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Mood: Excited. Quotes: “Like a rainbow fading in the twinkling of an eye, gone too soon.”
make the best out of everything.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007, 2:28 AM
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another week has passed ... just like that!

this week was hectic and lots of things are still left undone and are still waiting to be completed. my constant maths revision and my pp are neither here nor there. sometimes i really wish i am blessed with more time to complete whatever i have to complete. i don't wish to leave everything hanging and to go through all this again and again. i just want to make the best out of everything that i started out with. endure for a few more months and make the best out of it and everything will be over and done with.

the only problem is ... why does it seem so hard?

probably i'm just not trying hard enough. i'm not going to give up on myself when i've come this far. i'm not gonna give up just yet.

school has re-opened on monday and it's a fresh beginning. the time to maintain the attendance rate and to get my ass to school on time everyday has eventually come. it's the time to push up the grades once again.

for this semester, i'm finally starting to learn the things that i've always wanted to learn in this course. yet again, why am i feeling so miserable and upset after lessons on monday? why am i ranting to the boyfriend over the phone and to wei how and hui hua over the dinner at swensen on monday?

just because of the arts management elective that i'm taking, i'm having doubts about my choice of choosing sonic arts as my course. is the sonic industry the place where i picture myself to be in the future? do i really see it as something i want so badly? do i even have what it takes? can it guarantee a job for me in the future?

i'm starting to think whether is it fated for me to get into this course. i was already accepted and given a place in integrated events management but i ended up in this course eventually because of some stupid rules that the school made. now, arts management once again triggered all this second thoughts that i'm having. sigh ...

JUST MAKE THE BEST OUT OF EVERYTHING, YY!

cos there's no more turning back now.

i'll update more in the days to come so do check back for updates darlings. [:



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