(do not read this if you're below 18!)

initially, i really feel like labelling this entry as "if you're not a girl, please kindly abstain from reading this post."

after some thoughts, i decided to heck care and just blog it out for all to see. i mean we're living in the 2000 kinda era and not the 1000 kinda era already. everyone should be more open minded about this right?

oh well, here goes nothing.

i've been having this wierd menstrual routines recently and it's seriously freaking me out. i mean who in the world will have two repeated menses cycle in a month! the first cycle was on time and all, but the second cycle came like a week after the first cycle. the worst thing about the repeated cycle is that, the blood flow isn't as much as the first one and it was really little when it came. it's like on and off cycle and i'm seriously wondering why.

i told cynthia about it and she asked me to go for some kind of wierd ass test called pap smear. i was taken aback at the wierd name and thought that the test was conducted by the local political party PAP intially. -.-

in the end, i did some research and found out what it REALLY is.

"While you lie on an exam table, the doctor puts an instrument called a speculum into your vagina, opening it to see the cervix. She will then use a special stick or brush to take a few cells from inside and around the cervix. The cells are placed on a glass slide and sent to a lab for examination. While usually painless, a Pap test is uncomfortable for some women."

i was like WHAT THE FUCK after reading this. it's like so painful can?

i felt even more WHAT THE FUCK after reading this.

"It is important for all women to have pap tests, along with pelvic exams, as part of their routine health care. You need a Pap test if you are:

• 21 years or older
• under 21 years old and have been sexually active for three years or more

There is no age limit for the Pap test. Even women who have gone through menopause (when a woman's periods stop) need regular Pap tests."

i'm not even over 21 la! the most funny thing is i'm still a virgin la can? how to go for this pap test?

it's conducted to check if you have some kind of illness called cervical cancer and one of the symptons of having cervical cancer is abnormal vaginal bleeding.

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i don't know am i scaring myself or what but i'm having abdominal pains today when i was watching nancy drew in the cinemas with ken and cynthia earlier. it's not even pain but it's some kind of wierd strain that i feel around my belly button area.

i'll go see a doctor if this bleeding continues. most probably by the end of this week?

aiya side track a bit. haha.

i went to school on monday for a briefing on the module selection exercise that will be starting this wednesday. i still have no idea what electives i should take for the next few semesters. since i'll only be having 3 core modules for the next semester, 3 core modules for the first semester of my third year and 2 core modules for the second semester for my third year, i'll have plenty of empty slots to fill in for my electives. (eh am i making you confused? haha.) i think it's time to give it some serious thoughts and to organise my time well. i don't want to make a mess out of everything by choosing the wrong ones or to choose some kind of lame modules that will not benefit me in the future. furthurmore, i have to be really kiasu cos the slots for the electives are on a first come first serve basis! i think i better look through them when i'm in school tml.

and yes laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. i will be going to school tml laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. (i can't afford to miss any more lessons anyway.)

after the briefing, we went to plaza sing cos cynthia had a sudden craving for carls jr. haha. it's a good thing anyway cos it's time for me to put my vouchers to good use! then, i had a sudden craving for movies and ken suggested watching nancy drew. (can you believe ken gave the suggestion to watch nancy drew? o.O) i've always loved reading the mystery collections of nancy drew since young and i definitely don't mind watching the movie. i've wanted to catch it anyway.

the movie proved to be as nice as the story book itself. it was really exciting to see the characters and scene from the book coming to life one by one. it's like what i've imagined when i was reading the book all this while is being brought to life. i know it's stupid but i was really thrilled! haha. :DDD

the movie was totally nancy drew. go catch it la okay! it's my all time favourite story book okay!

time check: 2.39 a.m

ta!

god bless me please.