Facebook gave me a random quote today:
Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met.
That totally matches how I feel tonight.
I wish I wouldn't have to come to know about what is happening in your life because knowing or not knowing doesn't change anything and knowing more only cuts the wound a little deeper each day when it's already healing. Therefore, I really wish I won't come to know about anything about you in any form but I still happen to see and hear it every now and then. That really makes me slip back from time to time, times like tonight. But I know it's a passing phase and it's just a form of emotion that overwhelms me for a minute, I'll be fine in no time.
The week has been busy and rather fulfilling and I've been out almost everyday. Even though it really tires me out, I feel really happy. That's because when I'm busy, there won't be a chance for me to think about anything and I can drift off to sleep easily because of how exhausted I am. This week wasn't perfect but I know it's improving and next week will be better.
It's been a month since you're gone and you seem happier without me, I will be happy too. :)
