IF YOU LOVE ME, YOU'LL READ THIS.fuck fuck fuck. my beloved laptop is infested with ad wares, spy wares and trojans and it's slowing down my entire computer. all thanks to my over excessive pornographic surfing. (ya i surf porn and i'm not afraid to admit it.)
now, i'm up in the middle of the night to clear off all this freaking horrible pests in my computer because i have always been too lazy to maintain it! look at how great can things get?
okay back to the over excessive pornographic surfing part.
what's wrong with you people? what's wrong with a girl surfing porn? like why can't i surf porn just because i'm a girl?
i seriously don't understand why girls love to go
"ewwwwww you're like so horny!" when they know their male friends or boyfriends surf porn and masturbate in front of the damn computer.
then, they go on and act innocent with their watery eyes and wails
"nooooooo! i have never watch porn and i have never surf porn in my life!" when they are being questioned and pin pointed at.
you know what?
FUCK YOU BITCHES.you're the sluttiest lot of them all. you all say you don't surf porn (and yeah, maybe you don't) and you might hide under your warm covers and masturbate the night away, moaning and groaning, hoping daddy and mummy wouldn't hear you.
the worst lot might probably even love to get their disgusting wet pussies around town, fucking every single guy they can lay their hands on and what's the most horrible thing they tell you after that?
"NO I DON'T WATCH PORN!" (ya sure you don't. that's because you're probably a porn star yourself already. hoe hoe.)
why can't these innocent hoes just admit that they're horny bitches?
like
FUCK.
enough with those vulgarities and all those unsightly talks about porn. i am pleased to announce to the world that i have changed my methods of blogging! i came up with this brilliant plan this evening when i was on the train.
anyway, just shut up and read on to find out.
Thursday, 30 August 2007
20:03
"i'm on board the train now and i'm typing out my first entry with my boyfriend beside me. my first private blog entry ... in my phone. hoho. [:
why in my phone? maybe cos' i wish i have a little space to express myself without others invading. it's so hard to get your feelings and thoughts through to others nowadays. it's always misinterpreted everytime. sigh ...
anyway! we're going down to town to meet ken and cynthia for a movie and dinner. yet at the same time, i don't feel that i'm around them or i'm with the people around me. i'm like far far away? haha. do you all even know? i hear children's laughter and i smell his perfume but why am i so far away?
sometimes i wonder deep in my mind ... am i really doing things wrongly?
why is everyone around me thinking that the way i handle things ain't right at all? it's getting harder to express myself to the people around me. not many people seems to know why am i behaving this way or why am i doing things like this?
maybe ... i don't even know myself. i only know whatever i do seems to be wrong in the eyes of others. sometimes, i wish all of you can give me a pat on the back or to compliment when i do something correctly. that little encouragement is all i need ...
oh shit! we miss a stop and why do i have a hunch that my boyfriend knows what i'm doing? haha. better go before i get discovered. i'll drop by to write soon."
20:05
"i bump into a blind man when i was making some random sounds on the fence along somerset!
he said sorry and i said sorry too. but i said it in chinese. weird ah?
how come i'll say chinese when i'll normally talk in english? why would that uncle say it in english when he looks like a chinese speaking uncle?
so inspiring ..."
Friday, 31 August 2007
00:05
"i'm on the train going back home now and mr. chew is sleeping soundly beside me.
the most funny thing was that he kept dozing off in the cinema when we're watching movies with cynthia and ken just now. haha. i guess he's really tired. he needs to wake up at 6.30 am everyday and he needs to do his assignments when he reach home in the wee hours of the morning. sigh. poor darling.
i think he just peer over to look at what i'm typing! heh.
anyway, i watch 1408 with them at the grand cathay just now. it was seriously an average show to me cos' i was expecting something much better. it wasn't really thrilling and spine chilling. not much of a logical plot and there's just sudden scares thrown in here and there. cynthia seems to enjoy it through. haha.
on the other hand, the show ratatouille that i watch with weilun was great though. it's a heart warming comedy that builds up the warmth in your heart. i'll be catching hair spray with the girls later! like finally! (their exams are over at last!) looking forward to later!
on a side note, i actually bump into amanda da bestie when i'm on the train. omg i was thrilled! love talking to her ... and i love you leaning on my arms when you're sleeping, boyfriend!"
00:38
"i'm back home safely. he's gone now. no more peeping into what i'm typing. sigh ...
after those quarrelsome days in the relationship, we're still together for four weeks. it's not a big feat for anyone but it is for me.
i've never been together with anyone for so long and i really like him more and more. but it seems like after those quarrels, his feelings are not as strong as before ... ]:
i'm a lil disappointed but it'll keep me going and making improvements. at least ... it has grown a lil more.
hang on there yy!"
this are some recollections through the day and i'm penning my thoughts down in the blog like this from now on. i guess it's a nice way to blog like this cos' it's like i'm writing the entries and what i feel at that point in time. it's like a very "on the moment" thing.
anyway, like it or not, you still gotta continue reading my blog cos you actually bothered to read through this whole lot of chunk! you love me!
(but if you really don't like it, you can still always drop a comment in the tag board!)
