after that episode last night, i wasn't in the best mood for school today. i woke up late and came to school really late. everyone around me greets me with a "wah so early ah?" when they see me on my way to class. that's not a great feeling. it doesn't feel good at all. deep down, i wished they'd just keep their mouth shut. but no matter what, i can't blame them for my miserable day right? it's not their fault and i can only blame myself.

then, i realised that wei how skipped school today and cynthia wasn't around either. to end things off, hui hua and lynnda has all eaten already and it seems like i really need to move around school and eat alone today. it seems like i'm really a loner.

at this point in time when i feel alone, you're actually getting ready to come down all the way from pasir ris just with the sole intention of keeping me company for lunch. you're there throughout the morning to give me comfort and advices. you're there to make me feel better and to let me know that i'm not alone. you're always there to keep me company.

i can't imagine what will happen when you're not around.

thank you, boyfriend. [: