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Mood: Excited. Quotes: “Like a rainbow fading in the twinkling of an eye, gone too soon.”
i don't want the same outcome to happen to me again.
Friday, April 28, 2006, 1:47 AM
I FEEL UPSET. =[

don ask me why cos i wish to know why too.

i can feel it coming, do you know that? the feeling whereby your heart just starts to sink when you come to know about something. somthing that you don't wish to hear and know. but you just know what it means and somehow it affected your mood. if not, it might just be that you are thinking too much. but so what? can you ever understand why? i don know why i love thinking so much. it has always been like this, isn't it? from the past until now, it has never changed. that's the fact.

it can also be your past memories that comes flooding back all of a sudden, those saddening ones and you are afriad that wad happenened in the past, might happen to you again. your fear. your thoughts. your memories. all this are the things that keeps on huanting you. maybe because of this, you are afraid to take another step forward again. somehow, you feel that you can actually foresee the outcome. that's why you tend to hold back. but so? you just wan to go take that risk, isn't it? you don't mind getting hurt all over again if it means you can find what you truly want to find.

this is exactly what i'm feeling now. i just wan't to blog out what i feel at this moment. this very moment. after this, all of you can treat this as a piece of junk. hahas. but somehow, i really cherish such moments when you can blog out ur feelings so truthfully.

i realised that listening songs with your headphones are so much better then listening to them just over ur speakers. somehow, the songs just comes alive and it can touch ur inner soul. when your're sad, it somehow makes you feel like crying too. isn't that cool? ((:

oh ya. i changed my blogskin. it suits me perfectly.

MY PASSION FOR MUSIC WILL NEVER DIE.

and the song is kuai le sheng dan by yu heng. so christmas right? hahas. =]

- no words can describe how i feel now. -



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