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Mood: Excited. Quotes: “Like a rainbow fading in the twinkling of an eye, gone too soon.”
gone were the days.
Sunday, June 11, 2006, 10:33 PM
today's a sunday and i actually stayed at home~ i slept until 4 pm before waking up to have lunch. damn late right? well i know. that's the main reason why i told cynthia i can't go out with her already. futhurmore, it was raining outside. so it just kinda dampens the mood to go out. lols. terry asked me out earlier in the morning too but he was damn suay sia. i was sleeping like a dead log, so in the end, i didn't went out with him either. hahas. sorry people ... today was a good day to rot at home so i didn't want to go out. i just didn't have the "feel" to go out. lols. we shall meet up soon kays? =))

this few days i have been blogging and blogging continuosly. i wonder why? probably because i am just too bored and that i have nothing better to do online i guess. in the past, there is always something for me to do and someone who will be there to talk to me till late in the night ... now that person seems to be gone already or maybe more like drifting futhur away from me? hahas.
what lynnda said is right. i have gotten so used to life like this, that i find it hard to adapt when things just changes... even the slightest change just seems so hard for me to adapt. but i'm already learning to adapt to such a lifestyle already and i think i'm coping quite well with it. hahas. well, that's what i think only ... i'm not very sure about it too. i told amanda and cynthia that i'm going to give up already and they felt so happy that i have finally made the right choice. at that moment, i felt so determined but in the end? i guess i just couldn't. this isn't the first time that i told myself this already and time and time again, i was just being proven wrong ... i just couldn't give up. why? maybe my heart just don't allow me to ...

i was reading through some msn conversations just now and i couldn't help but laugh. things seemed to be so well back then ... but now? seems like a lot of things has already changed. but will things be the same again? i hope it will ...

- gone were the days -



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