it's only a week and everyone is getting impatient with me. they are demanding for updates! (alright alright. i know i am over reacting.)

anyway, i am having home made egg mayo sandwiches and fruit tree BLACK CURRANT & ALOE VERA juice drink for lunch. you might be wondering why am i bolding the name of that drink eh?

oh well, that drink reminds me of a special person and it's none other than john. :D

seriously, i was shocked when he suddenly asked me whether do i want to go fishing with him and his friend, richard, on a monday morning. (my morning here means in the wee hours of the night, when everyone is still in bed.) i'm not suprised at the sudden ourburst of asking me out to fish in the middle of the night, but i'm taken aback by the fact that he is actually asked me out! i thought our last meeting will always be last year after so much happened. it was really out of the world and it's like my wildest dream came true. since i've been waiting for such a long time, it only makes perfect sense that i agreed. we met up at pasir ris but changed the venue back to bishan in the end.

thanks to terence who drove all of us to and fro, and weihow, who walked me to the mrt station to meet them. it just happened that i was out with terence and weihow on sunday and we're at kbox when john happened to ask me out. i'm sorry about what happened to your car, terence. as in the crash that you got yourself into when you're coming down to meet us. i'm glad that your car is fine now. haha. as for ang, it was nice to be shopping with you. not forgetting the yuki yaki dinner and the 'meng' singing at kbox. thanks guys for EVERYTHING that night and sorry for the long wait that i had to put you all though. you all know what i mean. [:

nevertheless, we went down to the golfcourse area and for the first time in my life, i actually saw a spot where you can fish in bishan. although it's like a man-made fishing area but i just didn't know you can actually fish for prawns there! it's seriously expensive though. it costs about 30 bucks per person for 3 hrs. john and richard fished while i just sat down and talked to them. john let me tried fishing and it was seriously quite fun. haha. it's the first time that i'm actually fishing for prawns! i love prawns and i can't believe that i was actually fishing for them. haha. it was a long waiting process though and when everyone gets quiet and concentrates on fishing, it might get a little boring and tiring. fishing really requires patience and concentration.

it was nice to peek at him from time to time, looking at him laugh and being serious, looking at him smoke and fanning the smoke away from me, popping questions suddenly and being quiet during the next minute, talking about the past, walking away and coming back with cans of drinks in his hands when i said i don't want any drinks, putting that BLACKCURRANT AND ALOE VERA juice drink in front of me, reminding me to drink it and to shake it because there's pulp in it, helping me by taking over the fishing rod when i'm opening the drink and handing it back to me ... so much so much.

when i was in the car and when i was on the way to meet him, a million thoughts raced through my mind and i didn't know how i should be feeling. it came so suddenly that all i felt was a blank. but when i was with him, it was just pure happiness. just being around him is already a form of happiness that i felt at that point in time. if only time stops there ...

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there is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved. - George Sand