two whole weeks without any updates. anyone miss me? (:

nothing much happened during this few weeks. it's the usual things that i have been doing all along.

hanging out with friends.

shopping.

watching movies.

going to school.

eating.

sleeping.

shitting.

the only thing that happened that is considered BIG to me, is none other than ...

AMANDA'S BIRTHDAY! (if you don't know who the hell amanda is to me, then you might as well go and eat shit yea? SHE'S MY BESTIE LAA!)

anyway, here are some random pics that i took to show you all what i have been doing for the past few weeks.

randoms taken in school.

















randoms taken at home.





















outing with claire.









outing with hui hua and cynthia.



hair job with claire!















outing with sean.











chinese orcherstra's performance at the grand shanghai hotel.





flame awards 2006.







nice randoms of my life eh? hahahaha. anyway, i shall update more about amanda's birthday now. aha.

bestie's birthday fell on a tuesday and claire, amanda, keong and me met up after school for a simple celebration for her. sadly, eileen couldn't join us because she flew off to shanghai with her family. she won't be back until the 29th novemeber. ):

we walked around and i did my rj while waiting for keong to come. due to the imcompetence of my labby, the battery was dead in less than half an hour. i was kinda upset so my mood turned foul and i think i owe an apology to my dearest girls for having such an attitude. thanks for always tolerating my nonsense. i love ya all. dennis was nice enough to help me complete my evaluation. thanks dennis! (:

when keong finally came, we went to the hong kong cafe at cineleisure to have our dinner. the food there is nice and the price is not very costly too. aha. claire and me went to the toilet and we bought a small piece of cake for amanda cos she told us not to get her any cake. but how can a birthday possibly not have any cake? so we got a small piece of cake for her from tcc. i chose oreo cheesecake cos i know that amanda likes it but claire says that the oreo cheescake doesn't looks nice but we still got it in the end. we even shared the cake together. awww ... so sweet right? (:

after the dinner, we went to watch the movie, step up. i don't know why everyone says that it's very nice but i think it's ok only leh. i mean yea, the dance moves are cool and really nice but the storyline was seriously average. in fact, i felt that the story was kinda dull. but neverthless, the movie was alright. after the movie, we went home.

i watched quite a lot of movies this few weeks.

• material girls - it will be really nice if you watched it with your best girlfriends cos i think most guys might think that this show is bimbotic. you can watch it with your boyfriend, that is, if he doesn't mind. (:
• tenacious d - freaking lame show. you can watch this show if you're a rocker but whether you enjoy it, is another matter.
• step up - the dance moves are really cool but i think the story line is dull so it's kinda average for me.

i wanna watch the night in the museum, happy feet, flushed away and the covenant! i want to watch the covenant badly! as in really BADLY! but the show has been taken down alr. damn la. ):

amanda, i know the celebration was simple but i seriously hope that you enjoyed your birthday. we'll pass you the present the next time we see you ya?

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!

i love you bestie.

(:

she's back at it again.

it has been happening for more than a year. read the words carefully. MORE THAN A YEAR. i cannot stand her anymore. i have been keeping this sense of hatred for her within me for more than a year. i detest her to the core of my heart. i hate her totally. i feel like ripping off her skin and breaking her bones. i want her dead. i want her to suffer for her entire lifetime for the hurt she caused. i want her to die for the pain she inflicted on me.

yes ... i want her dead.

it all started when we were still "friends".

she snatched things away from me. one by one. the things that initally belonged to me was taken away by her. things that i should have. things that i owned. she took them all away. just with a snap of her fingers. just like that. she got the things that i am dying to have. the things that i yearn to have.

first, it was my best friend. she's always acting cute and trying to be innocent. she's always trying to get into her good books. i hate the sight of that. i hate the way she talks to my bestie and i hate the innocent remarks that she is always making. i hate the way she looks at my bestie with those damn so called "puppy eyes" of hers.

my bestie might not hate you and she might still be friends with you. but so? i still hate the intense feeling that you are always giving me. the feeling that you always try to get close to her and you are always trying to replace me in her heart. damn you bitch. you will never succeed.

then, it was the guy i liked for five years. she threw herself at him and got him within a few months. she knew that i like him. she knew it deep down. but she still got together with someone i liked for five years.

if you're my "friend", would you do such a thing to inflict pain on me? by right, you shouldn't. but you did. you just ignored how i felt and threw your slutty self at him. no wonder both of you broked up. this is your karma. you're getting hurt in this game of love.

the next thing she tooked away was one of the person whom i loved deep down. the person whom i still love now. the person whom i love but yet i can't get together with.

so what if you are the person who introduced me to him? i don't fucking care. the pain you inflicted and the damage you have caused to me is enough to cover up for all the "good" that you have ever done for me. you never did much for me anyway. everything that i had with him, from the memories to the time we spent together is something that i worked for with my own hands. all you do is to constantly try to keep in contact with him and to keep flirting with him in msn. what can you possibly do other than exchanging testimonials with him in friendster and whispering sweet nothings into his ears? what can you do other than being a slut?

seriously, you should stop being such a bitch. stop throwing yourself at the people who are associated to me and my friends. don't think i don't know what you are up to. you always appear "innocent" and "shy" to the people around you and you are always acting cute to give the impression that you are innocent when you are not. you are full of tricks and you are always up to something. you go around telling people about what you didn't do and you push the blame to us to make you look good. but who would actually know that you are always viewing our profile on purpose so that we would view back your profile and you would show us the tricks that you have up your sleeve.

look at how cunning and bitchy you are. what a slut.

yes i might be crude and evil in typing all this out. but seriously, i don't fucking care. think from how i feel and you would understand why am i blogging all this out. i hope you are reading this.
go on. tell it to your friends and let them stand up for you. that's what you always do right? gaining symphathy votes and appearing like an angel. only stupid and ignorant people would fall for those lowly tricks that you're up to.

BITCH!

SLUT!

WHORE!

claire told me not to type out your name. it's not that i'm scared of you. if i can type out such an entry, it already proves that i don't fucking care. she just don't want me to fall into your trap.

i curse you
i seriously curse you
i have never hate someone so much before
be glad that you are the first

(:

goodness la.

i am stucked at home on a saturday night. that's like so pathetic can? my sister and my mum went over to my brother's place early in the morning to see my nephew but i didn't tag along cos i was too tired. i slept at around 4 am last night so i was kinda lazy and i just wanted to sleep more. now that i'm awake, i'm feeling so bored laa. i should have tagged along with them laa!

i'm so bored to the extent that i went to youtube to watch a drama that is being shown on channel u. i want to watch this drama but i haven't been getting a chance to see cos i've been missing out on quite a number of episodes. -.-

that drama is none other than, liao zhai. :D

i'm waiting for the drama to load and i have nothing better to do for the moment, that's why i'm here to blog. aha.

i'll be meeting the girls tml and this is really something that is worth waiting for. i am seriously looking forward to sunday cos i have been decaying for the past one week due to my stupid maths exams. booooooo!

anyway, deyu drew a potrait of me recently and i'm thinking of posting it up for you all to see.





what do you all think about it? look alike? aha. actually, i think it looks a little like xu chun mei leh. -.- oh well, he's an art student from NAFA okay. ( nafa right? or is it laselle? )

can you believe it? i am a MODEL ... a 2D model. hahahaha!

seriously, don't you think i'm a piece of walking art in reality?

:ppp

firstly,

a big HELLO to all of you! :DDD

forgive me for not updating my blog as frequently as i used to. ( i know i don't update my blog frequently in the past too, but at the very least, i'm back! :x ) as you all know, i'm retaking my damn o level maths paper this year. the paper just ended today so i was busy studying for the past few weeks and thus, i had no time to update. i believe all of you would understand right? (:

seriously, i am not very sure whether will i pass or fail this time. after paper 1, i felt ok because i managed to complete most of the questions but paper 2 left me feeling demoralised. i didn't complete some of the questions and it adds up to quite a lot of marks. it's not that i don't know how to do the questions, it's just that i feel that i was too slow as usual. i didn't have enough time to complete the paper and this results in a massive loss of marks. i'm afraid that the moderation would pull down my grade laa. please pull it up. all i hope for is just a pass. just give me a C6 and i will be very contended. ):

oh well, all i can do is to wait for the results to be published next year. goodness la. it's like so long can? i'm already feeling so demoralised laa. thanks to my sister who keeps stepping on me like a piece of shit laa. she keeps saying that i will fail. she just makes me feel like crying only. damn la! neverthless, thanks to all my friends who have been trying to help me along the way. all those encouragement and motivation really helped me a lot. you know who you are. thank you so much dearies. (:

now, let me post up the long awaited birthday post of mine!

