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it's been some time since i've updated about the happenings in my life. when i say happenings, i mean i've always been talking about my emotions and thoughts but not really about the recent events right? oh well, anyway this post should more or less cover SOME of them. there's too much events and outings that has happened, i seriously don't know how to begin.

anyway, let's start with today shall we? (:

sunday has always been a resting day for me and i spent the day rotting away at home as usual. i tried to watch harry potter on my laptop and the fucking dvd was just lagging through out the show. eventually, i decided to give it a miss. ashlee called and she told me that star awards is on tonight! i totally forgot about it man. how can i miss it when our dearest eileen actually wants to take leave just specially for this show? (:

and of course, i am seriously glad that i did not miss the show. that's because my irresistible cutie pie, kim jeong hoon, is one of the award presenters for the show! i was going AWW throughout the damn show whenever he appeared. i even text cynthia, hui hua and shu rin and told them all about it and just like what i've predicted, the only person who responded with the same frequency as me was shu rin. be it when he's singing or when he's presenting an award, he's fucking handsome la can? i even fantasize about him being my boyfriend and then we'll take lots and lots of sweet pictures and we'll post it up all over in friendster!

WAKE UP LA BOH YEH YING.



AWWWWWWWWW.

people like you all just don't know how we feel, right shu rin?

luo zhi xiang is really cool and charming too. he swept me off my feet when he starts to crack his famous jokes, when he starts to dance and when he give his trade mark smile. (:



that's enough. let's backtrack a little and talk about the weekends.

friday was spent with fabian, cynthia and terence. i met up with fabian for dinner and it was settled at pasta mania. after that, cynthia and terence joined us and we cabbed down to brewerkz for NOTHING because we left immediately when we reach that place. cynthia said that she lost the feel to drink. omfg. then, we head down to hong kong cafe and we started munching again. terence left first cos he have duty the next day and the rest of us wanted to catch a movie but cynthia said that she was tired. we checked out the box office and it was closed so we went back home.

that day was filled with a lot of eating, travelling around for NOTHING and a lot of awkward and uncomfortable moments. not to mention having tons of things on my mind and none of them are seriously pleasant at all.

i bumped into lots of familiar faces that day such as amanda, claire (even though i never bump into her, i got to know that she's really nearby!), tony the ass hole, darran the other asshole and mr. nice body (actually i didn't see him but he saw me, so i guess it's considered as bumping into each other too right?). nevertheless, i hope to see all of them really soon cos it was really nice to be bumping into people every now and then. (:

then saturday came and it was a promising day of fun!

i met up with claire and her boyfriend, jian hui and amanda joined us a short while after that. we had dinner at thai express because amanda had cravings for it and the food was seriously yummylicious. then, we went over to heeren and met eileen after her work. it was a long wait but time past rather quickly. then, we bought tickets for mr. magorium's wonder emporium for the 1.15 am slot!

we went to hong kong cafe (jian hui's second home) and time really passes like a snail when we're in there. luckily, there's allan, hong kong cafe's outlet manager, to keep us entertained throughout the night! i sweet talked and crapped a lot with him and he actually gave me his number and treat me to a bowl of mango pudding! he's really old (i think around 50?) but i kept insisting that he looks like 25! he said that he respects me for being daring and funny! he's pretty funny himself cos he said he likes me and he'll get me a FERRARI! jian hui was jealous cos he says he knows allan longer than me but allan didn't get anything for him! it really pays to be a female.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

oh and allan said i have a pair of beautiful eyes. (:



... but i have ugly teethes. i bet he didn't notice it. ):

we left hong kong cafe to clear our bowels before going upstairs to catch the movie. seriously, the movie wasn't as good as i thought it would be. true enough, it was magical and heart warming but it was somewhat nonsensical too? i think i should really catch the trailer before watching a movie next time. :\

then, everyone went home and just when i was waiting for the bus, john text me and ask me whether do i wanna meet him or not. he ask at the right time cos i almost got stalked the previous night and was freaking out already. i wanted to spend the night out until morning since it was already 3 in the morning. not much difference right? at the very least, by that time when i got home, the sun would have already rise. it's much much safer. (:

i walked over to orchard plaza because he was eating with his army friends. i didn't speak much to him or his friends that night because i was tired and my eyes was irritating me. also, being around him just always bring back those fond memories we used to share and i just didn't feel like talking somehow. maybe i'm just afraid that i might fall back into the past again. he was still the same, keeping quiet for a moment and talking a lot suddenly. he was making me laugh like an idiot from time to time and i can still never take his words seriously cos he was crapping as usual. we practically didn't do anything and we just sat around that night. most of the time, he was talking to his friends and i was just laughing at their conversation. it feels good just to be sitting around him and stealing glances of him every now and then. i feel like i'm drawn back into the past every time i see him and time just seems to stop there. if only it really stops there. even though it was just two hours, the feeling was remarkable and magical. i really feel contended. (:

sometimes i still wonder, do you feel the same way deep down?

it's a pleasant surprise and you really came in the nick of time.