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herhiddenthoughts
Mood: Excited. Quotes: “Like a rainbow fading in the twinkling of an eye, gone too soon.”
four words: move on with life.
Tuesday, September 25, 2007, 2:38 AM
i thought i have forgotten
but i am just simply avoiding all the time
the pictures and songs that you directed me to
shows me bits and pieces that i still have of you
every melody, every beat and every tune
brings back the memories i have of you
i don't wish to be reminded
and that is why i cried
cos' the only thing i know i have to do
is to move on with my life.

i know i'm on hiatus but i feel the need to type whatever i feel right know in here. i just need a place to channel out my thoughts to make me feel better.

and thanks eileen for being here tonight.




taking a hiatus.
Monday, September 24, 2007, 1:19 AM
this will probably be the last post you'll ever see for this month. (and probably the upcoming month too.)

i have too many things to complete in this remaining one month and i simply can't find the time to sit down here and blog anymore.

sorry guys but i'm taking a hiatus. i'll be back soon.

i will still be replying the tags though, so do continue tagging peeps.


make the best out of everything.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007, 2:28 AM
Now playing: Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone
via FoxyTunes



another week has passed ... just like that!

this week was hectic and lots of things are still left undone and are still waiting to be completed. my constant maths revision and my pp are neither here nor there. sometimes i really wish i am blessed with more time to complete whatever i have to complete. i don't wish to leave everything hanging and to go through all this again and again. i just want to make the best out of everything that i started out with. endure for a few more months and make the best out of it and everything will be over and done with.

the only problem is ... why does it seem so hard?

probably i'm just not trying hard enough. i'm not going to give up on myself when i've come this far. i'm not gonna give up just yet.

school has re-opened on monday and it's a fresh beginning. the time to maintain the attendance rate and to get my ass to school on time everyday has eventually come. it's the time to push up the grades once again.

for this semester, i'm finally starting to learn the things that i've always wanted to learn in this course. yet again, why am i feeling so miserable and upset after lessons on monday? why am i ranting to the boyfriend over the phone and to wei how and hui hua over the dinner at swensen on monday?

just because of the arts management elective that i'm taking, i'm having doubts about my choice of choosing sonic arts as my course. is the sonic industry the place where i picture myself to be in the future? do i really see it as something i want so badly? do i even have what it takes? can it guarantee a job for me in the future?

i'm starting to think whether is it fated for me to get into this course. i was already accepted and given a place in integrated events management but i ended up in this course eventually because of some stupid rules that the school made. now, arts management once again triggered all this second thoughts that i'm having. sigh ...

JUST MAKE THE BEST OUT OF EVERYTHING, YY!

cos there's no more turning back now.

i'll update more in the days to come so do check back for updates darlings. [:

after a long long time.
Monday, September 10, 2007, 2:40 PM
Now playing: S.H.E - Zhong Guo Hua
via FoxyTunes

it's been three days since we've last met. why does it feel like years since we've last seen each other when it's just a few days? ]:

last saturday, i met up with amanda and claire for dinner. i saw beh and his kim moh when i passed by the coffee shop that he's working in. i didn't say hi though cos i was running late already and he seem to be busy. i was late for more than an hour (really sorry about it!) and i decided to make up to them by treating them to some drinks. we had crab bee hoon and it was seriously yummy! there was some other random dishes but the crab bee hoon was the main highlight of the dinner. surprisingly, each of us only need to pay around $15 for this filling dinner.

we dropped by amanda's house to watch some variety shows and i left a while after that to meet other friends for a drink at brewerkz.

cynthia brought her elder sister, nicholas and her secondary school friend, wei sheng, along. sean came too and i was still kinda mad with him about that incident that took place a week ago.

"i'm seriously disappointed in you. don't blame me for ignoring your smses because you forced me to. i've always lend a listening ear and gave you advices on relationship problems. i have been there for you. even though i didn't tell you much of my problems but we always hang out together. yet, you just choose to pang seh us because of a girl you like.

i'm not blaming you because you have fix your plans and that you can't keep us company. it's the stupid excuses that you gave that makes my blood boil. what do you mean by you're spending quality time with her and that she's shy to see us? why can't you have the heart to call and tell us that you can't make it? if you can't, then don't promise us that you'll be free. this is not the first time you pang seh us.

also, you had the cheek to ask us to go down to pasir ris to find you and when we went down and wanted to meet you, you just said that you're tired and you're going home. you didn't even bother to clarify and to inform us that you're not coming. i called you and your phone was turned off and finally, you send me a message in the morning and told me that you're still at pasir ris and that you want to meet us? excuse me? you expect us to wait for you for the whole night? since you can spent the entire night with her despite feeling tired and when you can't even join us then i don't see the reason why i need to respond to any of your messages.

that's all i have to say, sean."

this whole chunk was what i wrote last week but i was too lazy to publish it.

anyway, cynthia's sister introduced us to a drink called sea breeze and mojito. i had sea breeze and it taste like some kind of normal passion fruit drink with alcohol. cynthia had mojito and it seriously tasted like colgate with coke in it. the rest of them had jugs of beer and i realised that cynthia's sister is a much better drinker when compared to the guys.

somehow, nicholas and me had a dancing vibe that night and we wanted to club desperately. MOS was just next to brewerkz and since the both of us are virgin MOS clubbers and we have never been there before, we wanted to try it out.

we psycho-ed cynthia, the stingy ass who felt that it wasn't worth paying for the entrance fee at 1 a.m in the morning and wei sheng, the lazy bum who just didn't felt like clubbing that night. not forgetting sean, the sleepy asshole who was in sleeping mode the whole night.

then we landed in MOS and partied all the way till 5 in the morning.

we boogied to the mambo jumbo music during the first half of the night on the retro dance floors of MOS before heading down to smoove to chill and we dance to the rnb music all the way till the lights were on.

comparing zouk with MOS, i like the layout of MOS but i don't really like the crowd there. zouk seems to have a better crowd and the people aren't that touchy there.

"Some weird ass people tried to touch my Yehying, like seriously dream on and jerk of cos my friend here is attached and I don't believe in decent love from clubs."

and this is quoted from cynthia's blog. :D

off to the zoo!
Friday, September 07, 2007, 11:38 PM
i can finally manage to squeeze some time out of my busy schedule to update a little about my life. i've been so busy with my pp this week that i didn't have much time to arrange those pics and to update a little about what's happening to me. i didn't even have much time for my maths. i guess it's time to continue practicing on my maths before i lose the magical touch. haha.

it seems like that winnie whiny little bitch has gotten some back lashes from my dear friends. this proves that YOU SHOULD NEVER BITCH ABOUT THE OWNER IN HER OWN BLOG. it's seriously the most stupid thing to do cos' all the friends will come together and give you a dressing down. anyway, she's stupid so it's expected anyway.

and of course, i owe a big thank you to my lovely friends who supported me all the way. ♥

enough said.

as the title of the entry suggests, it's obvious that i went for a trip to the zoo today. i went down with weilun and the entire trip was so enjoyable! i don't know if it's the company or the visit to the zoo itself that makes the entire trip fun, all i know was that i felt very satisfied and happy even though i was freaking tired at the end of the day. :D

it's so fun that we've made a pact to go to the zoo every year, right or not ah dai?

(i forgot to mention that my boyfriend hates the pungent smell of the animals' poo in the zoo.)

HAHA.

i woke up at a horribly early time in the morning and the boyfriend came down to my house to meet me as we're going down to the polyclinic first. i had some problems with my jaw since secondary school and i've never got it fix cos' i'm too lazy. if i'm not wrong, i laughed too loudly and i dislocated my jaw and ever since then, there was this horrible grinding sound whenever i move my jaw.

(I KNOW ALL OF YOU ARE LAUGHING AT ME LOR.)





we cam whored a little (ok is me la!), hoping that the hour will pass quickly cos' there are so many people queuing to see the doctor. then when it was my turn, i was referred to the dental clinic and the nurse told me that they don't have the necessary equipments to examine my jaw (exactly like what the dentist told me last year) and i'd need to get a referral letter from them to refer me to the hospital. we would need to wait for almost 3 hours just to get that stupid letter so we decided to leave the polyclinic and to come back another day. then, we went to the bus stop to wait for the bus that will bring us to the zoo.

we waited and waited and waited but the bus never came. seconds turns into minutes and minutes turns into hours and we look at the signboard and we were sure that the bus that comes to this bus stop will bring us to the zoo until ...

I REALIZED THAT THERE'S ONLY BUSES ON DAMN SUNDAYS.

so we realized that it's a weekday and we had no choice but to take a cab. but then, there was no cabs in sight and i was already hopping mad. the sun was scorching hot and i was sweating like hell! eventually, i begged weilun to dial for a cab and when he just did, a taxi came and stopped right in front of us.

the entire journey was a mere 5 bucks and i can't imagine that we're so stupid to wait for more than an hour under the hot sun for that damn bus that never came.



then, we bought the tickets and our journey finally begins!

ANIMALS GALORE!






















we had lunch at some kind of zoo-ish food court and everything there was seriously over priced. the entire cost of my lunch was equivalent to dining at some kind of fancy restaurant. the worst thing was that when i was trying to save weilun's mango freeze from spilling, i ended up toppling almost half of my lunch on the floor.

and this is some kinda over priced cup in a fruit thing that we had after lunch.



it's not just this damn cup of fruits that was overpriced. in fact, everything was over priced at the zoo. the price of a bottle of coke and actually go up to $3! can you imagine that?

the sky turned a nasty gray and there was a heavy downpour when we're in the zoo. luckily, we're near closing time so we just basically spent the time hiding with the animals and running to the exit like an aunty and uncle with a flimsy piece of map and a bag over our heads.

then, we had ben and jerry before we went home! :D



ah dai, thanks for waking up early in the morning just to keep me company throughout the day. i am really happy and you totally made my day.

now i know that you're happy ... simply because i am happy.

:D



our lovely hairy legs. ♥

HELLO BITCH. THIS IS FOR YOU. [:
Thursday, September 06, 2007, 11:17 PM
i know i always say that i can't be bothered by the comments of others but then ...

WHO THE FUCK IS WINNIE?


Thu, Sep 6th 2007, 09:36 AM
winnie: a piece of advise-stop being a bitch. anyway, get well soon. weilun loves me. god bless u.

firstly, i don't even have a friend by the name of winnie and neither does weilun have a friend by that hideous name.

this nabei cheebye came to my blog and left a tag, asking me to "stop being a bitch" and she claims that "weilun loves her".

what rights do you have to ask me to stop being a bitch? like hello? i love being a bitch and i totally love to bitch around with my friends. what rights do you have to stop me from doing what i want? your advice is nothing but a worthless piece of junk. do not even try to tarnish my image in my blog because you just managed to make yourself look loserish. what you're doing is exactly what a bitch would do. tagging at the board of others with such a comment, isn't this a form of BITCHING too?

i could totally ignore this stupid comment until you said that WEILUN LOVES YOU? then why is he my boyfriend and not yours? did you dream of him hugging in your dreams or something? can you please wake up, if that's the case. you need to get yourself a psychologist BADLY cos' your hallucinating that you're someone i know when i don't know anyone by the name of winnie.

you are obviously someone i know but you're hiding behind the name of winnie. who knows? you might even be a guy! that's totally what a loser will do. well done! [:

welcome to the bitches clan, BITCH.

thanks for your wishes like "god bless you" and "get well soon". in return, i'm blogging a post about you. enjoy! [:

(p/s: weilun and me are still living happily ever after.)

do you even love me?
Wednesday, September 05, 2007, 2:50 AM
when the world is asleep, i am weeping and crying my heart out.

"no answer" is all i've got after so much trying.

do you still love me for who i am?

i am sick. ]:
Tuesday, September 04, 2007, 5:05 PM
Now playing: 飞轮海 - 出神入化
via FoxyTunes

I AM SICK. ]: (and so is my boyfriend.)

now, all of you should come up to me and shower me with your care and concern.

what are you waiting for?

p/s: updates will come soon.



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