i just reformatted my lappy earlier today. (:

although every thing's gone (i did back up my files lah, don't be an idiot.), i still feel ultra happy cos my lappy seems to have a new life. it's like my lappy is being reborn into this world. how exciting! i can't wait to lay hands on my reborn lappy.

i think i am sick in the mind?

well, who cares. i'm a happy little girl. (:


i am going to work till i drop, all the way until sunday.

CHING CHIONG CHANG!

Now playing: Janice - Never Let You Go
via FoxyTunes

it's been years,
nope, make it decades.
well no, it should be ETERNITY since i've last blogged.

life isn't as busy for me as it really seems to be actually. truth be told, i am still busy but surely, i can squeeze out time for one pathetic entry right?
i guess, i just lost the FEEL to blog a few months ago. that explains why i haven't been blogging.

nevertheless, i'm still here to squeeze out a miserable entry for the mosquitoes and flies in here.
i think it's time to find back that DRIVE to blog again.
just like how i need the drive to go to school, to work and to move on with life.

things are pretty much the same. probably slightly different cos school reopened two weeks ago. now, i'm choked with school, work and projects. maybe i'm more choked with projects and work, i can't really be bothered with school. i still think it's crap and will always feel that it's crap. at the very least, i am beginning to learn how to embrace the fucked up system and the fact that i am still stuck in it for a year.

WHATEVERRR.

i've taken work at a slower pace because there is still a need to attend school. i still have to finish it up and get that fucking certificate. c'mon, only a year more! i can't possibly let those peeps who keeps encouraging me to come to school down. especially those nice people who have been giving me morning calls almost everyday without fail. imagine how upset they'll feel when i told them i'm coming, but eventually, i don't turn up. i would have given up a long time ago if i were them. luckily, they haven't gave up on me yet and i don't wish to see that happen one fine day.

GO TO SCHOOL!

i've made some improvements here and there, but overall I NEED MORE!

overall,

work's fine.
school's fine. (so far, i can still graduate.)
project's fine.

BUT I AM NOT FINE!

i am down with a fever, flu and a cough again. why am i so weak? why why why?

anyway, this entry isn't like an entry. it's more like an overall update for this forgotten space and to remind myself about what i need to do. maybe that explains all the bold words.

and of course, to let you all know that i am still alive.
are you all still alive? (:

(p/s: if you all want super updated photos of me and my life, please visit my friendster/face book. i am so lazy to post them in here for now. SORRAY.)




sunshine after rain?