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herhiddenthoughts
Mood: Excited. Quotes: “Like a rainbow fading in the twinkling of an eye, gone too soon.”
stop giving lame excuses.
Saturday, September 30, 2006, 12:48 AM
ok here we go again.

i was talking to hui hua in msn about this particular movie that will be launched in cinemas soon. it's called DEATH NOTE and she wants me to watch it with her. due to the obvious fact that I LOVE HER ALOT, of course i agreed. she is like another amanda in my life lor. aha. just that they are of different categories. I LOVE AMANDA TOO HOKAY? :D

we started discussing about it and i asked her to tell me the storyline of the movie. at first, she didn't want to tell me bcos she was afraid that i might not want to watch the movie anymore. aiyooo. of cos wun laa! hahahaha. :x then, half way through when she was telling me about the movie, i drew something for her.

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HAHAHAHAHAHA.

cute right? but hui hua don't think it's cute lor. she said that she want to block me on msn and she really did leh. but she unblocked me in less than a min. aha. see my hua hua is so nice can? (:

i went out with cynthia on wednesday. SUPPOSEDLY, THERE WAS A KBOX TRIP. but it was suddenly cancelled without me knowing. so wierd huh? i'm like one of the last few people to know. even the people who DID NOT went to kbox, knew it before i do. (:

anyway, i think i really owe a big apology to angeline and delia cos things didn't turned out as planned. sorry ya? we'll go together the next time. (:

i met up with cynthia after school at causeway point while wardha, hui hua and haira accompanied me to wait for her. thanks girls for staying behind to hear me rant. i was seriously pissed off by what happened and i was really glad that they had the heart to stay behind.

cynthia and me went to swensen to had some late afternoon snacks. we ordered fries and i ate sticky chewy chocolate ice cream while she ate chocolate crunch ice cream. aiya so fucking nice can? both of us were in a fucking bad mood that day and we felt fucking pissed. so somehow, ice cream really made us fucking happier! aha.

cynthia told me a lot about what has happened to her for that one week. although we are apart for just one short week, i can really feel how much she has gone through all this while. it actually pains my heart to see her like this. as a friend, i couldn't do anything for her except to sit down and hear her talk. i actually felt quite useless at that point in time because as a friend, i couldn't do much for her. i just hope that she will be fine and that sense of emptiness will be washed away from her soon. i don't wish to see her suffocating in such an environment and i hope that all will be well for her. so god, please bless her with the power to go through all this.

cynthia, this is the first time i've seen you tear. to be frank, when i saw those tears, i really felt that they were precious bcos i've never seen you tear in front of me before. thanks for missing me as a friend and crying bcos you miss me. i miss your presence too and yes, you are special to me. noone can replace you as cynthia. take care, my friend. (:

after that, we met up with my bestie, amanda and we shopped around causeway point. it was fun seeing cynthia and amanda meeting up for the first time. there are one of the few people who are real special to me. (: then, cynthia met up with ken while amanda and me went to watch the show, john tucker must die. it's a nice show laa. overall, it's worth the money. (:

amanda is watching goong lately. she loves it so much lor! i told you it will be nice bestie. ahahahaha. :D

i seriously dislike people who just offers a lame excuse for cancelling an event. the excuse is obviously not true at all. you know it and so do i. so what are you trying to hide? if you have any displeasure or complains about me, voice it out to me personally. i might be stubbon and i might be fierce, but i won't be that bad to turn you away when you have something to say about me. be it good or bad, you can just tell me straight in the face. at least i do listen and if i feel that what you say makes sense, i will improve myself and i will apologise if i'm at fault. don't go around gossiping with others and influencing your opinions on others. i seriously hate that. most importantly, i don't even know what exactly happened in the first place because nobody bothered to say when i asked. if you don't approach me to trash it out, i won't approach you to talk either. this only reflects one thing about you: you don't treasure friendship. if you don't even care, then why should i?

one last thing, don't go around hiding from me. i find it really stupid, seriously. even if you don't want to talk, you don't have to go to the extent of avoiding. if you dare to do such things, why are you so afraid of hiding in the first place?

people say that i'm immature, i think you're far more worse than me.

think about it.

- please grow up -

HAHAHAHAHA!
Monday, September 25, 2006, 12:14 AM
i was chatting with amanda a while ago in msn and this was what she told me ...

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

amanda, claire, eileen and my ... BREAST?

LOL!

- that's what you call best friends. -

we didn't follow the crowd.
Sunday, September 24, 2006, 5:37 PM
i went out with my besties yesterday. it simply spells fun to be around them. how i wish we are from the same school, then we can enjoy each others company everyday. aha. but i'm glad that we meet up frequently and that we are still keeping in contact. so i guess i should be satisfied with what i have. i shouldn't be too greedy if not god will punish me by sending me to hell. ):

i was late BUT there was an improvement! i was only late for 20 mins. as compared with being late for more than an hour, it was certainly a big improvement. don't worry, i won't just stop improving here. i will continue to make sure i arrive on time. (:

we went to the kbox located at marina and it was kinda expensive. most probably because we went on a weekend and it was located near the town area. aha. but it's okay cos i enjoyed myself. we got a room where by we can see through the glass and look at what the people going down the escalator are actually doing. you know what's the fun thing? they can't see us! we can see them but they can't see what we are doing, because to them, it's just a mirror. hahas. it was fun seeing couples kissing and girls adjusting their bras while going down the escalator lor. some even hugged here and there. we were laughing at them and they didn't know. so fun can? lols.

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that's the glass i was saying. oh ya ... you all can ignore claire. she kinda blocked the picture. hahahaha. :x

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pretty me! :D

when the time was up, amanda and claire went out first while i continue singing. ( i wanted to complete singing the song ma. :/ ) when i went out, i couldn't find them so i went to the toilet. after that, when i came out of the toilet, i couldn't find my way out of kbox! i was LOST! i had to approach someone to guide me out lor. SO PAISEH CAN? amanda and claire laughed at me when i came out. eeyer ... so bad of them hor?

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they even took a picture of themselves using my handphone when i was lost in kbox. ):

after that, we went to the toilet again cos the two of them needed the toilet urgently!

we photo whored again!

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ok laa. is me laa. :/

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we met up with eileen outside new york new york and we had dinner there! the queue was farking long but we managed to jump queue bcos there was a seat for four! :D

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our drinks! see see see! eileen and my root beer float is SO BIG when compared to amanda and claire's. HAHAHAHA. :x

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our food! amanda and me got quite sick of our pasta cos it's too creamy. but the food is really nice. aha.

then, we walked all the way to marina again and we shopped around there. i saw an adidas jacket that is brown in colour! it's really nice and i like it very much la! but it's $119 so i think i better look around for more designs. anyway, i also kinda like the green colour one that i saw at left foot at cineleisure leh. but it's like out of stock already? aiyooooo. i want an adidas jacket! anyone of you can get for me huh? my birthday coming leh. HAHAHAHAHAHA. :x

we went to the food court at marina to eat FONDUE after that!

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it's cheap and nice okay ... HAHA!

after that, we went home.

due to the fact that i know many people like YOU loves me ... i will post up another pic of myself.

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happy?

HAHA. ok laa. joking only laa.

(:

anyway, like what i've always said and i am repeating it AGAIN, don't be childish okay? things has settled for almost a yr alr. stop raking things up to provoke people.

IT DOESN'T WORK!

don't you ever get it?

we didn't follow the crowd. it's just that your eyes are blinded and your brain is senseless to differentiate what is right and wrong.

- chi bao mei shi zhuo -

mind your words.
Friday, September 22, 2006, 11:29 PM
i'm back to blog ...

with an all new blogskin.

this blogskin is specially edited for him. not worth it? nah. i don't care anymore. (:

school has reopened for the new semester and the change of class is still relatively okay to me. my new class is not very quiet and at the same time, not that noisy too. there's some interaction going here and there among the teams and also as a class. this few days, i have been meeting up with my old classmates during breakouts and i really enjoy myself when i'm with them. i hope that as time passes, i can bond with my new classmates as well. (:

yesterday, i went out with most of the guys and girls from W14D. aha. we met up after school in W14D's classroom before going to causeway point to have our early dinner. i didn't really eat anything cos my mum is cooking my share so i'm going home to eat. aha. flora, hui hua, delia and me went to the toilet and we went to timezone to play some games before going up to meet the rest. after their dinner, we went to buy tickets for the movie, the haunted apartments. my darling hui hua was afraid to watch scary movies so she went off first. aiyooooo. i want my hua hua. ):

after that, we went to mac to complete our RJs before going in to watch the movie. the movie is seriously ... NOT NICE! it's not worth the money laa. i mean there's a storyline but the entire movie is kinda stupid. although during the whole movie, flora was covering her ears and practically shouting "OH MY GOD" many times and even though roy and delia discussed about the movie so loudly, it wasn't really scary. aha. if you want to know the story, you might as well come and ask me. i think the way i describe it might even be scarier than the movie itself. lols. i even laughed at some parts during the movie. the worst thing i can ever expect from the show, is that THE CUTEST GUY IN THE SHOW ACTUALLY DIED. SO WTF CAN?! grrrr. it's not nice laa. :
after sch today, i went to cwp with angeline and delia. we bought bubble tea and shopped around. we even tooked neo prints! it turned out pretty nice but i can't post it up cos none of us have a scanner. ): any lovely people out there who is reading this is nice enough to scan it for us? can see my pretty face you know. wahahahaha. :x

i know i am at fault for doing some things to you and i know my attitude can really be very bad at times. sometimes, it might even be too much for you to take. amanda pointed it out to me and i know where i am in the wrong. i sincerely apologise for that and i will amend my ways. there are some points that you brought up which are the truth but there are some points that i cannot agree with you at all. not even a tiny bit. seriously, i am really disappointed in you for blogging such things about me. yes i know you are sorry about it and i can understand that you might have blogged all this in a fit of anger but you could have told me about all this personally and seriously, like how a real friend would do. you act like there was nothing wrong at first and when i got home and i turned on the computer, i see all those stuffs, do you know how hurt i was? i was so upset that i cried and i couldn't sleep for the whole night.

it's not that i'm narrow-minded about this, it's just that i cannot accept the cruelty of your words. this is not the first time alr and this time you have seriously gone overboard.

please mind your words.

- forgive and forget? -

i won't bug you till i'm 20.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006, 2:24 AM
OUCH.

OUCH.


you must be wondering why i said ouch two times?

well, i got hurt 2 times by the same person because i fell for him twice. (:

if you were to look under my old archives, around one year ago, at that point in time, i fell for a person.

in those entries, i've written all my happiness and sorrow that he brought into my life. i've written about how much i want to see him because i have never seen him much in my life. i've written about the pain and suffering he brings and the wonderful memories that he created.

exactly one year later, he just managed to bring more of them into my life.

i guess this is what you called fate. this wierd thing made us cross each others path unexpectedly. the main culprit might not be fate itself, but this ...

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this is the present he owed me for one whole year. my birthday present.

this is the main reason that caused us to meet again. it caused us to meet up more than we usually did.

since the first day i've known you, i only met up with you for less than 5 times. because of this, i got to see you almost everyday. i managed to talk to you properly for the first time, to have a real conversation. i managed to see how you react to the little things that is happening around you. i managed to look at the way you laugh, the way you smile, the way you eat and the way you smoke. many of them are things which i have never gotten a chance to observe before.

now that everything is over in a flash, i am wondering when will i ever see you again?

tommorow?

the day after tommorow?

next week?

a month?

a year?

or forever?

yes maybe i won't even get to see you ever again.

but so?

the memories you created and the little things you have done are enough to last for a lifetime. i thank you for that.

i am immature to you. i am childish to you. maybe even blogging about this is deemed as childish to you, but all i can say is i don't know how to grow up because i don't have any experiences to guide me through. i need time to learn about the little things that you say i lack. i seriously need lots of time.

you told me not to bug you until i am 20?

i will do just that. (:

many of my friends felt angered when they know someone like this made such a statement. but i don't feel angered. i wonder why. it might be because i believe that he has his reasons for saying that and i believe in him. i might be stupid for thinking like this but ... who cares? (:

you are the first guy i liked who piggy backed me ...

i'll miss you.

