i told weihow that i will never play such a frigging lame game like this but i'm so bored that i don't have a choice. i need to have something to do desperately, like at this very moment.

oh well, here goes nothing:

Each player of this game starts off with TEN weird habits or little known things about yourself.
People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own TEN weird or little known facts about yourself as well as state this rules clearly.
At the end, you must choose 6 people to tag and list their names. NO TAG BACKS.

1. i love to stick my nose shit under my computer desk from young till now.
2. i do have the habit of going to sleep without bathing.
3. sometimes, i don't like to brush my teeth.
   
4. i'm having constipation currently and i fart a lot nowadays.
5. i have ALOT of hair on my legs, hands and eyebrows.
6. i have a moustache.
7. i don't like to wash my bra or panties.
8. i had depression when i was in secondary school.
9. i'm the top scorer for n levels during my batch.
10. i have always failed maths since young.

now, the 6 idiots who will need to do this are:

• amanda
• eileen
• claire
• fiona
• yin
• kim

and i'll update more about what happened this week in the next post. [:

i would love to update this mundane blog of mine with tons of coloured pictures. sadly, i don't think i am able to do so when i can't upload any pictures from my phone to my blog.

the memory card door slot of my precious baby has chipped off and i can't insert the memory card and close the damn door slot because of this. all my photos and music files are inside and i can't gain any access to the documents in it.

all of you must be wondering why it got chipped off eh? well, it dropped onto the floor (smack! right there!) cos someone accidentally bumped into my hand and it slipped off my hand and it landed on the damn floor.

that someone was a close friend of mine and i was seriously disturbed and offended by what she said. it's not about the phone anymore but it's about the attitude that she showed!

you knocked into my hand and the phone dropped onto the ground and all you can tell me is:

"at the most i pay you back lor."

"why did you save everything in your memory card?"

"why must you sit here and fix your phone? can't we just go back to class first and you can fix it there?"

this is the first time my precious baby dropped onto the floor and i am already seriously fucking angry over this. it's a new phone, for goodness sake!

i know it doesn't matter to you, but can you think about the trouble that i have to go through to get this small fragment fixed? i actually had to go back home after school today to collect the warranty and the purchase receipt and then go all the way down to town with sean to get it fixed. in the end, i was told that they're about to close soon and i have to give them a minimum time frame of 4 hours to get the phone fixed before i can actually collect it. because of this, i have to go home with a faulty phone and blog out this mundane entry without any pictures. the worst thing of all is that i need to go down to town tomorrow again and get the damn phone fixed. luckily, i am going shopping with ang tomorrow and i can put the time to good use while shopping and waiting for the phone to be fixed.

i know it was not something that was done intentionally but i hope you can be a little more sensitive to what i felt at that time.

anyway, i'll update more about what happened during the week (with pictures)!

sorray peeps.

]:

i went around gathering comments from people on the topic of "whether should i get my hair cut short" and some said that i should keep the long hair while others said that i should snap it all away.

then, i finally decided to be a half bob!



this is how the hair looks when i bring all my long hair to the back ...







... and this is how it looks when i bring all the long hair to the front!

when amanda came to meet claire, lynnda, fiona and me after the haircut, she jokingly commented that my hair isn't very nice and somehow, my tears just fell like nobody's business. i already felt like crying after walking out of the salon but i just didn't cry then cos i still thought it was okay and claire said that it was nice. somehow, what amanda said just triggered the tears but i know she didn't mean to and i didn't blame her. i am just terribly afraid of having short hair because when i used to have short hair in primary school, i always get bullied and laughed at. somehow, it just shapes the mentality that "if i have short hair, i will get bullied".

luckily, it turned out to be better than how i imagined it to be and with all the positive feedback that i'm getting about the hair, i'm already feeling much much better.

i still kinda detest the fact that i must blow dry my hair every time i'm done with my shower though. i have no choice because if i don't, the ends of my hair will end up curling up and it will look really horrible on me! :o

here are some pictures taken on the day before the haircut:



my "orange juice" tee.



the best team mates for digital media arts! :D



lynnda and my funny faces.



finally! some decent pictures!



[:



my many jiao binsss.



my long hair! ]:

enough about my hair already. let's talk about the celebration for claire's birthday last weekend! :D



on saturday, i met up with amanda and eileen at vivo before meeting claire. our birthday girl is really busy because she needs to celebrate her big day with her family too!



that's my bestie.



that's me.



that's my BESTIE and ME!



and that's eileen and me! (she's my BESTIE too.)

we wanted to go to st. james initially but we decided to change the venue to zouk in the end. reasons being that "zouk is more fun" and "the guys there are not 23 and above unlike st. james." haha.

ZOUK! ♥





seriously, clubbing has never been more fun. (minus the fact that two guys tried to hook up with me, but sadly, failed because of their incompetence.)

i have to admit that i'm not into clubbing and i'm not a clubber type of person. i've never really gone to clubs and this is my second attempt at clubbing. the first time was when i went to momo with my secondary school friends. (oh don't even mention that experience. it sucks big time. i'm so glad momo has already closed down!)

but then again, zouk is really fun. i wonder is it because of the music and the company that i had. it might even the be the "smoke- free" law that was implemented some time ago. there's totally no smoke around and my visions are clear! i didn't even have any sore eyes after clubbing!

although it's just the four of us, i actually dared to dance among the crowd with them! i have always been ashamed of my own dancing (i think that i dance like a duck) but i felt like a princess that night. although i was trying my best to squeeze among my girls so that they can protect me from all those wolfs lurking around the dance floor, it was really fun!

i also saw a familiar face among the crowd when i was dancing with my girls. i have always seen him around school and i always took a second glance at him cos he can somehow capture my attention. he's not really handsome but he has a very unique style of his own and i seriously think he resembles JJ lin! (amanda keeps saying that he looks like ken. bah!)

i think he remembers me as "someone from his school" because he told his friend that and amanda heard it. haha. he kept looking at me after that! due to the cheapo-ness that has always been in me, i wanted to dance across the dance floor to close up the distance between us. don't worry though, eventually i didn't even dared to do it. haha.

when i was leaving the club with my girls to meet terence, ken and cynthia for supper, i actually saw him outside again. this time, i was across the road and he actually waved to me.

muahahahahahahahahahahaha.

i hope i'll bump into him in school soon and he'll get my number or something. :D

after that, the whole gang went off to cineleisure for supper at hong kong cafe before going home.









YOU'RE FINALLY NINETEEN, AW.

signing off,



with love. ♥

now, the big question is finally here.

should i get my hair cut short?

(the last time i had really ultra short hair was probably in primary school. i have always loved my long hair.)

show me some love by answering this question.

i've ALMOST complete what i planned to do for the first week of july. i'm still left with some maths questions that are not completed but i guess i'll finish it up tomorrow. i need a break after a long day.

it's time to come up with my plans for the second week of july and then try to complete it before the end of the week again.

all this are just mistakes that i made two years ago. i wish i didn't have to go through what i'm going through now.

and none of you know how i'm feeling.

if only ...



was loving you two years ago ... a mistake too?

to start things off, here's a little something for all of you.



this adorable sweetheart of mine is none other than my nephew. [:

i snap the pictures and he was surprised by the sudden glow of light (which is actually nothing but a flash) and he stares into the camera with his goldfish eyes in almost every picture! aww. my nephew is such a kick ass cutie pie that i wanna pinch him so so much! my personal favourite is the one that was taken when my mum was actually cleaning him.

yummy yum yum. :D

i was late for school this morning because i overslept once again. (i should not be blame because i already slept early last night. i guess i was just too tired. haha.) initially, i wanted to go straight home after school today because of my sloppy and horrible "ah ma" dressing. like what ang mei how said (oops i mean wei how), it's not right for the "xiao hua" to be seen around school with such horrible dressing!



but somehow, i ended up at causeway point with hui hua for some afternoon snacks. during the walk to causeway point, i kept telling hui hua that we're tai tais and it is only right for us to have tea breaks! haha.



my hua hua. [:

we had some kind of "SSS" meal at swensen that means soup, side dish and sundae at a student rate of 10 bucks!







on the way home, i bumped into a gay at the interchange. no doubt, that gay is none other than adrian. haha!

he was standing along the wall of a pathway with a friend of his, enjoying his FREE coke light, when people are all passing by him. he's trying really hard to be a road block!

we ended up going home together since he lives really near my house and when i was about to reach my stop, i asked him to get off the bus together with me and walk home with me and to my surprise, he really did. i thought he was having a fever cos he was so nice at that time. haha.

somehow, i ended up walking home with him because he didn't know how to walk back to his own block from my area. i had to accompany him home and walk back to my area all by myself! lucky the walk was a short one but can you imagine how nice i am?

you're really lucky, adrian wong. [:

i watched transformers with cynthia, ken and terence yesterday at plaza sing.





cynthia (the bitch) and me.



terence without the face! (you all should really see his freshly dyed eyebrows! hahahahahaha.)

actually, i didn't want to watch that show initially and was really determined on NOT watching that show cos i feel that it's nothing but a pack of ugly robots.

in the end, my whole class actually psycho-ed me to watch that show (you should really see the way they tried to convince me. it was freaking hilarious.) and i decided to give it a try. even though cynthia and ken already watched that show, they don't mind watching it again with me and don't be surprised, they are not the first few people whom i know who don't mind watching it again. i have so many friends who rate the show as "it's better than three episodes of spider man combined together" and "fantastic 4 is nothing compared to transformers". all the gu niangs in my class actually find it nice and one of the guys even watched it four times!

all i felt was ...



"IS IT REALLY THAT GOOD? C'MON, IT'S JUST TRANSFORMERS!"

anyone who heard this would actually say:

"IT'S NOT JUST TRANSFORMERS! IT IS TRANSFORMERS!"

in the end, i was rattling on about how good that show is and how superb the graphics and sound effects are. i even fell in love with one of the transformers called BUMBLEBEE and i almost cried when he was tortured and when he lost his leg. i love his innocent blue eyes. ]:

aiya just go and watch the damn show la. it might even probably be the movie of the year.

anyway, a few days ago, i met up with my girlfriends and it was fucking nice to see them again la.

we didn't take any pictures of ourselves but i did took pictures of the food that we had at thai express and chinatown's food street to show all of you.



yummy?

i promise that i'll take plenty of yummylicious pictures of my girlfriends and me because i'm meeting up with them again tml to celebrate claire's birthday in advance!

:D

smile and make it real cause just maybe it'll be enough to last for a lifetime.

it's time to give the blog a brand new face.

the search and selection for the best skin was a tedious one this time. i wanted something that was plain and simple one minute and then i decided to opt for something more fancy and glamorous the next minute. i spent hours looking through skins and was racking my brains on which ones to select and eventually i end up with this "i don't give a shit about you" skin. haha.

some of the better looking skins either have really ugly fonts or they have really messy layouts. it's really a waste cos some of them have really nice designs. oh well, i can't stand skins that doesn't have a balance of both so they're off to the trash can. this is probably one of the few that have a better balance between design and layout, but i don't think it'll be staying for long.

since last week, i'm already bent on changing and there was really some improvements being made. i guess it's just so insignificant that no one actually notices. but at the very least, i did try, i always use this to comfort myself. i didn't except to get a backlash from some of my friends about not making an effort to change and improve. i know they are trying to help but i was seriously upset that i cried myself to sleep last night because i know that i did try. maybe i just didn't try hard enough?

nevertheless, the scoldings from the two of my friends left me with a swollen eye (i couldn't attend school because of this) and the determination to continue making even more positive and obvious changes for all to see. no matter what, i know you all care and i thank you for that.

a talk with amanda on the phone a few hours earlier put me back on track and made me realize what i should actually get started on. she light up the spark within me once more. she always have some sort of magical powers. that's all i can say about my best friend.

and i won't fall back into the abyss of isolation.



you left me hanging once more, like what you did for the past two years.

FIRST THINGS FIRST.

http://ch8.mediacorptv.com/heygorgeous/babe.php?uid=476

GO AND VOTE FOR ME NOW!

cynthia nominated yours truly for the hey! gorgeous show on channel u! although i heard about this show from koon jia and he wanted to nominate me initially, i wasn't very interested because i didn't care about the fame. then, i came to know that there's actually a prize of 10k to be won if you're the winner!

SO VOTE 10 TIMES PER DAY AND RATE 5 STARS OKAY! :D

anyway, i got my brand new N73 music edition last thursday and i am so freaking happy about it. you should have seen the smile that was plastered on my face when it was freshly delivered to my house. the expression was classic when i laid my hands on it for the first time.

i spent the rest of the night exploring most of the functions (not forgetting the intense mugging for my test in the wee hours of the morning later) without even reading much of the user guide and there are so many new functions that my old phone doesn't even have. there's just so much so much so much! i'm gonna glance through the user guide when i'm free to see what new goodies this phone has to offer.

so far, i'm quite pleased with my new phone. :D

anyway, there are a truckload of photos for this entry. thanks to my new phone's 3.2 megapixels camera. (with flash!)

there was plenty of work for me to do last week and it's finally time to reward myself with some fun over the weekends!



beatrice and me during breakout in school. [:

after a frustrating day in school on friday, it was time to put that BIG O'S 10 dollars voucher to good use. i met up with sean for dinner and he made me wait for almost half an hour. (it's okay though since he's always waiting for me whenever we have meet ups.) he was lucky cos i was busy experimenting on my new phone so i didn't really mind. haha.

off we went to BIG O's to have dinner! (it was sean's treat because ... he strike 4D ah! :D)







it was cynthia's birthday on sunday and we're supposed to have a stay over at a hotel on saturday so that we can actually count down to her birthday. sadly, the hotel that we're supposed to be staying at is fully booked. (thanks to cynthia's last minute booking ah.) from what i heard, the hotel is really posh and beautiful and there are many facilities there too. aww.

in the end, we ended up staying at hotel 81 fuji which is situated at balestier. but surprise surprise! the hotel wasn't even sleazy like how everyone stereotyped it to be. it was surprisingly nice and comfy. :D

i met cynthia and ken at newton mrt in the afternoon and we went to reserve the hotel so that we can check in at 7 pm. don't ask me why we can't check in right away, that's the hotel policy.

then, off we went to shaw plaza's macdonals! we filled our tummies with some junk food before cynthia went off to meet her family for dinner. ken and me spent the rest of our time at macdonals crapping the afternoon away while watching some hard rock videos at the same time! (he's trying to influence me to become a hard rock chic! haha.)



after cynthia came back, the three of us checked in to the hotel first and the gang slowly joined us for the night ...



... and we begin our games and drinking for the night!



the mirror effect.







soon, flora got drunk and we took care of her for the night and after the massive chores that we did, we got really hungry and we went down to have supper!











after that, we went back to shaw plaza to pack some food for cynthia and ken who are taking care of flora back in the hotel. once i was back in the hotel, i immediately took a shower and so did the rest. then, ah neh and kang wei went back and the rest of us went to bed.

i had trouble sleeping for the night because of the constant snoring from everyone and i woke up every now and then. this explains why once we checked out from the hotel and after having breakfast, i immediately went back home to catch up on my sleep. :\

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CYNTHIA (the bitch)!

till next time.