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Mood: Excited. Quotes: “Like a rainbow fading in the twinkling of an eye, gone too soon.”
i wished you cared a little more ...
Thursday, May 25, 2006, 10:41 PM
TELL ME ... WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME AGAIN?

i am crying at this very moment when i'm blogging. i have so much to say it out in here ... but i just can't seem to type it out. what's causing all this rise and fall everyday? what's causing it? i feel like i'm in heaven in the first minute, and hell in the next minute ...

IS THIS YET ANOTHER MOOD SWING?

i have so many unanswered questions and i hope that someone can answer all of them for me. but who can possibly answer them? i'm like searching for answers everyday and i don't dare to ask anyone about it. why? probably because of fear ... fear of people saying i'm sensitive, fear of people saying i'm emotional, fear of people saying i'm thinking too much ... maybe keeping everything to myself will be the best thing to do?

i miss my girl friends ... CLAIRE, EILEEN AND AMANDA. i miss those times when i can ramble whatever shit to all of you, i really do .. cos all of you are always there ... hearing me out and standing by ever so strongly. showing me care and concern when i needed them most ... but now? it's like so empty and alone. it's like nobody is there anymore? or am i just so dependent and i need to be more independent now?

why am i expecting so much? what am i waiting for? why am i so bothered by it?

questions questions questions ... ALL OF THEM UNANSWERED.

i'm strong? like shit only. but i will never let people see the weak side of me ... so just let me weep my heart out and ...

I WILL BE SO STRONG ... THAT IT SHOCKS ALL OF YOU ...

i wished you cared a little more ... I WISH WITH ALL MY HEART.

- beneath that hard exterior, lies a weeping heart. -



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