- two years from now -

outing with my besties.
Tuesday, September 19, 2006, 7:13 PM
W26B

that's my new class for semester two. (:

so far, i didn't come across any farmiliar names so i doubt there's anyone i know in that class. it's a good thing though. i want to be in an all-new environment whereby i know no one, so i can start afresh as a person.

anyway, cynthia really has got lots of fate with ken, roy and adam. she's in the same class as them. also, she got assigned to the class which is closest to our old class. aha. she should treasure such fate that she has gotten and maybe treat it as a form of challenge for her. i always believe that such things are more than coincidential. i hope she can overcome anything that happens in the next semester. i'll miss you too, cynthia. (:

i went out with my besties last saturday. i met up with them at takashimaya and i was late. ( amanda was angry with me for that. ): ) we shopped around and eileen came after that. we walked aimlessly and decided to have a drink at starbucks. we talked a lot there and i enjoyed every minute of it. (:

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after our tea-break, we walked to dhoby ghaut mrt while deciding where to go. on the way there, i recieved a sms from kenneth. he asked me "where are you?" and he thought that i was at heeren eating. it was impossible because i did not even pass by heeren even though i was at orchard. lols. he must have saw someone who resembled me laa. aha.

we went to chinatown and we had the famous TIAN JI ZHOU for dinner. lols.

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it was really nice laa. i love the tian ji zhou there. my sister brought me there to eat a few years back and i immediately fell in love with it even though i have never eaten tian ji before. aha.

eileen has never tried eating tian ji before and was afraid to give it a try. claire and me kept asking her to try and we even told her that it taste like chicken. when she finally tried it, she didn't seem to enjoy it very much. aha. who ask her to keep thinking that she is eating a toad?! LOL.

after dinner, we went to this particular building that sells things that are similar to those that we always see at far east. the things there are quite cheap but it's not as good as those that we see at far east though. aha. i've been to this place with my mum and sister before so i know the route well and so i was leading the way. aha. :D

then, we went to OG to shop and when we are at the children's department, the four of us drew a VERY VERY VERY nice drawing there ...

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nice?!

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

we went to bugis after that because eileen wants to take her house keys from her brother. on the way, we started to photowhore again. (:

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eileen's brother was with her gf. actually, i don't find her very pretty laa. but then, all of them felt that she was very pretty so i had to shut up. claire, that bitch, even said that SHE IS PRETTIER THAN ME! chao neh neh. where got such friends i ask you? :
we shopped around at bugis and i saw kelly there. she dyed her hair back to black. aha. anyway, it was nice catching up with her, though it was for a short while. oh ya, we saw anissa when we left starbucks too. aha. i met quite a lot of people today. (:

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i think we look like flies.

HAHAHAHAH.

after that, we went home. (:

anyway, i made ice-cream for myself after dinner yesterday!

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i think it looks like shit. ):

but it taste nice okay! :D

ok laa. i'm signing off. ciaos!

- school starts this thursday -

gateway to maturity.
Friday, September 15, 2006, 10:07 PM
these few days has been a bit unstable for me. i wasn't very well mentally. but at the very least, i was pretty calm when it comes to handling my emotions. i'm glad i was calm and that i could think through some things. at the very least, it didn't affect me a lot except for a moment. only at that moment, did my tears fall like nobody's business.

i didn't know that all this while, your feelings has already been there. i didn't know because i was lousy at observing. i didn't know what you expected and what you couldn't accept.

now that i know, i think i know how to move on from here. (:

i did a test recently and this was what i found.

You entered: Boh Yeh Ying
There are 10 letters in your name.
Those 10 letters total to 64
There are 3 vowels and 7 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 1

The characteristics of #1 are: Initiating action, pioneering, leading, independent, attaining, individual.

The expression or destiny for #1:
A number 1 Expression denotes the skilled executive with keen administrative capabilities. You must develop the capacity to be a fine leader, sales executive, or promoter. You have the tools to become an original person with a creative approach to problem solving, and a penchant for initiating action. Someone may have to follow behind you to handle the details, but you know how to get things going and make things happen. You have a good mind and the ability to use it for your advancement. Because of these factors, you have much potential for achievement and financial rewards. Frequently, this expression belongs to one running a business or striving to achieve a level of accomplishment on ones talents and efforts. You have little need for much supervision, preferring to act on your own with little restraint. You are both ambitious and determined. Self-confident and self-reliant must be yours, as you develop a strong unyielding will and the courage of your convictions.

Although you fear loneliness, you want to be left alone. You fear routine and being in a rut. You often jump the gun because you are afraid of being left behind.

The negative attributes of the 1 Expression are egotism and a self-centered approach to life. This is an aggressive number and if it is over-emphasized it is very hard to live with. You do not have to be overly aggressive to fulfill your destiny. The 1 has a natural instinct to dominate and to be the boss; adhering to the concept of being number One. Again, you do not have to dominate and destroy in order to lead and manage.

Your Soul Urge number is: 2

A Soul Urge number of 2 means:
With the Soul Urge number 2, your motivation is centered on friendships, partnerships, and companionship. You want to work with others as a part of a cooperative team. Leadership is not important to you, but making a contribution to the team effort is. You are willing to work hard to achieve a harmonious environment with sensitive, genial people.

In a positive sense, the 2 Soul Urge is sympathetic, extremely concerned and devoted. The nature tends to be very sensitive to others, always tactful and diplomatic. This element in your nature indicates that you are rather emotional. You are persuasive, but in a very quiet way, never forceful. You are the type that makes really close friendships because you are so affectionate and loving.

If this number is over-emphasized in your makeup, you may be over-sensitive, with a delicate ego that is too easily hurt. You may be timid or fearful, too easygoing for your own good.

Your Inner Dream number is: 8

An Inner Dream number of 8 means:
You dream of success in the business or political world, of power and control of large material endeavors. You crave authority and recognition of executive skills. Your secret self may have very strong desire to become an entrepreneur.

