i think nobody is coming to my blog since i've abandoned it for so long. look at the tagboard and comments board, it's so COLD and LEFT ALONE. -.-

NO ONE IS TAGGING ALREADY. ):

well, guess i'll update more often nowadays? eh try laa. i have a busy life you know. (:

on wednesaday, i had a so called class gathering with my sec sch friends. why did i mention the word so called? because it was just a meeting up session with a few guys from the class. so i don't think it really is a class gathering because the whole class wasn't invited. hohoho. i went home to put my heavy labtop (it weighs a ton) before meeting up with amanda and claire at orchard. suprisingly, i was the first to reach. :D they came a little later after me and we went off to meet tony and gang at far east. tony and dewei arrived first with two other guys i don't know. i think it's their friends bah. anyway, they hanged around with us for the whole day. duhhh. i told you it's not a class gathering already. -.- darran came awhile later and we shopped around far east. all of them asked me "you go africa to be a volunteer issit? you're still so thin lor." eeyer. i think i'm fatter liao lor and they say i'm thin. darran is not v fat also ah. i think he's worse than me. hohoho. claire bought curry puffs cos she was hungry (what a pig!) while i bought bubble tea cos i was thirsty. then, we called yi long to ask him to come down and he really did. hahas. mus be because i'm there thats y he came down ah. hahahaha. :x

we walked over to cineleisure and happened to pass by sembawang music center. i was thinking whether will edward be working anot, but i didn't see him around so i guessed he wasn't working. but then, i receive a msg from him and he said i was dao bcos i didn't turn around when he called me. i was kinda blurred bcos i didn't even see him anywhere. i guess he saw me somewhere but i didn't see him and when he called me, i didn't hear him i guess. i still don't understand why i'm always bumping into him. haw haw. ): we had our dinner at chicago steakhouse and the food there is quite nice and cheap. we crapped a lot there and i forced dewei to feed me ah. hahaha. he is freaking attached already but he will always be my laogong ah. they keep taking scandal pictures of us cos they want to show his girfriend. hahaha. so lame can? we walked back to orchard mrt and on the way there, i was forcing everyone to piggyback me and no one wanted to. jerks ah! all of them! pui pui pui! hahahaha. amanda, claire and me went home while the rest of the guys went to kpool after that. it was a fun day! (:

on friday, i met up with amanda and eileen to study. i amma hardworking girl. (: we went to wdl regional library to study. amanda reached first followed by me. we managed to find a table and we studied while waiting for eileen to come. i found some useful books for some of my modules in poly and i borrowed one of them. VISUAL BASICS! i'm going to tackle that damn programming thing. it can drive me nuts you know. we crapped a little BUT we did study hokays. at around 9 pm, we stopped studying and went to the food court to have our dinner before going home. when i reached home, i was so full that i can't eat anymore. i ate a tiny bit and i packed the remaining food in the fridge. haw haw. -.-

three more days to the end of semester one and three more days to the class chalet. i'm not looking forward to any of it because this marks the end of everything between me and him. i don't want to lose any form of connection with him. i want to retain every bit of hope that i have.

god, help me please. ):

- i can die just to hear you play the piano -