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Mood: Excited. Quotes: “Like a rainbow fading in the twinkling of an eye, gone too soon.”
fate and coincidence.
Tuesday, July 25, 2006, 2:16 AM
good morning.

it's another day and i'm turning in soon. school will start in another 6 hours time and i will be reporting for school tomorrow. there will be some guests in class tomorrow and i wonder how will the day be like. nevethless, i will still be myself. i'm not going to turn into some kind of demure lady just for those guests. i love being myself. i won't skip lessons for this semester anymore because today is the 5th time i skipped lessons for this entire semester. enough is enough. i think 5 times is already a lot. i will be going to school from now on.

i think i must be sick in the mind to sms my boy to tell him all those crap. i don't know what's wrong with me. i just felt so emo suddenly when i see him telling me all those stuffs. i am unsure of my own feelings and i don't know who i love more in my heart. anyway, does it really matter who do i love more now? both of them are not even part of my life now. so why am i thinking about who i love more? maybe they don't even care. so why am i thinking so much? what for? am i trying to answer to my own feelings?

it still feels wierd to see him everyday in class and still having those feelings i had for him in the past.

at the same time, it feels even more wierd to be smsing with my boy daily and behaving like i want him back badly.

who do i love more? why do i feel this way?

it's like a mixture of feelings that i'm having now and it feels terrible sometimes. even though, it might be unimportant as to who do i love more because they are already not a part of my life, i still cannot stand myself being like this. i just feel wierd now. very wierd ...

i bumped into my boy yesterday when i was in town.

i saw him when i was waiting for the bus today.

one is fate and the other is coincidence ... but so?

WHAT DOES IT MEAN?

- i don't know what's wrong with me this time -



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