it is almost 2 am in the morning and i have school tomorrow (did i forget to add that i have a understanding test too?) , so this will just be a short update.

well, the past week has been normal?

as usual, there is nothing interesting happening except for the plain old routine of eating, sleeping and shitting.

this basically includes going out with family and friends, hammering my yangqin (all thanks to that post in linghui's blog. LOL!), studying and blah blah blah, many many more laa.

the examination date for o level maths is drawing nearer and nearer and i am STILL not studying as much like how i should actually be. at the very least, i do touch the book and i do work out the sums but ... it's still not enough. ):

i hope i will wake up one day to have a sudden rush of motivation and i will start studying like a nerd.

bless me please.

i hope i pass. ):

well, sad issues aside and let's talk about the happier things because ...

MY BIRTHDAY IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER!

THINGS I HOPE TO GET:

1. brown adidas jacket with gold/yellow stripes (no collar kind. it cost about $119?)

2. accessories (i prefer necklaces though. those chunky chunky ones! i have plenty of earrings you see.)

3. yang qin (mummy got it for me alr! yay! I LOVE YOU MUMMY!)

4. desktop or labtop (aww i am still waiting. daddy get it for me please?)

5. mp3 (yes i want a new one! be it creative, ipod or whatever u-lu brands, i want a mp3!)

6. footwear (papillo? birkenstork? charles and keith? slippers or heels! i don't mind having more!)

7. other random items (clothes, jeans, skirts, bags or belts! whatever laa. just give me something in trend or in brand and i'll love you for the rest of my life. LOL!)

btw, amanda alr bought an esprit purple striped shirt for me! I LOVE YOU, BESTIE!

you can also ask me out for a movie or dinner and i'll appreciate you as much.

even a lollipop can make my day! (cola flavour please. :D)

it's the sincerity that counts. (:

JUST DON'T GET ME THINGS THAT I DEEM AS UNPRACTICAL.

such as photoframes?

LOL.

i am emphasizing on the point that MY BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 27th OCTOBER. that's all. hahahahaha. i don't mean anything else other than that. :x

mmm. maybe i mean something more? :p

anyway, those are just things i want and that i hope to get. material possesions as you can see.

those aren't my wishes. they are NOT.

i'll make my wishes when the clock strikes 12 midnight on 27th october 2006. (:

well, i just don't want to spend my birthday alone like how i did last year because of the exams. it's freaking pathetic and it only adds more emptiness into my life. i'm already feeling very empty now, you know. ):

yes i still love you.
yes i still miss you.
yes i still hope to see you.

make my wish come true, will you?