27 October 1988
Your date of conception was on or about 4 February 1988 which was a Thursday.

You were born on a Thursday
under the astrological sign Scorpio.
Your Life path number is 9.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 7 & 11.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2447461.5.
The golden number for 1988 is 13.The epact number for 1988 is 11.
The year 1988 was a leap year.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 8 & 22.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/17/1988 and ending 2/5/1989.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Dragon.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Snake; your plant is Thistle.
You were born in the Egyptian month of Tyby, the first month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).
Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 16 Heshvan 5749.

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 3 April 1988.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 10 April 1988.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 17 February 1988.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 22 May 1988.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 29 May 1988.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Monday, 12 September 1988.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Saturday, 2 April 1988.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 16 February 1988.

As of 9/15/2006 10:44:01 AM EDT
You are 17 years old.
You are 215 months old.
You are 933 weeks old.
You are 6,532 days old.
You are 156,778 hours old.
You are 9,406,724 minutes old.
You are 564,403,441 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:
Kelly Osbourne (1984) Scott Weiland (1967) Jayne Kennedy (1951)
Carrie Snodgress (1946) John Cleese (1939) Ruby Dee (1924)
Roy Lichtenstein (1923) Nanette Fabray (1920) Dylan Thomas (1914)
Emily Post (1872) Theodore Roosevelt (1858) Captain James Cook (1728)

Top songs of 1988
Roll with It by Steve Winwood Every Rose Has Its Thorn by Poison
One More Try by George Michael Look Away by Chicago
Never Gonna Give You Up by Rick Astley Sweet Child O' Mine by Guns N' Roses
Anything for You by Gloria Estefan & Miami Sound Machine Get Outta My Dreams, Get into My Car by Billy Ocean
Man In the Mirror by Michael Jackson The Flame by Cheap Trick

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 2.55381604696673 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)

There are 42 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 18 candles.

Those 18 candles produce 18 BTUs,
or 4,536 calories of heat (that's only 4.5360 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.06 US ounces of water with that many candles.

In 1988 there were approximately 3.7 million births in the US.
In 1988 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1988 in the US there were 2,389,000 marriages (9.7%) and 1,183,000 divorces (4.8%)
In 1988 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1988 the population of Australia was approximately 16,687,082.
In 1988 there were approximately 246,193 births in Australia.
In 1988 in Australia there were approximately 116,816 marriages and 41,007 divorces.
In 1988 in Australia there were approximately 119,866 deaths.

Your birthstone is Tourmaline

The Mystical properties of Tourmaline

Pink Tourmaline promotes female balance and protection. Green Toumaline promotes male balance.
Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Opal, Jasper

Your birth tree is
Walnut Tree, the Passion
Unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egoistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromises.

There are 101 days till Christmas 2006!
There are 114 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were born was waning gibbous.

to check out yours, visit the website below.

http://www.paulsadowski.com/BirthData.asp

http://www.paulsadowski.com/NameData.asp

for more information, go to:

http://www.spellsofmagic.com/numerology/

just take it as a form of reference. but somehow, what i read is quite true. (:

- gateway to maturity -

reborn.
Thursday, September 14, 2006, 4:16 AM
Singer: Jenny Ho Ching-Ching
Song: Chong Shen/Reborn
Drama: My Date With A Vampire III

Dream-like clips are happening
Heartbeat is out of control
Each smile and each word are so charming
With you by my side, your pleasant voice brings sweetness
To make me feel as if I am being reborn

Looks like a blurry dream but expresses the true emotions
It's an imminent feeling in the heart
To close my eyes to have a kiss with my lover
How moving with our true emotions
a vow of our lives without words
In return for your love is my bravery and honesty

With a boundless universe of unlimited possibilities
In this dreary tiny world
Perhaps only love should be glorified
To hold the loving romantic moment, it is you who opened my eyes
To guide me to see the signs of my future route

In the pitch dark sky, where little twinkling stars float upon
The darker it gets, the brighter the stars shine
In the pitch dark world, the fire of love would be burning
We shall continue to love, as you are my one and only beloved

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this is the english translated version of the song that you are hearing in my blog now.

for the past one year, it has always reminded me of someone special ...

and this will not change in the days ahead.

- reborn -

don't go.
, 2:58 AM
do you know what i hate most?

do you know what i fear most?

do you know what i dislike most?

i hate people vanishing from my life without a good reason.

i hate people going away, saying that they will never come back anymore.

i hate people who leaves with or without saying a word of goodbye.

i never wanted anyone to leave my life after they have left footprints in my heart.

be it now or in the future.

i never wanted it to happen.

and now that it really happened ...

tell me how do you take away the memories?

if you want to leave my life, then you should bring those memories along.

you can never understand the pain of those you left behind.

i can only hope that you can come back.

i can only pray that i can see you again.

i'll be waiting.

- don't go -

perhaps love?
Tuesday, September 12, 2006, 2:24 AM
after having my fufilling dinner at around 9 pm, i was chewing on the sweet sweet papaya that my mummy bought home when i suddenly got a call from john.

john talked in this fucking gay voice and i couldn't recognise who he was, until he asked me ...

"who do you think i am?"

i said ...

"john lor?"

and he replied ...

"then?"

seriously, he can be so irritating at times ah. then, the conversation become more and more funnier.

john: do you want to eat a burgur now?

me: huh? a burgur from where?

john: macdonals laa.

me: for what? how are you going to give it to me anyway?

john: i go your house there give you laa. aiyo faster laa. if you don't want to eat then i throw away liao.

me: what is it? i don't want fillet o fish lor.

john: it's not a fillet o fish laa. it's mc spicy. don't tell me you cannot eat hot food?

me: can laa!

john: then?

me: anything laa.

( my mum was screaming her head off to ask me to finish up my papaya so i said bye and put down the phone in a rush. )

in less den a min, john called back. -.-

john: you haven say you want a not?

me: aiyo YES YES YES . i want laa. -.-

( and i put down the phone to continue to finish up my papaya. )

in less than an hour, john really came down with jason to give me that burgur! aiyo so funny can? i was laughing all the way back home and my mother and sister thought i was some kind of retard sia. i was laughing to myself mah. aha.

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i didn't know that mc spicy would be that HOT but i finished it anyway. john's mother bought this for him but he was too full to eat it so he thought of giving it to me. john said that it's the heart that counts and so i should thank him. LOL.

THANK YOU JOHN.

(:

i'm going to sleep liao ah. i need to wake up in 5 hours time for a trip to tekong tml. it's a CE activity so this would mean that there would be more points! yay! :D

- perhaps love? -

a super long update. :D
Monday, September 11, 2006, 7:50 PM
MSN IS DOWN!

wtf?! can you actually believe that msn is down? it's not down for a short while but for a long time! it's been down for almost the whole afternoon! how can that possibly happen? i mean it's a program that is used by soooooooooo many people and it's down? it brings so much inconvenience to everyone lor! i feel like i am cut off from the outside world when msn is down. i don't feel like i am 'online' when msn is down. even though i can surf the internet as usual, it just feels wierd when i cannot sign in to msn laa. i feel lonely. ):

sorry for the lack of updates. last week was kinda busy for me and i was too lazy to sign in to blogger to update my blog as usual. aha. i will update what happened for the last week ya? this entry is fucking long ah! :x

WEDNESDAY

it's the day for CE points! aha. i went to this eureka talk with some of my friends from W14D which is overall a talk that is full of science crap. i felt bored when i was there laa. the only thing that cheered me up was the refreshments and the CE points that i can get. other than that, it was just plain shitty and i just felt like sleeping. i only managed to sleep for like 2 hrs the previous night so i was really tired. luckily, i brought my labtop along. i didn't know that there was no need for us to bring our labtops and i remember that someone told me that we need to bring them along, so i just brought it along. in the end, noone brought their labtops except for me! i felt fucked up at first because the labtop was really heavy, but in the end, the labtop was my only entertainment there so it practically saved my life! it saved me from boredom! i can even surf the net and chat in msn when i was there. god bless me. (:

i went out with cynthia and shu rin after the talk. we wanted to catch a movie but abandoned that idea in the end. we walked around citylink and we went to esplanade. there was this chinese orcherstra performing and i found out that they are from NUS. they are real good man. i even saw my yang qin! :D

we had dinner at makansutra and i ate crabs till my mouth was fucking swollen. cynthia and shu rin kept saying that i look nice and sexy in those lips. OMFG. I FELT LIKE FANTASIA. ):

shu rin went home while cynthia and me waited for ken to come. we talked about some heartfelt topics and i felt that it was really nice. i just simply love esplanade. it's so magical ... (:

it was homey after that.

THURSDAY

i met up with my besties today. you all should know who ah? ( amanda, claire and eileen) i told claire that i CONFIRM wouldn't be late and yeah i was late as usual. aha. i was even the last to arrive. :D

we bought tickets for little man and monster house before having dinner at KFC. then, we proceeded to watch little man. it's a fucking hilarious show laa. it's nice so be sure to catch it! after the show, we hopped over to heeren to take neoprints. i pressed the wrong button and the layout of the pictures was like ruined. the girls didn't blame me but i always felt angry when such things happens. ( bahhh. fuck myself! )

after that, we went back to cine to watch monster house. eileen and me was screaming and holding hands all the time. you know why? cos it's scary luh! people might have been laughing at us because it's a cartoon but fuck them, do you think i care? i enjoyed myself so who are you to care? aha. the movie is nice too. :D

i met up with john after the movie because i wanted him to pass me the bday present that he owed me for almost a year. that crystal ball dolphin laa. can you imagine it? i waited for almost a yr for his present sia. he told me that his friend would be driving and when he was about to reach somerset, he told me that HE FORGOT TO BRING THE DOLPHIN. i really felt like slapping him at that very moment. what's the use of meeting him when he didn't bring the present?! he said that meeting him need reason de meh? so we met and his friend, jason, drove my besties and me to chomp chomp to eat. aha. :D

we had our supper there and they send all of my besties home. so nice of them ah? when it was my turn, i was in urgent need for the toilet because i need to pee and ... john needs to pee too! hahahaha! so he drove us to the nearest toilet and we was out for the whole night. -.-

john wanted to go home to take the dolphin so that he can give it to me ( smart move! ) and the first stop was his house. jason and me waited for him downstairs though. then, we went to jason's house because jason wants to drink water that is from his own house so john and me waited for him outside.

then, we drove to old changi hospital and changi village. the appearance of OCH just spooks me out completely. i have never felt so spooked out before! luckily, we didn't went in. at changi village, we saw ah guas and i even saw one of them changing at the roadside! she only has a bra on lor. -.-

we went to the jetty whereby the boats will fetch us to tekong if we are going there. it was really windy and it was nice. on the way to our next stop, changi airport, we got stopped by the police for a road check. jason drives super fast i tell you. he drives soooo fast that i always felt like puking when i am in his car. i was terrified because i have never experience road checks before and they actually laughed at me! i was so worried that i might get a record but they assure that it will never happen. we ate macdonals at changi airport and floated around before going to esplanade.

i wanted to use the toilet so we walked over to fullerton hotel and john accompanied me. after that, we talked and crapped at the singapore river. on the way back, jason helped me to carry my bag while john piggybacked me. hahahaha. so nice of them ah? aha. we drove to east coast to play pool but it was closing soon so we went to marina bay to play. i lost to john in pool! he is good at that laa. ):

it was morning by the time we left the place and we drove to sembawang. jason wanted to sleep in the car so john and me walked around aimlessly and talked while waiting for jason to wake up. when jason woked up, he needs to rush off to work so john and me went home by ourselves. john sent me home first before going home and i enjoyed myself that day! :D

FRIDAY

i was sleeping for the whole day luh.

SATURDAY

en en came over today and i played with him until evening time before going out to meet john and jason for dinner. i waited for half an hr for jason and when he finally arrived, we went to fetch john from his house. we went to john's brother bak ku teh shop to eat and the food was nice. anyway, the shop is at aljunied. (:

we drove down to orchard and on the way, i needed to pee urgently. so when jason parked his car, i immediately run to find a toilet. aha. john went to look for me because he can't find me. aha. after that, we bought tickets for the show frostbite and we went to find john and jason's friends. it was their friend's birthday and the celebration was held at partyworld. after that, we went back to cine to watch the movie and i have to say, the show is kinda boring! john told me that the ending will be very stupid and it really turned out to be a stupid ending. lols.

they sent me home after that. (:

SUNDAY

home laa.

MONDAY

still home laa.

long updates right? aha. took up almost 2 hrs of my precious time leh. i left out details so that the entry won't be too long. aha. happy reading ok? i will update soon. :D

- by your side -

i am a fool.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006, 10:30 PM
Singer: Stay
Song Title: Dangshieun ... na neun pahboh imnida/I Am A Fool
Drama: Goong/Princess Hours

Nahn pahboyuhsuhtjyo. Negah pahbohyuhsuhtjyo.
Hoohwehaedoh nujutjyo aljyo dohrikil soon uhpjyo
Keudael bohl soo uhpsuhyo nadoh algoh issuhyo
Naegah jungmal jalmohthaesuhyo jungmahl mianhaeyo
Keuddaen yaegihaji mohthaetjyo nuhmoo uhrisuhguhtjyo
Ijae wasuh iruhkae aetaeOomyuh nan yongsuhreul piruhyo

Dangshineun naneun pahboh imnida
Jahjohnshim Ddaemoonae
Soolgwa Sseun dahmpaeyuhngiroh manggahjigoh ihtjyo
Dangshineun naneun pahboh imnida
Ahjihk saranghagi-ae haroo jongil pungpung oolgohmksihtjyo
Keudaedoh nahdoh mohdoo pahbohchuhrum

Keuruhji marayo dahshi saenggkkhebwayo
Oori uhDduhke yuhgikaji himdeulgae wahtneundae
Dahshi saenggkkhebwayo hoohwaehahshil guh-aeyo
Naegah jungmahl chalmohthaesuhyo jungmal mianhaeyo
KeuDdaen yaegihaji mohthaetjyo nuhmoo uhrisuhguhtjyo
Ijae wahsuh iruhgae aetaeOomyuh nan yongsuhreul piruhyo

Dangshineun naneun pahboh imnida
Jahjohnshim Ddaemoonae
SoolgwaSseun dahmpaeyuhngiroh manggahjigoh ihtjyo
Dangshineun naneun pahboh imnida
Ahjihk saranghagi-ae haroo johngil pungpung Oolgohmahnihtjyo
Keudaedoh nahdoh mohdoo pahbohchuhrum

Keudae uhpshi dahn hahn soongahndoh nan sal soo uhpsuhyo
muhril chalrahdoh sooreul mahshyuhdoh noonmoolmahn Heureujyo

Dangshineun naneun pahboh imnida
Jahjohnshim Ddaemoonae
Soolgwa Sseun dahmpaeyuhngiroh manggajigoh ihtjyo
Dangshineun naneun pahboh imnida
Ahjihk saranghagi-ae haroo johngil puhngpuhng oolgohmahn ihtjyo
Keudaedoh nahdoh mohdoo pahbohchyuhrum

ijae duh isang manggajiji mayo...

I was a fool. I was a fool.
My regrets were too late too. I know that it can't be turned back.
I know that I can't see you too.
I was so wrong, I'm so sorry.
I didn't get to say then, instead I was just being rotten.
So I'm here now pleading for forgiveness with worry.

I'm a fool.
Because of my pride I'm ruining myself with alcohol
and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you.
You and I, we both are like fools.

Don't be like that, think about it.
Think about what it took us to get here.
Think about it again, you're going to regret it.
I was so wrong, I'm really sorry.
I didn't get a chance to say then, instead I was just being rotten.
So I'm here now pleading for forgiveness with worry.

I'm a fool.
Because of my pride I'm ruining myself with alcohol
and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you.
You and I, we both are like fools.

I can't live a moment without you.
I still cry even no matter how I drink or if I cut my hair.

I'm a fool.
Because of my pride I'm ruining myself with alcohol
and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you.
You and I, we both are like fools.

Don't ruin yourself anymore...

__________________________________________________________________________________________


this is one of my favourite songs from the goong OST that adrian lim sent me.

i had a hard time finding the original lyrics and the translated lyrics. i spent weeks finding it. but it's all worthwhile.

this describes what i want to tell him prefectly.

if only he knows.

):

- ni ... wo shi sha gua -

, 6:30 PM
you must be wondering why i have time to blog when i say i will be busy for this whole week?

i skipped the journalism workshop today and i stayed at home. aha. this explains why i am free to blog. :D

the journalism workshop is quite interesting and fun. ( except for the part when the presenter talked about world news and politics, i almost fell asleep when she was talking about that. ) i have always like stuffs related to the media industry but after attending that workshop, i'm having second thoughts about being part of the industry.

the workload seems to be really heavy and the working hours is long. the job seems to be really tedious and one must be emotionally and mentally prepared for all the events and things that will come your way. i'm not very sure whether can i take on roles like this because i am not a very emotionally stable person and i am not sure whether am i that good at handling stress. aha. so for the moment, i don't think this is the ideal job scope for me. but still, i wouldn't mind being exposed to such areas because i can gain more experiences and it seems pretty fun. (:

the workshop is actually pretty okay, but i seriously get super uber TURNED OFF by this nerdy looking guy from the workshop.

i came to class late and when i entered the class, i just plopped into the seat that was nearest to the door because i was feeling sooo hot and tired. i turned around to see this nerdy looking freak beside me and he was staring at me with a smile on his face. i felt like i was some kind of goddess. ( aha. ignore me. i am just bragging. ) due to the type of person i am, ( you know how polite i am laa. ) i jus smiled. i find him quite farmiliar looking and so i told him that he seems farmiliar and i went ahead to ask some really basic questions like, "so what year are you in?". in the end, he told me things like, "oh i am from year one and i am from student ambassador, enterprenuer IG blah blah blah and the list just goes on." he was seriously bragging about his acheivements to me. then, i tried my best to reduce my conversations with him to the minimal because he can be really long-winded.

then, throughout the whole day, when i got to know this person better, HE JUST MANAGED TO TURN ME OFF EVEN MORE.

during groupwork, he will be trying his outmost best to get into things that are happening and he loves to take the lead. then, he says things like "just do it. write it down. if anything happens there will always be me. trust me." omfg. sometimes it feels like he is commanding us you know. worst of all, he is just in YEAR ONE. the two other people in the team are from YEAR THREE and they are just relatively shutting themselves up. during a presentation, he was yakking away and explaining and i was relatively just standing beside him and whenever he was stumped for words, ( it happens frequently for him ) i would just help him to deliver the points across more clearly or to add in more ideas. the wierd thing is, the presenter praises me most of the time while he was yakking away. -.-

the two other people in the team was relatively quite dead. both of them didn't even say anything much during the presentation and they gave a really really BLACK FACE. i did approach them many times and ask them to speak up but they just said nevermind and continued showing a black face while the other guy was yakking away.

at the end of the day when we are being dismissed, the nerdy guy just said "so what time are we meeting up tml?" everyone at the table just gave a blank face. he went ahead and said that we should discuss about the time to meet up tml for the assignment in the morning. we need to come up with 50 ideas that is worthy to be places in the news bulletin as news. ( this is seriously tough and that explains why i didn't attend the workshop today. ) everyone told him that it's individual work and he refused to believe us. he then gave his number to all of us. when he was writing down his number, the two other people in the team was trying to run away and he told them, "don't go! take my number first before you go ah!" but seriously, the two other people just couldn't be bothered by it and the guy just walked off while the girl, after collecting the number, just walked out too.

when i was about to leave, the guy followed me hurriedly and began to tell me about his brother being at tekong tml for a passing out parade. i just nod my head politely but i was all the while trying my best to escape. at the end, he told me "aiya! tml i might not be able to come leh. i'll pass you the assignment tonight and you help me hand over it to the teacher tml can?" i seriously didn't know what to say except to smile. is he in primary school or something?

WHAT ON EARTH IS THE WORLD TURNING INTO?


i seriously hope i don't meet such people in the upcoming semester. meeting such people only makes me realise how good W14D is. aha. :D

- the complicated world. -

funny questions.
Monday, September 04, 2006, 2:25 AM
if you don't understand why am i doing this, please click on cynthia's link to find out. (:

http://hotcynhot.blogspot.com

Name twenty people you can think of right now. Don't read the question(s) until you've named the 20 people. At the end of this, choose five people to do this.

1. Adrian Wong
2. Amanda
3. Claire
4. Eileen
5. Cynthia
6. Ken
7. April
8. Shu Rin
9. Wardha
10. Fiona
11. Lynnda
12. John
13. Geok Yin
14. Coreen
15. Tony
16. Dewei
17. Derrick
18. Lester
19. Arifin
20. Adrian Lim

How did you meet #14 (Coreen)?
i met her when i was in secondary school but i seriously cannot remember when. i think it's either in secondary 1 or 2. i've known her for years you know and yet i still can't remember. OMFG.

What would you do if you didn't meet #1 (Adrian Wong)?
if i didn't meet him in the first place, i will still get on with my life because i don't even know him. but the difference would be that there are lesser memories for me. (:

What if #9 (Wardha) and #20 (Adrian Lim) dated?
wardha is a malay and adrian lim is a chinese. if they don't mind, i believe they will make a great couple because wardha has a baby face and adrian lim loves girls who has baby faces! hahahaha. :x

Would #6 (Ken) and #17 (Derrick) make a good couple?
HELL NO unless they are gays. but i think ken will not even choose derrick if he's a gay. derrick is more like an animal. (a cow to be more specific)

Describe #3 (Claire).
she is SO LIKE ME. crazy, irritating, noisy, disgusting, loud, smelly, dirty, attention-seeker, gossiper, lame blah blah blah and the list goes on. we are almost the same except for our appearance. so in some ways, you can find her in me. (:

Is #8 (Shu Rin) attractive?
she is attractive when she doesn't hides so much to herself and when she's not acting mean. she's a great looking girl when she's carefree. (:

Describe #7 (April).
quiet and demure-looking at first sight. looks sweet and has a baby face. ultra big and soulful eyes. but as you get to know her better, you will find that she has a crazy personality within. can be a good crapper and joker but her skills needs polishing. has an innocent and blur look everyday you see her and she is really INNOCENT. lols.

Do you know any of #12 (John) family members?
i don't know them personally but i do know the people in his family. he has a super complicating family which i don't find it nice mentioning here. he's another mysterious person i know. aha. (:

What would you do if #18 (Lester) confess to you that he likes you?
AHAHAHAHA. OMFG. CAN I DON'T ANSWER THIS QUESTION? ok well, he did confessed that there was a little feelings here and there, but it doesn't add up to much. anyway, i just laughed when he did. i don't know how to react. aha. he's forever one of my husbands though.

What language does #15 (Tony) speak?
he is full of praises for himself, so i assume he will say he knows all the languages in the world. lols. ( but he only speaks chinese, english and maybe hokkien? )

Who is #9 (Wardha) going out with?
noone. but i do know that she loves april and haira a lot. aha. (:

How old is #16 (Dewei)?
18 but he looks god-damned mature.

When is the last time you spoke to #13 (Geok Yin)?
i only speak to her online because she's not a local. she's from brunei and she's my tu di. but she always finds AHEM to chat but not me. you know why? because i'm not a guy. aha. the last time we chat would be friday?

Who is #2's (Amanda) favourite band/singer?
SUN YAN ZI. aha. my bestie loves her and most probably me too. :D

Would you ever date #4 (Eileen)?
well no. she's attached to ah liang ge and it wouldn't be nice to snatch from him. futhurmore, i'm straight. i love her as a friend though. (:

Would you ever date #1 (Adrian Wong)?
HELL YESSS! :D

Is #19 (Arifin) single?
i don't think so. he's such a nice guy, he should be attached. (:

What's #10's (Fiona) last name?
low. you want full name? low sze ping. aha. :p

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11 (Lynnda)?
once again, i'm straight. aha. but she will make a good gf and i love her too. she's so huggable! hahas. :x

School of #3 (Claire)?
nanyang poly. same as my bestie. ahahahaha. :x

Where does #6 (Ken) live?
sengkang.

What's your fave thing about #5 (Cynthia)?
she gives good advices and she treats you as a friend truly. aha. she doesn't bear grudges and she forgets about unhappy events quite easily. she won't remember as long as you don't remind her. aha. she gives you all the support you need and she helped me when i was down because of AHEM. in simple, a great friend. (:

Have you seen #2 (Amanda) naked before?
nope. my bestie doesn't even let me get close to her. she finds me dirty. ):

the 5 people I chose to do this:

1. Adrian Wong
2. Amanda
3. Claire
4. Eileen
5. Fiona

FUCK MAN. it's almost 4 am when i finish doing this question thingy. i need to wake up at 7 am tml for a journalism workshop and it's going to last for 5 fucking days. i don't have a choice bcos there's so many points that i can get if i attend it.

damn it.

i'm off to sleep.

- oh my god! -

am i a superstar?
Saturday, September 02, 2006, 9:35 PM
i came online and was shocked to see cynthia's msn nick as:

OEI YEHYING ARE YOU JOINING SUPERSTAR?

well, good question asked because i don't really know the answer myself.

after that k session with amanda, claire and eileen. i felt that maybe i couldn't really sing. there are people who can sing really well. (for instance, amanda) i feel kind of inferior when i am being compared with them. i don't know? i was so upset that i cried that day. i feel inferior and that my confidence is slowly being drained away. ( bestie, you don't have to feel bad. (: )

this time, i really don't know whether should i join or not. i don't even know what to sing if i were to join the competition. futhurmore, it's just two more months to the commencement of my o level maths examination and i just completed revising chapter one. do i really have the time and energy for this?

i don't even know what are my dreams and what do i really want to be in the future. to be frank, i have never really imagine myself being a superstar. needless to say, taking it as my career for a lifetime. although i love singing, i still prefer being another ordinary person. when i say ordinary, i really mean being ORDINARY.

i'm not very sure on what is the next step i should take. i need someone to guide me.

so ...

COMMENTS PLEASE. ( make sure they are truthful okay? you can talk about my singing ability too. :D )

your help is greatly appreciated by shittylicious. (:

- superstar? -

the two chalets.
, 5:16 PM
boo. i'm blogging using notepad before uploading it into blogger. you might be thinking why eh? i had a little tiff with my sister and she off-ed the main switch for the internet connection. yeah you're right. my sister and i share the same internet connection in the house and the main switch is in her room. what the fuck right? well, no choice anyway. at the very least, the labtop is with me. :D she didn't even get to use it today because i was using it to watch goong for the whole day! i finally manage to complete the whole series and damn that show! it's super duper fucking nice! (pardon the vulgarities please, i am just a little high :D)

this show is a MUST watch! it's super popular and MANY MANY MANY people are going crazy over the show now. (like me for instance. :D) it has high ratings and has great/handsome/beautiful/cute/professional actors and actresses in it! it's worth a watch! anyway, channel you will be showing it in october and the second season of goong will be airing next yr! omg omg omg! i can't wait to catch it! especially my darling KIM JEONG HOON aka YUL who is starring in goong! :D he is the cutest and most pretty boy i have ever seen! i love pretty boys! how i wish he can marry me! :D~ i am so crazy over the show that i went to cynthia's house to stay over for two nights just because i want to watch that show! her mum has the full set of the vcd and since it was tiresome to keep loading the show at youtube, i decided to stay over! aha!

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[ the 4 main cast of the show, goong. ]

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[ KIM JEONG HOON aka YUL! my pretty boy! :D ]

the picture of him above is probably the cutest picture i have ever seen in my life! look at the way he pouts! awwww ... :D i really love him man! not only can he act, he can even sing! well, don't believe me? check out the video below then. (:

http://youtube.com/watch?v=nihmKkcQMr8

after hearing him sing, don't you just feel like marrying him? *swoons*

ok enough. i shouldn't let you all know how desperate i am when i see cute guys ... anyway, if you have any male friends who looks like him, please intro me can? LOL.

for more information about the drama, visit this webby. (:

http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Goong

this afternoon, wardha sent me the completed class video of our class, W14D. i think the total file transferring time was more than 5 hrs? long right? but i think it's worth the time because the video was super nice. the total time of the class video is 14:16 mins. aha. wardha, you did a great job! thanks for spending so much time on the class video! i'm sure the video left many people in the class feeling touched! you really managed to rake up beautiful memories that are being stored deep down within me. once again, thanks for all the effort. (:

the class chalet during the holidays was much more fun than the previous one. i guess the previous class chalet left some thorns between me and him and that is why i didn't find it enjoyable. but i'm really glad that this time round, the class chalet kinda managed to make things settle down between us? or should i say that it has cleared up some thorns that has been pricking our hearts for some time? well, i don't know about it and i don't really feel like mentioning about it again anymore. (:

anyway, i don't really know what to say about the class chalet. it seems like there are so many things that had happened and i don't really know how to put them down in words. i only know that i had lots of fun and i enjoyed myself thorougly! from the cycling to the bbq session, from the late night walks to the water bomb game, from the playground to the sleeping session, i guess i can only say that everything is totally fun! everything that took place and every word that is spoken is deeply etched into my mind and it has turned into beautiful memories that no one can take away.

anyway, here are some pictures taken at the class chalet. feel free to take a look. credits to wardha for uploading all this again. (:

http://www.freakachoc.multiply.com

as for en en's one monthsary chalet, it was kinda boring. -.- the people who came to the chalet was overall relatives and friends of my brother and da sao. since i didn't know anyone there, my only source of entertainment was en en. but my dear little nephew was sleeping all the time and since i didn't have anything better to do, i was finding ways to sneak off all the time. aha. one good example would be to sneak off to cynthia's house to watch goong! ooo. it was so much more entertaining than staying at the chalet. i felt like an alien there. ):

overall, everything was fine for the past week. aha. i think i better get back to my maths. i haven't been touching it for quite some time. i think it's getting mouldy. aha.

till we meet again ... W14D 2006! (:

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[ credits to flora. (: ]

- those were the days -



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