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Mood: Excited. Quotes: “Like a rainbow fading in the twinkling of an eye, gone too soon.”
i missed school again. =(
Thursday, July 27, 2006, 4:01 PM
slap me please.

seriously laa, anyone who cares to slap me now?

i am like so DEAD can?

I MISSED SCHOOL AGAIN.

i can't believe how proud i was to annouce in the last few entries that i will never miss school again. but look at me now, i end up missing school again today. =(

yesterday night, i was practising my maths. i did only a few questions and i end up feeling very pek cek because i don't know how to do most of the questions. i am so demoralised can? i went to bed after that because i know clearly that i wasn't in the right mind to work on it anymore. when i woked up this morning, i had this strong pang of feeling within me that tells me that YOU SHOULDN'T GO SCHOOL. i choose to ignore it and went on to put on my contact lenses. once i put it on and was back in my room, i saw my nice, fluffy bed and it was like beckoning me to jump into it. so i choose to lie on it for like 5 mins? you know what? it was the wrong move. i ended up sleeping all the way until the afternoon and i settled on the thought that i should give school a miss. but don't worry, i did remove my contact lenses after i settled on the thought that i'm not going to school anymore. but still ...

I FEEL SO GULITY AND UPSET CAN?

how ar? someone please help me? i think noone can help me except for myself. hais. i had a chat with amanda in msn and she told me that it's all in the mind. but still, i cannot feel anything. i can't feel any sense of motivation or hope within me. no matter what she tells me, i just don't feel anything. where has that top scorer gone to? i really felt like throwing away the plug when i saw it that day. i feel like the glory that i had in the past has already gone down the drain and it's seriously nothing now. can i still be how i used to be? =(

I AM GOING TO SEARCH FOR MY MOTIVATION.

alas,

TATA. =(

- i don't have much time left -



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