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Mood: Excited. Quotes: “Like a rainbow fading in the twinkling of an eye, gone too soon.”
When will I grow?
Wednesday, May 21, 2008, 12:06 AM
Something that I'll like to share with y'all.

I came across this note made by my cousin in her face book and I find it rather interesting cos it did manage to strike a cord in my heart.

What did you want to be when you grow up?

As a child, I always wanted to be a policewoman.
Dont know why, but I think I am tomboy for a start.
However as the years go by, I changed my mind, after the "leaving my hair long and looking feminine".

I never think I fit in well as a female.
I always felt left out for some reason.The wonders of living in my own world for a while, I quite like the idea actually.

So the ambitions change year after year. I wanted to be an artist, a counsellor (which i did seriously consider for a minute), a nurse (thanks to that ECA in my younger days) and even a lawyer!

Along the way, I discovered new things about myself. What I am good at and what I am not.
I also discovered that I am actually an introvert (given the choice), and I do take time to open up (once i do, that is no stopping me).
I am passionate about things I love, I am persuasive and I love colourful things.
I treasure old friends, and am exceptionally happy when old friends remembered me and the way I am.
I hate rules, not the "I must break the rules" type but the type who hates to be constrained (which probably explains why I am left brained at times).
I always feel the need to "care for everyone" although there is no need for me to do so.
I am also quite a happy and positive person, never stay angree for a long time and seldoms in the dumps.

So now, what do you want to be when you grow up?
And really do you ever think you will end up where you are today?

I always claim that I've grown up through the years but looking back, I think I might have grown up physically but not mentally.

I've wanted to be a teacher strongly when I was younger but thinking back, this isn't really what I want now.

Then, I dream of becoming a singer someday but now I don't think I can be a singer cos' I'm not that good at singing after all. After being in this current course, I realized that there seems to be so much more talented people around.

As for me, I am still lost and confused on where I should go or what I should do after graduation. It seems like everyone has a direction except for me. Sometimes, I don't even understand myself or what I am actually good at or what is my passion in life.

When I'm faced with situations like this, I just wish I'll never grow up and be a child who have dreams and hopes in life.

At least, that seems pretty nice. (:

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