I know I know!

I think I'm pretty good at this drawing shit in msn conversations. And it's all done with a mouse! Can you believe that? I can't help but paste all this in my blog every time I've completed a drawing. I think it's really nice and I think I have some more photos of my old drawings in msn conversations in my blog archives somewhere.

Go and find them yourselves if you're interested. I'm lazy to find them for y'all. And there's too many entries in this blog so I don't think I can find them just with a snap, unless I go through the posts one by one. And bingo, I won't do just that.

Well, but at the very least, I did try to guess where they would be and I did try to find them by going through some of the entries. Yeah, some of them. Some.

Looking through some of my blog entries brought me back to certain points in my life that my memory cannot recall by it's own. The thinking I used to have back then, things I have experienced that shaped me now and the people I've met back then. Some of them are still around, as close as ever. Some of them are drifting apart and losing contact. And some of them are gone like the wind and might never be back.

It sets me thinking on what I will be and how I will become in the future. It made me realize what I do now in the present has an impact that will change my future. I look at the past and thought, will I still handle things the same way or would I use a different approach? If I choose a different path or handle a situation differently, probably things might have been different. Maybe there won't be something called regrets that we are all experiencing.

Life is full of what if and if only, right?

Just like how I don't know posting a simple picture in my blog would end up triggering so much thoughts. I didn't know I'll look through my old entries to find some old drawings and end up reading memories that I've forgotten.

Life is amazing. You don't know what's going to happen next and what's gonna come. It's that excitement that life brings that takes your breath away from time to time. I'm looking forward to those points in life that will take my breath away. When you can predict what's going to happen, that wouldn't be called life.



And you're welcome, Andy.

Thanks for the thanks. You helped me to blog out some thoughts that I might come across in the future. And you won't know what difference this might make because life itself is unpredictable.

I love blogging.