it's been so long since i've last updated, i thought i might forget my blogger password. lols. i just upgraded my old blogger to the new blogger. i just find it troublesome to create a new google account. (i know it's there for a long time already, stop thinking that i'm very backdated okay!) the new version doesn't seem to have a lot of changes anyway. :/
life so far has been really plain shitty and horrible. i am coping well with it though. i'm not a person who gives up on my life easily. everyone knows i wouldn't give up easily. i know that
LIFE WILL BE BETTER! i'm sure it will. (:
are you thinking of how shitty my life could possibly get right?
well, here goes.
- i broked up with my boyfriend. (which is a good thing!)
- i spent valentine's day slogging my life at work and hanging out with my girls. (okay fine. it's not as miserable as you all think it might be.)
- i have to pack my room for chinese new year. (i'm itching all over cos my room is too dirty! :x)
- i failed my o lvl maths again. (you should never mock at this point. i can get very emotional over this.)
- i need to retake my o lvl maths paper again this year. (shut up and re-read point no. 4.)
- i had a swollen eyeball and my eye whites covered my entire black cornea because i cried too much over my failed maths papers. (i told you i'm emotional so shut up again.)
- i missed too much school this semester and i think i might flunk all my modules. (i know! i am regretting it now.)
- i missed out a lot of fun and good food during the days i skipped school. (fuck la!)
- i am the main organiser for the class chalet. (my head is getting heavier!)
- i have a jaw that is going to be dislocated soon and my body is always itching. (i am not dirty and i do bathe. shut up okay.)
and many many more la ... ):
BUTi am still a happy little girl because ...
- i don't have to spent money to buy lame presents for some bastard because we broked up before valentine's day.
- more guys will come flocking to me after i broked up, i hope.
- i can surf the internet, listen to music, drink FREE coffee, sit down, enjoy the aircon and do simple paperwork, go home before the sky turns dark and earn $9 per hour because i am helping out with my da sao over at her office.
- i had lots of kicking fun time with my girls on valentine's day.
- i am more motivated to study. be it in poly or my maths, my failure made me stronger.
- the swell for my eyeball is gone! completely gone!
- i am having a class chalet and i get to have more good food and good company.
- my going-to-be-dislocated-soon jaw doesn't hurt and i love the feeling of having a cleanly packed room.
- chinese new year is coming and i can have many many ang paos! to hell with valentine's day. who cares man?
my life is not as bad as you all think it might be. i am still alive and kicking and i will still be. stop all the mocking and laughing already. to hell with you cos ...
I AM HAPPY!
i'm going downstairs to help my mum carry some new year goods.
now, kindly shut up while i go bathe.
(: