what the fuck la! my labtop suddenly has this patch of grey stripe in the middle of the screen when i used it this morning in class.

is the graphic card burned or something? is the labtop overheated?

omfg la! how how? confirm die liao ah! my sister is going to kill me for sure. argh! that damn patch is still there when i'm typing out this entry. can you believe it?

FUCK LA!

i think i'll have to think of something. i have to come up with a plan to channel away her attention. find a method to escape from this upcoming tragedy! i know it's a sin to lie, but i feel that if i don't, my fate would be worse than death. i might jus really die or something and i'm not lying. she might just kill me! ):

please don't kill me, jie jie. i really don't know what happened to the lappy. if i ever lied, please forgive me cos i feel that you will really KILL me if i were to tell the truth. so forgive me for lying.

maybe i'll think about it and decide to voice out the truth in the end? i think it all depends on the situation. ):

some of my friends says it will be okay all of a sudden so i just have to be patient and wait? how to when my life is at stake? omfg. please bless me. ):

NO DON'T DIE ON ME LAPPY! PLEASE DON'T!

anyway, i shall blog about my some of the earlier birthday celebrations i had with my friends and family soon.

i am so tired and upset now can?

i can't believe this is happening one day before my birthday. ):

i thought my tears was frozen
i thought my tears will never flow for you again
until last night
when someone told me about you
and i fall in love with you
over and over again
and it never ever stops

it is almost 2 am in the morning and i have school tomorrow (did i forget to add that i have a understanding test too?) , so this will just be a short update.

well, the past week has been normal?

as usual, there is nothing interesting happening except for the plain old routine of eating, sleeping and shitting.

this basically includes going out with family and friends, hammering my yangqin (all thanks to that post in linghui's blog. LOL!), studying and blah blah blah, many many more laa.

the examination date for o level maths is drawing nearer and nearer and i am STILL not studying as much like how i should actually be. at the very least, i do touch the book and i do work out the sums but ... it's still not enough. ):

i hope i will wake up one day to have a sudden rush of motivation and i will start studying like a nerd.

bless me please.

i hope i pass. ):

well, sad issues aside and let's talk about the happier things because ...

MY BIRTHDAY IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER!

THINGS I HOPE TO GET:

1. brown adidas jacket with gold/yellow stripes (no collar kind. it cost about $119?)

2. accessories (i prefer necklaces though. those chunky chunky ones! i have plenty of earrings you see.)

3. yang qin (mummy got it for me alr! yay! I LOVE YOU MUMMY!)

4. desktop or labtop (aww i am still waiting. daddy get it for me please?)

5. mp3 (yes i want a new one! be it creative, ipod or whatever u-lu brands, i want a mp3!)

6. footwear (papillo? birkenstork? charles and keith? slippers or heels! i don't mind having more!)

7. other random items (clothes, jeans, skirts, bags or belts! whatever laa. just give me something in trend or in brand and i'll love you for the rest of my life. LOL!)

btw, amanda alr bought an esprit purple striped shirt for me! I LOVE YOU, BESTIE!

you can also ask me out for a movie or dinner and i'll appreciate you as much.

even a lollipop can make my day! (cola flavour please. :D)

it's the sincerity that counts. (:

JUST DON'T GET ME THINGS THAT I DEEM AS UNPRACTICAL.

such as photoframes?

LOL.

i am emphasizing on the point that MY BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 27th OCTOBER. that's all. hahahahaha. i don't mean anything else other than that. :x

mmm. maybe i mean something more? :p

anyway, those are just things i want and that i hope to get. material possesions as you can see.

those aren't my wishes. they are NOT.

i'll make my wishes when the clock strikes 12 midnight on 27th october 2006. (:

well, i just don't want to spend my birthday alone like how i did last year because of the exams. it's freaking pathetic and it only adds more emptiness into my life. i'm already feeling very empty now, you know. ):

yes i still love you.
yes i still miss you.
yes i still hope to see you.

make my wish come true, will you?

mmm.

it's friday the thirtheen.

i'm here to update my blog.

but i don't know what to write laa.

many things have happened as usual but i can't seem to pen them down in words.

my mind is empty.

i guess i'll shall let these pictures do the talking.



wei how. my new found friend in W26B who is ALWAYS bullying me. :/



xi mei and me.



dennis. he's my tu di. respects and protects his shifu (me laa) A LOT! (:

i'm also into cam whoring lately.









credits to dennis's handphone. aha.

i'm also into drawing lately. oh my. i'm getting artistic.









a lot of people loves my drawings. aha. (:

my life is just about ...

schooling

getting the grades i deserve

going out with my friends

getting paranoid over my maths

missing him

changing for the better

my life is problem free but it feels so empty.

):

- how do i make my life meaningful? -

nah nah nah.

back to blogging. (:

i went out with aunty kin, mummy and jie jie last saturday. we met up at 12 noon at orchard and i had to wake up at 10.30. don't you think it's freaking early? it's pathetic when you need to wake up at such an early timing on weekends. sighs. mummy was rather kan chiong and we reach exactly at 12 noon. omfg can you see how punctual we are? it's been a nong nong ( long long i mean :x ) time since i've last been on time. hahas. i'm pretty proud of it though. :D

jie jie will be a little late so we intend to walk to paragon to have our lunch first. the most upsetting thing that can ever happen to me when i'm in orchard would be when it's raining and on that day, there was a heavy downpour.

&*^%#!@#$~!$%^! ( sorry for cursing ah! :x)

due to the fact that mummy and aunty kin are AUNTIES, they brought thier umbrellas along. aunty kin had to go to takashimaya to buy a new one cos she forgot to bring hers. she was all the while, aiming for a cheap cheap umbrella but because we are in town, it's hard to find cheap things around. lols. so the umbrella she bought cost more than $10. aha.

we cross the road and went to paragon's basement to have our lunch. aunty kin brought us to THAI EXPRESS to have our lunch and i tell you, i freaking HATE thai express! not only me, but my mum too. the first time i went to thai express to eat was with my mummy. we were dying of hunger at that time and the food they served us taste totally shitty. from then on, both of us swear that we will NEVER EVER eat at thai express again. but because of my dominating aunty, we had no choice but to enter that dreadful place. ):

she was really fucking dominating laa. she decided the food that we are going to eat and the drinks that we are going to drink! due to my stubborness, i was all the while fighting for what i want to eat. aha. she must have felt unhappy. oops! lols. it's not that i'm guai lan, but i have the RIGHTS to choose what i want to eat. the way she decides things just left me feeling very unhappy. even mummy felt unhappy too. we were complaining and talking about it when she left later. lols.



my advice: never visit this restaraunt.



mango salad that tastes pretty okay.



guess what is this? TOM YAM SOUP NOODLES. don't you think it looks like plain water?



this is probably the nicest food around.

jie jie came a little while later to "enjoy this delicacies" and she actually told me that the food taste okay! what the hell is she thinking?! omfg! there's something wrong with her taste buds.

we went over to taka jewellery to buy some jewellery for my cousin who is getting married this coming saturday in australia. sadly, i couldn't attend her wedding cos i have school. so only daddy and jie jie is going.

due to the heavy downpour, my shoes were freaking wet and my nice sister was sweet enough to exchange her shoes with me. awww ... ain't she sweet? (:

we bought a bracelet for my cousin and we continued to shop around orchard to get some other things for her. my sister bought a mirror photoframe for my cousin at centerpoint's robinson and the gift looks kinda nice. when we were walking around orchard, starbucks was actually giving out FREE SAMPLES of coffee! :D



it's yummylicious!

then, we went to takashimaya to look at the mooncake fair and we tried some more FREE SAMPLES! hahahahaha. :x

the three of us shared a gelato and you know what?



yummylicious!



mummy and me. (:



ME LAAA!

after that, we left town and we went to newton circus to have our dinner. the food there is quite nice but i seriously CANNOT stand the people there. i even saw that mean auntie who scolded my poly friends and me when we went there to eat last time. she still has so many pens stucked in her hair lor! ewwwwww laaaaaaa!



hokkien mee. :D~

after that, i met up with sean to watch the movie, rob-b-hood, at the new cathay cineplex. the show is so nice la! it's touching, funny and filled with action! so nice can? most importantly, the baby in the show is so cute la! must watch okay? (:

the little baby in the show is cute ... but my nephew is cute too laa!









AWWWWWWWWW~

don't you feel like pinching his little cheeks?

try pinching and i'll be the first to stuck a chilli up your flithy ass!

only i can pinch him! :D ( nah i won't. i know it hurts. )



HIS LITTLE FOOT. AHHHHHHH~

so cute can?

as you can see, the blood flows in the family and that is why his auntie ( you're right, that's me. ) is super kawaii too! :D



signing off laa.

- that cute little thang -