AVRIL LAVIGNE - INNOCENCE

that's the singer and the song title peeps. [:

anyway, i got x japan's discography from a friend in class yesterday and yes i am damn high! my speakers are blasting with x japan at this very moment. i just love their style of music and not to mention, my loveable hide.

he's the one in the middle. [:



i seriously still love x japan's style of music when compared to other j rock bands. i just feel that they have a touch of magic in the way they play and compose their music when compared to the other j rock bands. the rest of the j rock bands sounds so ... artificial.

it's like when x japan plays all the different instruments, i can feel the originality in them. i can indentify the vocals, drums, guitar or bassit. as for the rest, i can only feel that their music is all jumbled up and mixed with different types of "unknown" instruments.

i love x japan because i never get sick of their music. (probably because of hide too.)

i'm not going to school later, not because i don't want to go, but because i don't have any lessons tml. heh. stop feeling jealous over it. (oh btw just ditch the fact that i missed school today alright? i know my limits.)

a little while ago, i went down to sembawang to meet terence cos we're going over to timbre to see ken perform at a gig. he drove me over before sending his friend home while i went in to meet cynthia and ken. i dunno what got into me but i was really emo and i shut up and refused to talk to terence. sorry about that, the emo-ness just suddenly came over me. luckily, i felt better after that and was able to crap again.

the gig was done for some kind of charity event and it was closed to the public. it was organised by RJC and i seriously didn't like the idea of having tons of such students surronding me. they're all over the place and it somehow feels wierd. nevertheless, we're there to see ken perform and it was seriously quite good. they sound so much better than the previous band who had that geeky campus superstar contestant as the lead singer. (he's just an eliminated contestant.)

we managed to get in FREE unlike those stupic RJC students who paid for the entrance fee. we even managed to fill our tummies with some food! what a steal!

we left soon after ken finished performing (i told you i cannot stand having all of those students surronding me.) and we went to cine's hong kong cafe to get some more food. it was seriously nice cos of the company and food. [:

after that, we head back to timbre cos cynthia and me was craving for the pizzas there and the owner said that there's one more set. terence wanted to draw some cash first and when we got back, the fucking place was about to close already. no more pizzas. ]:

cynthia my dear,

i know the sudden departure of your beloved teacher is really too much for you to take because it happened so suddenly. i cannot understand the pain that you feel but all i can say is that you will need to step out of the grief and to continue moving on with your life. you have always been strong and i know you will step out of it.

remember the memories that he left and the words that he said and turn it into a form of motivation for you. sometimes a person's departure in life is to make us more aware of the little things around us. it's to make us to take note of what we have missed out. god chose him to be the one to leave you, but he was also the one who made you learned so much and to shape who are you today.

i believe that you know what to do because i have confidence in you. [:

as for the rest of you out there, treasure your life because it may seem to be strong but it can just be gone in a split second. all it needs is your heart to stop beating.

life is that fragile.

good night people.