this year is MY EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY and i have to say, i thoroughly enjoyed my birthday this year. i guess i owe a big thank you to all my friends and family. they made it really special and different for me this year. needless to say, i received a lot of greetings too! maybe over 50? ahahaha. at the very last min, someone important to me wished me too. this really made my birthday worthwhile. (:

i celebrated with both my family and friends this year. you might be thinking, family and friends only ma, who doesn't have? this might appear unimportant to you but it is very important to me because my family and friends did not celebrate for me last year. this adds on to the meaning this year. aha.

i celebrated in advance with my family first. my sister and mum knows that i love seafood a lot so they brought me to this famous eatery in ang mo kio to feast on crabs!

it turned out that this famous eatery was just opposite my ex-secondary school. can you believe it? i didn't even know that they are so famous for crabs la! hahahaha. :x



BEE HOON CRABS! :DDD



BUTTER CRABS! :DDD

i simply love both dishes i tell you. the bee hoon crab taste refreshing and sweet while the butter crabs is simply heavenly. i love the butter crabs more than anything else laa~ give me more! i want more! all of you should go and give it a try if you're a crab lover. you won't regret i tell you. there's also this super duper cute waiter there. he's really tanned and looks like a sunshine boy. he's a pretty boy! i love pretty boys man! aha. i was so high when he served my table lor. i was practically swooning over him. :DDD

my sister also bought a birthday cake for me this year! we celebrated and cut the cake at home.



my pretty pretty cake. :D

other than my family, my dearest secondary school friends celebrated my birthday for me too. i thought that it would be the usual gang, you know, amanda, claire and eileen ... but who knows! fiona and lynnda came along too. i was kinda suprised to see them there. it's been a long time since i've last seen them. the last time was on fiona's birthday if i'm not wrong? aha. anyway, it was nice to see them again together with my besties on my birthday! :D

we went to sakura to eat and i had a good time laughing at lynnda. as usual, i was suanning lynnda from top to toe, in and out. hahahaha. i believe everyone had a good laugh too. aha. lynnda, no matter how much i suan you, you should know that i love you very much. (:





























during dinner, i got pretty upset cos i thought everyone is going home after dinner. claire said that she needs to work tml while eileen, lynnda and fiona needs to study for their upcoming o levels. amanda needs to go home too. i was kinda upset all the way and i kept thinking about that arsehole laa. that damn guy who made me shed so much tears for him. hais. at that time, he still hasn't wished me happy birthday so i was kinda upset but he wished me at the last minute so ... :DDD

when we reached somerset mrt, then i realised that all of them was just joking with me. amanda told me that we will be heading to punggol beach to celebrate my birthday and the rest of the gang is coming along except for claire. she answered a call and told us that she is meeting her friend at dohby ghaut. i was kinda amazed when we alighted at harbourfront instead of punggol and amanda told me that she would be crazy if she brought me to punggol beach at such a time. lols. it turned out that we are going to vivo city in the end. aha. then, claire send me an sms to tell me that she is seriously sorry for not being able to stay with me throughout my birthday celebration. i didn't take it to heart and told her that it was okay. then, we proceeded to the rooftop and we lazed around until ...

claire suddenly appeared with a cake in her hands!

i was seriously suprised bcos i tot she is really meeting her friend and she wouldn't be coming along. aha. it was a pleasant surprise though. we had a hard time lighting up the cake bcos of the strong wind and they sang an accelerated birthday song for me because they are afraid that the candles might just go off any moment. lols. i made my wish and they gave me my presents! hahahaha. claire and eileen gave me a chunky black necklace while lynnda and fiona gave me a golden belt. it's nice okay! i love the pressies they got for me. needless to say, i love the top that amanda gave me too! the esprit purple striped top! hahahaha. i even wore it on that day. thanks for everything girls! (:









one can have many friends
but all you need are a few true friends
i've found my true friends
have you?

(: