forever twenty-one ;

our annual sentosa trip. (:

Sunday, December 30, 2007, 11:19 PM

it's been a week since i've last blogged. sorry but i just couldn't help it when the lazy bug comes kicking in. ):

i'll try to post more even though i think my life is gonna get really busy soon. with my pp presentation around the corner, FYPs piling in, school re opening and my new job, i think my life will be pack! so pack that i won't even have time thinking about pretty boys anymore! no time for me to feel kong xu anymore! ha!

it's good for me anyway. i love to keep myself busy cos it makes me feel that i'm making full use of my time and that i'm not wasting my life away. since 2008 is just around the corner, i have to make it better right? much better than the past years that might have probably been wasted away without myself knowing!

i think my life after 2005 has been wasted in some ways and in other ways, it hasn't been really wasted too? i think i have grown up since 2005 and have matured greatly both mentally, emotionally and physically. i think i've gain many different perspectives and there's a vast change in my character since the past. at the same time, when it comes to my life, i think it hasn't been very fruitful and nothing much came out of it within this few years cos i think i didn't make full use of it. in general, life after 2005 hasn't been fully liven up yet. because of this ...

I WANT TO MAKE MY LIFE MUCH MORE FRUITFUL IN 2008!

i guess that's my new year resolution. (:

anyway, here's the sentosa update with the girls!

the sentosa trip is an annual event for the four of us and instead of the usual gang this year, lynnda and fiona joined us too! (:

we spent the year at our all time favourite, SILOSO BEACH RESORT! (in case you all don't know, this is the same spot that we spent our annual stay over at sentosa every year.)

i think this resort is really pretty and relaxing! be it the pool or the rooms, everything feels just right! even the tropical setting makes one feel at ease. like you're lost in some kind of wild tropics amidst the hectic urban city. much much better than rasa sentosa hotel, i have to say! (:

after checking in and settling down, the four of us took a dip in the pool and lynnda joined us after her work. then, claire took a shower and the rest of us accompanied lynnda to the pool again and even though it's for a short while, i think she really enjoyed herself!

then, all of us went back to the room to take our baths and our dearest lynnda spent an hour in the showers! do you all know the reason why?

COS THERE'S A BATHTUB IN THE HOTEL ROOM! (i have to admit that the bathtub really makes one feel like showering forever! darn relaxing inside!)

we missed our dinner because of this and lynnda felt guilty that we had to settle our dinner at 7-11! lynnda lynnda! all because of you lor! (i'm trying to make her feel guilty! muahahahaha.)

HERE'S THE PROOF!

then we walked around sentosa and cam whored a little before returning back to the hotel.

we drank and had heart to heart talks by the pool side till the wee hours of the morning. the setting, the candles, the ambiance and the company ... what more can you ask for in life? (:

cheers to our years of friendship!

and when the rest are sleeping, the remaining few of us cam whore the hours away! later i stopped cam whoring with them cos i realized that channel 8 is actually re broadcasting bu lao chuan shuo! high la high! that's my favourite drama when i was young! (:

then, we went to bed and we checked out the next day! claire had to leave first because she got to work early in the morning.

till we meet again, siloso beach resort. (:

did i forgot to mention that i'm working now? can you believe it? i'm finally working! anyway, i'll be working at suntec city's GAP so do drop by when you're free! i'll be in the kids department. to hell with candy empire! GAP here i come! (:

i'll blog more about xmas after this entry. remember to check back really soon. ♥

亲爱的, 那不是爱情.

Sunday, December 23, 2007, 2:28 AM

教室里那台风琴叮咚叮咚叮咛

像你告白的声音动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信转身离开的背影
喜欢你字迹清秀的关心

那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

this song that is playing in my blog totally describe what i feel deep down.

everything that happened last night feels like a dream and now, i feel like i've just woke up from that dream. everything was like a dream and it seems like nothing has really happened. i'm back to square one but this time the difference is i have the hope and i long for that feeling again deep down in me. i have this little hope that something would happen and my dream can become reality, but it was like just like a dream that happened in reality.

i shouldn't be putting too much thought into this cos' i would never want history to repeat itself. it might never even happen and what i'm hoping for might not be a good thing. it might just be a moment of folly. it might be a sudden gush of passion ... and things might just end in a split second. i'm not ready to be hurt again and i just want to protect myself. it was right to be defensive. isn't it?

but what if my feelings are leading me the wrong way?

the closeness, the touch and the way my heart pumps in that split second ... was it really a dream?

但亲爱的那并不是爱情 ♥

christmas shopping!

Thursday, December 20, 2007, 11:19 PM

i just got back from the sentosa trip with the girls today and everything spells fun! there were only laughters and jokes and seriously, i think all of us had times when we laughed till our tummies hurt and we can practically drop dead right there. i love the heart to heart talks we had and i hope they'll be more trips like this cos i really enjoyed myself. i hope the girls enjoyed this trip as much as i did. [:

updates will come in as soon as i get my hands on the pictures. meanwhile, look at this video below! it's the theme song for romantic princess and the mtv is so cute. the song is by S.H.E and fei lun hai. the song is alright but i think the video is really cute. i'm going to finish up romantic princess and start watching ISWAK 2 asap!

i'll be working tomorrow with cynthia and nicholas at this secondary school in ang mo kio. we'll have to just watch over the book store and sell some magazines and we'll get a basic pay and commission for every book we sell. not bad eh? nicholas was the one who intro the job to us and it's like a one day thing. thanks ni-co-las for the job offer!

i seriously need some cash now cos i haven't get the girls' gift yet! i'll need to do some xmas shopping this coming weekend!

chirstmas, christmas time is near, time for toys and time for cheers.

if only cash falls down from the sky.

Tuesday, December 18, 2007, 5:01 PM

i spent the whole of last night, staying up until 4 in the morning to do up my CV because i need to find a job! since i'm finding jobs through the internet, i'll need to do up a CV so that i can actually foward it to them. it's seriously troublesome but since i'll need to do up a CV sooner or later in my life, i think i might as well do it now right?

anyway, i applied for this long term part timer's post at candy empire and i've been shortlisted! i'm going down to millenia walk for an interview this coming saturday. wish me luck! (:

meanwhile, i'll take a look at other job vacancies while i'm online. i seriously need a job to clear up my debts and to spend some money to pamper myself. i've always been envious of my friends who can spend every now and then on whatever they want. they can go shopping and see this particular item that they like and they can just pay for it right there. i guess that's because they work and they can afford to do that. if not, it's simply because they are filthy rich.

to tell you the truth, i've never been much of a spender because i don't have much money to spend. i've never really worked for a long period of time. i only take vacation jobs and work every now and then when i'm having my holidays. because of this, i only collect allowances from my parents and sister and i don't really have a stable income.

as i grow older, i finally understand what wei lun used to tell me. he said that as you grow older, you will find it embarrassing to take allowances from your parents when you can actually provide for yourself. i guess that's what i'm feeling now and i seriously wanna treat my family members to dinner, buying some things for them and giving them some cash every now and then. my parents are getting older and i don't want them to work so hard to provide for me anymore. i really want to repay whatever they've done for me since i was young all the way until now.

i'm already nineteen. (:

anyway, thanks to my hui hua darling, i get to see kim jeong hoon's charming persona on star awards once more!

click here to see the video. if you don't, then you seriously don't know what you're missing.

if you happen to look like kim jeong hoon (such as having his eyes, nose, mouth, ears or hair) and if you happen to be single, please forward me your CV! i'll take a look at it immediately and who knows?

you might be shortlisted! :DDD

if only cash falls down from the sky.

alvin and the chipmunks.

Monday, December 17, 2007, 4:57 PM

have you all watched alvin and the chipmunks before?

i can still remember this cartoon that i watched during my child hood days. it was seriously a sweet and cute show and i've grown together with it throughout the years. of course, there are many other cartoons that i've watched (i was a cartoon fanatic when i was still a little girl), but this was one of the few that rakes up many fond memories that i had.

my all time favourite character was theodore, because he makes me go AWW whenever he speaks or whenever he does some silly actions. i love how he looks in the cartoon with all those baby fats and i love him for how short he is. he has always been an innocent and fat baby chipmunk! (:

this christmas, they are finally back in live motion on the big screen ...

... looking much cooler and hip hoppish.

fret not! they are still as cute as ever in the movie, especially theodore! he makes me go aww throughout the movie and with his stupid actions and with the way he speaks. i feel like bringing him home and tucking him under my covers so that i can sleep with him in my bed every night!

because of the publicity of this movie, i decided to catch it in the cinemas but i didn't know that it was the original cartoon series at first. i thought it was some random movie with some random chipmunks. they have changed so much that i couldn't even recognize them from the original cartoon series! it was only after the show, then did i know that it was actually the original alvin and the chipmunks. :\

what i really love about the show is the new hip hoppish songs that they have included in the movie. there's seriously a vast difference from the original songs that i've heard in the cartoon. of course, i still remember the original christmas song that was in the cartoon. the best thing is that they have it in the movie too! :D

this is one of my favourite songs in the movie too! i hope that play it in the clubs someday! i will be super super high! witch doctor! :D

i love the original witch doctor song from the cartoon itself too!

nevertheless, it's a show that's really worth the watch. it might not be one of the best, but at the very least, it brought back some fond memories that i had when i was younger. it might work for you too, so why not give it a try? (:

a pleasant surprise that came in the nick of time.

Sunday, December 16, 2007, 11:48 PM

Now playing: Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett - Way Back Into Love
via FoxyTunes

it's been some time since i've updated about the happenings in my life. when i say happenings, i mean i've always been talking about my emotions and thoughts but not really about the recent events right? oh well, anyway this post should more or less cover SOME of them. there's too much events and outings that has happened, i seriously don't know how to begin.

anyway, let's start with today shall we? (:

sunday has always been a resting day for me and i spent the day rotting away at home as usual. i tried to watch harry potter on my laptop and the fucking dvd was just lagging through out the show. eventually, i decided to give it a miss. ashlee called and she told me that star awards is on tonight! i totally forgot about it man. how can i miss it when our dearest eileen actually wants to take leave just specially for this show? (:

and of course, i am seriously glad that i did not miss the show. that's because my irresistible cutie pie, kim jeong hoon, is one of the award presenters for the show! i was going AWW throughout the damn show whenever he appeared. i even text cynthia, hui hua and shu rin and told them all about it and just like what i've predicted, the only person who responded with the same frequency as me was shu rin. be it when he's singing or when he's presenting an award, he's fucking handsome la can? i even fantasize about him being my boyfriend and then we'll take lots and lots of sweet pictures and we'll post it up all over in friendster!

WAKE UP LA BOH YEH YING.

AWWWWWWWWW.

people like you all just don't know how we feel, right shu rin?

luo zhi xiang is really cool and charming too. he swept me off my feet when he starts to crack his famous jokes, when he starts to dance and when he give his trade mark smile. (:

that's enough. let's backtrack a little and talk about the weekends.

friday was spent with fabian, cynthia and terence. i met up with fabian for dinner and it was settled at pasta mania. after that, cynthia and terence joined us and we cabbed down to brewerkz for NOTHING because we left immediately when we reach that place. cynthia said that she lost the feel to drink. omfg. then, we head down to hong kong cafe and we started munching again. terence left first cos he have duty the next day and the rest of us wanted to catch a movie but cynthia said that she was tired. we checked out the box office and it was closed so we went back home.

that day was filled with a lot of eating, travelling around for NOTHING and a lot of awkward and uncomfortable moments. not to mention having tons of things on my mind and none of them are seriously pleasant at all.

i bumped into lots of familiar faces that day such as amanda, claire (even though i never bump into her, i got to know that she's really nearby!), tony the ass hole, darran the other asshole and mr. nice body (actually i didn't see him but he saw me, so i guess it's considered as bumping into each other too right?). nevertheless, i hope to see all of them really soon cos it was really nice to be bumping into people every now and then. (:

then saturday came and it was a promising day of fun!

i met up with claire and her boyfriend, jian hui and amanda joined us a short while after that. we had dinner at thai express because amanda had cravings for it and the food was seriously yummylicious. then, we went over to heeren and met eileen after her work. it was a long wait but time past rather quickly. then, we bought tickets for mr. magorium's wonder emporium for the 1.15 am slot!

we went to hong kong cafe (jian hui's second home) and time really passes like a snail when we're in there. luckily, there's allan, hong kong cafe's outlet manager, to keep us entertained throughout the night! i sweet talked and crapped a lot with him and he actually gave me his number and treat me to a bowl of mango pudding! he's really old (i think around 50?) but i kept insisting that he looks like 25! he said that he respects me for being daring and funny! he's pretty funny himself cos he said he likes me and he'll get me a FERRARI! jian hui was jealous cos he says he knows allan longer than me but allan didn't get anything for him! it really pays to be a female.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

oh and allan said i have a pair of beautiful eyes. (:

... but i have ugly teethes. i bet he didn't notice it. ):

we left hong kong cafe to clear our bowels before going upstairs to catch the movie. seriously, the movie wasn't as good as i thought it would be. true enough, it was magical and heart warming but it was somewhat nonsensical too? i think i should really catch the trailer before watching a movie next time. :\

then, everyone went home and just when i was waiting for the bus, john text me and ask me whether do i wanna meet him or not. he ask at the right time cos i almost got stalked the previous night and was freaking out already. i wanted to spend the night out until morning since it was already 3 in the morning. not much difference right? at the very least, by that time when i got home, the sun would have already rise. it's much much safer. (:

i walked over to orchard plaza because he was eating with his army friends. i didn't speak much to him or his friends that night because i was tired and my eyes was irritating me. also, being around him just always bring back those fond memories we used to share and i just didn't feel like talking somehow. maybe i'm just afraid that i might fall back into the past again. he was still the same, keeping quiet for a moment and talking a lot suddenly. he was making me laugh like an idiot from time to time and i can still never take his words seriously cos he was crapping as usual. we practically didn't do anything and we just sat around that night. most of the time, he was talking to his friends and i was just laughing at their conversation. it feels good just to be sitting around him and stealing glances of him every now and then. i feel like i'm drawn back into the past every time i see him and time just seems to stop there. if only it really stops there. even though it was just two hours, the feeling was remarkable and magical. i really feel contended. (:

sometimes i still wonder, do you feel the same way deep down?

it's a pleasant surprise and you really came in the nick of time.

bu xiang dong de. (:

Wednesday, December 12, 2007, 4:45 AM

OH MY GOD!

OH MY GOD!

OH MY GOD!

i know i just blogged an hour ago, but i cannot resist the temptation to blog again! i have something to share in my space right now and i am so fucking excited la can?!

after such a long time, this long awaited song that i've been waiting for is finally out! it's from the taiwan drama series, romantic princess! i've not finished watching the drama but i seriously love this song when i first heard it! you cannot believe how much i love this song, at this very moment. i totally love the chord progression of this song at the start! omfg. i think recently i am sickeningly obsessed with chord progressions but who cares la? this song is seriously so damn nice la can?

当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐
拥有了同时也失去什麼
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟心开始曲折
我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什麼
我不想舍得不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握著手就是感动的

i know i just changed the blog song yesterday but i cannot stop myself from replacing that song with this! i think i will put it back after i get sick of this song. anyway, the previous song is also nice but i love this song too much! i have to put it!

anyway, this new mtv for her new song, wo lian ai le, is kinda cute too. (:

enough of my rantings. i think all of you are probably sick of hearing me rant about A SONG but anyway, you can skip this entire post and read the one below actually. i actually tell others to stop reading when they have gotten all the way until here.

what a bitch i am but i'm happy! :D

i'm wondering if any kind souls out there, who happen to chance upon this entry can help me find this song? i've been searching until 5 am in the morning but i just can't seem to find this song anywhere. ):

here we go, again!

, 1:41 AM

Now playing: Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love
via FoxyTunes

just nice! i signed in to blogger and have totally nothing to blog about (actually i do but i am just fucking lazy to edit the photos and start to blog a long long post about recent events!) and i just happened to drop by cynthia the horny bitch's blog and i decided to do this tagging game that she tagged in her blog. anyway, she's really smart. she predicted that the first person to do this lame shit is me and true enough, IT IS ME.

like whatever luh huh.

1. WHAT TIME DO YOU GET UP?
School Days: normally it'll be 8 am in the morning, but most of the time i'll end up being extremely late for school and i'll probably wake up at say ... 11 am? o:
Weekend: that depends on what time i slept the previous night.

2. IF YOU COULD EAT LUNCH WITH ONE FAMOUS PERSON, WHO WOULD IT BE?
sammi cheng! ♥

3. GOLD OR SILVER?
gold.

4. WHAT WAS THE LAST FILM YOU SAW AT THE CINEMA?
the golden compass. (the movie was kinda different from the rest i've watched. it's not one of the best but i did enjoy it anyway.)

5.WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
any taiwan, korean or japan drama series! there's so many of them. gwaddd.

6. WHAT DO YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST?
anything that my mum packs for the day. it ranges from cookies to pies and all the way to home made breads! my mum is a super woman who knows how to bake EXTREMELY WELL.

7. WHO WOULD YOU HATE TO BE STUCK IN A ROOM WITH?
myself ... or probably BANGLAS!

8. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE?
nope but my tongue is extremely long. o:

9. WHAT INSPIRES YOU?
anything that touches my inner soul at that very moment. (:

10. WHAT IS YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
yeh!

11. BEACH, CITY, OR COUNTRY?
all of them. i want to live in the city when i'm young, go to the beach for holidays and reside in the country when i'm old.

12. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
rum and raisin. ♥

13. BUTTER, PLAIN OR SALTED POPCORN?
butter! make it sweet please?

14. FAVORITE COLOUR?
i used to love red when i was a little girl and i grew up as a teenager being obsessed with pink and blue. now, i love all the colours in this world as long as it suits my mood. oh i know, i love THE RAINBOW.

15. FAVORITE CAR?
basically anything that looks small and cute or anything that looks sleek and sexy. ;)

16. FAVORITE SANDWICH FILLING?
tuna!

17. WHAT CHARACTERISTIC DO YOU DESPISE?
those characteristics that i despise about myself, those damn characteristics that i have tried so hard to shake loose throughout the years.

18. FAVORITE FLOWER?
the first flower that a guy is going to give me. i have not received any real flowers from any guys yet. (but i do love the daisy that cynthia has given me when i was really upset.)

19. IF YOU HAD A BIG WIN IN THE LOTTERY, HOW LONG WOULD YOU WAIT TO TELL PEOPLE?
immediately!

20. FIZZY OR STILL WATER AS A DRINK?
i used to love fizzy water but now i kinda dislike it cos it always makes me burp! still water is tasteless and i hate it when i was young. now, i drink it everyday cos i need to stay alive. ):

21. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHROOM?
pink! (:

22. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?
three!

23. WHERE WOULD YOU RETIRE TO?
anywhere but just not singapore.

24. CAN YOU JUGGLE?
i've never tried. o:

25. FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK?
friday!

26. RED OR WHITE WINE?
i've never seriously tasted any wine before.

27. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
i spent the exact day mugging for my o level maths paper at home but i had dinner with mum and sister over at swensens later and i had the first slice of ice cream cake in my life. many weeks later, i spent some sweet moments with an ex boyfriend that i didn't expect it to be the last. dinner at swensens again with all my besties from secondary school and having a full ice cream cake for the first time in my life.

29. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL?
rabbits. aww.

30. FAVORITE ANIME?
fruit basket.

31. FAST FOOD OR HOME COOKED MEAL?
home cooked meals by my mummy!

32. WHAT ATTRACTS YOU TO OTHERS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
my heart will tell me when i'm attracted. my friends says the opposite sex that i have attraction for will always have this "seh" that they can't seem to explain and it's something that lies in their eyes. i don't know how true is that though.

33. DO YOU BELIEVE IN UNICORNS?
why not? i love fantasies. (:

34. WHAT'S YOUR DRESS STYLE?
most of the time, it will be simple and casual. i am not the type of person who suits flamboyant dressing styles. they make me look extremely ugly when i try to dress up too much. ):

35. SAY SOMETHING NICE ABOUT THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU.
horny!

36. WHO DO YOU LEAST EXPECT WILL COPY THIS?
amanda wong, my best friend.

37. PERSON YOU EXPECT WILL COPY THIS FIRST?
i think no one will probably do this. o:

38. FIVE PEOPLE TO DO THIS:
i. shu rin
ii. april
iii. kim
iv. yin
v. wenn

over the rainbow, where troubles melt like lemon drops.

Tuesday, December 11, 2007, 1:29 AM

recently, i've been really disappointed with myself. i seem to be wasting my life away as time passes and i haven't been doing the things that i've told myself that i need to do. there's so much that i want to do now, but i'm having a lot of doubts about myself. i don't know whether can i accomplish them and i have so much uncertainty towards my future. i don't know whether is this the path that i would like to take in the future. my future seems to be so bleak. was following my passion a correct move?

i'll speak more about my problems to all of you when i have some concrete solutions. there's just so many of them that i don't even know where to start.

nevertheless, i'll clear up my doubts eventually and continue moving on. i will complete whatever that i need to do and what i want to do. i will stop wasting my life away and make living much more worthwhile. i will definitely find a solution to all these problem, right? ):

finally! some things to cheer me up today!

the first thing would be this photo of sean that i came across in his friend's friendster. it's the ultimate hilarious photo that i've seen of him so far! i even left a comment for him over at his friendster with the photo attached. i hope he doesn't kill me for it cos' i think he most probably will. :\

here's the comment:

when i first set my eyes on this, i was laughing away like crazy throughout the entire night. it's hilarious! are you being attacked by something when this photo was taken? why do you look so shock?

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

seriously, don't you all think it's funny?

sean, please don't get angry over this alright? at the very least, your photo put a smile across my face after a long and emotional day. (:

the second thing would be something that fabian told me in msn when i was feeling freaking insecure over my problems:

primary lotus: ok frankly
primary lotus: singapore might not place a lot of emphasis on the arts
primary lotus: but u dunno how the social landscape will change in future
primary lotus: govt policies might change everything
primary lotus: alr more emphasis is being put on the arts although the development quite slow
primary lotus: but even if singapore has no future
primary lotus: there's the world out there for u

thank you for those words. they really made me felt much better and put a smile across my face after a long day. (:

over the rainbow, where troubles melt like lemon drops.

who cares! i'm happy!

Tuesday, December 04, 2007, 2:42 AM

i love the chord progression at the start of this song. although the theme of this song doesn't match my current status. who cares! i'm happy! (:

每段故事都有一篇剧情
每段爱情都像动人旋律
一颗真心却只向着你前进
也许爱越单纯越着迷

你是窗外另外一片风景
在你眼里我是什么关系
你的呼吸藏在我的爱情里
何时能诚实面对自己

我们从不开口那个言语
那一句我爱你
永远像少了勇气
别人都说
我和你之间的关系
没有人相信只有关心

我们从不正视那个问题
那一些是非题
总让人伤透脑筋
我会期待
爱情盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的爱情
你是窗外另外一片风景
在你眼里我是什么关系
你的呼吸藏在我的爱情里
何时能诚实面对自己

我们从不开口那个言语
那一句我爱你
永远像少了勇气
别人都说
我和你之间的关系
没有人相信只有关心

我们从不正视那个问题
那一些是非题
总让人伤透脑筋
我会期待
爱情盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的爱情
我们从不开口那个言语
那一句我爱你
永远像少了勇气
别人都说
我和你之间的关系
没有人相信只有关心

我们从不正视那个问题
那一些是非题
总让人伤透脑筋
我会期待
爱情盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的爱情

okay time to hit the books. i will be back really soon to update this smelly old blog. heh.

bye bye for now.