did any of you realise that i changed my blog skin? i even added a new song along with it! why is it there isn't much people commenting about it? :/

anyway, for those who asked, this song is dong le by tank. it's one of the songs in the show hana kimi. in order words, also known as hua yang shao nian shao nu. i've been watching that show for sometime and i seriously think it's alright. wei how seems to be crazy over that show though. he can watch and laugh until he fall off the chair. aha. i seriously don't know why that can possibly happen. lols. neverthless, i'm watching the show at a snail's pace because it didn't attract me like how one litre of tears did. one litre of tears is a really great and different japanese drama that made me see how important life actually is. it's highly recommended by me! i think i cried more than one litre of tears for that show. lols.

ever since the holidays are here, i've spent most of my time working. the job is a good paying job and it's quite relaxing. somehow, even though it's relaxing, i don't have much time to slack cos i'll always be doing work. aha. i'm helping out with my sister in law so i don't really mind taking up that job. i think the only downside is i have to wake up early in the morning. you all know how much i need to sleep. ):

because of that, i didn't managed to wake up on time and i was not feeling very well at the same time so i skipped work today. i've been sick for the whole week la. i think ever since new year started, i have already been sick. although i don like visiting the doctor and i have never been there often, i'm going to the doctor soon. recently i've been having itchy skins problems and a loose jaw. any kind soul wanna bring me go? ):

this coming monday is W26B's class chalet which also mean that it's the last gathering that we're going to have before we part. i'm can't wait for the chalet! aha. it's been such a long time since i've last seen my classmates. i just hope everyone can try to come because it's THE LAST TIME already. create some wonderful memories before we part for the future alright? see ya all there.

i'll blog about the chalet and my class when i get back.

(:

it's been so long since i've last updated, i thought i might forget my blogger password. lols. i just upgraded my old blogger to the new blogger. i just find it troublesome to create a new google account. (i know it's there for a long time already, stop thinking that i'm very backdated okay!) the new version doesn't seem to have a lot of changes anyway. :/

life so far has been really plain shitty and horrible. i am coping well with it though. i'm not a person who gives up on my life easily. everyone knows i wouldn't give up easily. i know that LIFE WILL BE BETTER! i'm sure it will. (:

are you thinking of how shitty my life could possibly get right?

well, here goes.

• i broked up with my boyfriend. (which is a good thing!)
• i spent valentine's day slogging my life at work and hanging out with my girls. (okay fine. it's not as miserable as you all think it might be.)
• i have to pack my room for chinese new year. (i'm itching all over cos my room is too dirty! :x)
• i failed my o lvl maths again. (you should never mock at this point. i can get very emotional over this.)
• i need to retake my o lvl maths paper again this year. (shut up and re-read point no. 4.)
• i had a swollen eyeball and my eye whites covered my entire black cornea because i cried too much over my failed maths papers. (i told you i'm emotional so shut up again.)
• i missed too much school this semester and i think i might flunk all my modules. (i know! i am regretting it now.)
• i missed out a lot of fun and good food during the days i skipped school. (fuck la!)
  
• i am the main organiser for the class chalet. (my head is getting heavier!)
• i have a jaw that is going to be dislocated soon and my body is always itching. (i am not dirty and i do bathe. shut up okay.)

and many many more la ... ):

BUT

i am still a happy little girl because ...

• i don't have to spent money to buy lame presents for some bastard because we broked up before valentine's day.
• more guys will come flocking to me after i broked up, i hope.
  
• i can surf the internet, listen to music, drink FREE coffee, sit down, enjoy the aircon and do simple paperwork, go home before the sky turns dark and earn $9 per hour because i am helping out with my da sao over at her office.
• i had lots of kicking fun time with my girls on valentine's day.
• i am more motivated to study. be it in poly or my maths, my failure made me stronger.
• the swell for my eyeball is gone! completely gone!
  
• i am having a class chalet and i get to have more good food and good company.
• my going-to-be-dislocated-soon jaw doesn't hurt and i love the feeling of having a cleanly packed room.
• chinese new year is coming and i can have many many ang paos! to hell with valentine's day. who cares man?

my life is not as bad as you all think it might be. i am still alive and kicking and i will still be. stop all the mocking and laughing already. to hell with you cos ...

I AM HAPPY!

i'm going downstairs to help my mum carry some new year goods.

now, kindly shut up while i go bathe.

(: