

and..

happy birthday to my elder brother!

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