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Mood: Excited. Quotes: “Like a rainbow fading in the twinkling of an eye, gone too soon.”
Better in Time. :)
Monday, February 02, 2009, 12:10 AM
Here's some random videos to share with you guys. Since I'm always watching videos or dramas online half the time, I know this isn't random at all. Anyway, I came across this unsigned duo on youtube who sing covers and they do it surprisingly well as a pair.

Here's Rin on the Rox singing I Hate This Part by Pussycat Dolls:



Halo by Beyonce:



If I Were A Boy by Beyonce:



I think they sing it way better than some of the original singers, probably because I really love how their harmonics comes together as a pair.

Anyway, the tanned girl on the left is Erin and the girl on the right in Roxanne. Both of them are Filipinos but Roxanne is half Filipino and White. By the way, if you can't identify the fact that they don't resemble each other at all, well, they're actually best friends and not twins.

They sing amazingly well and I do hope their talents are recognised soon. Click here for their youtube link if you wanna check out more videos.

Anyway, Chinese New Year this year is the most fruitful and happiest among all that I've spent over the years. Although it was really simple and there wasn't much visiting as usual, I had lots of fun during the two reunion dinners. One that took place a week earlier and another that took place on the day itself.

During the first day, I went down to the famous Guan Yin temple at Bugis with my mother and sister to pray for well-being in the New Year. It was packed like sardines but it was worth the wait. We went to Cineleisure and had dinner at Hong Kong Cafe (Luckily, I knew Alan and he gave us good seats!) before watching Love Matters. The show wasn't as nice as the rest of Jack Neo's movie I've seen. It was just average I suppose.

We reached home at around 1.30 am in the morning because we thought they'll be Night Rider that night but it slipped our mind that it was a Public Holiday and not a Public Holiday Eve. They should have Night Rider anyway since it was still a holiday the next day, but whatever.

The second day was spent at Grams house and after the visiting, we went home for steamboat cos' my brother and sister in law came over with my nephews!

During the rest of the week of Chinese New Year, my nephews came over to stay over for a period of 4-5 days and I had so much fun with them around. The best thing is that they're coming over to stay this week again! Yay!

I really love my life recently cos' it's really back on track. My body clock is getting better cos' I sleep earlier and wake up earlier. I no longer skip meals and I have breakfast, lunch and dinner everyday with fruits as well. I'm getting more and more obedient and I like to spend time with my family more. My self-discipline is getting better and I have plans for my day as well. I hope I can keep up with this! I know it's something really ordinary but sometimes, being ordinary is harder than you think. :)

Anyway, I've been doing facial masks recently and here's one of them recommended by the famous Taiwan variety show, Nu Ren Wo Zui Da. It's has a really cute name called, Wo De Mei Li Ri Ji. My sister bought it online and she shared some of it with me. She bought some bird nest facial essence mask recently and I've used it as well. The aftermath is slightly stickier than Wo De Mei Li Ri Ji, but it's still good cos' it whitens and brightens my complexion. :)

 
 
 

I seriously don't give a damn whether do I look horrendous here.

Anyway, for more pictures, check out Facebook cos' I won't be uploading them here anymore. :)


Pussycat Dolls - I Hate This Part
Uploaded by The-Pussycat-Dolls

We're driving slow
Through the snow
On fifth avenue
And right now radio's
All that we can hear

Now we ain't talked since we left
It's so overdue
It's cold outside
But between us its worse in here

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers

I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know (i know) this is (this is) the part where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers

I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothings wrong
But there is no more time for lies
Cause I see sunset in your eyes

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers

I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

But I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I hate this part

I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it

Oh
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here

And I'm really beginning to fall for this song right here.

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每次我總一個人走, 交叉路口自己生活.
Saturday, January 24, 2009, 5:09 PM


每次我總 一個人走
交叉路口 自己生活
這次你卻說帶我走 某個角落 就你和我

像土壤抓緊花的迷惑 像天空纏綿雨的洶湧
在你的身後 謹慎的步伐每個背影每個場景
都有發過的夢

帶我走 到遙遠的以後
帶走我 一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走 就算我的愛 你的自由 都將成為泡沫
我不怕 帶我走

每次我總獨自遠走
保持沉默 不皺眉頭
這次你卻說一起走
如此溫柔 從此以後
像土壤抓緊花的迷惑
像天空纏綿雨的洶湧
在你的身後 謹慎的步伐每個背影
每個場景 都有發過的夢

帶我走 到遙遠的以後
帶走我 一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走 就算我的愛 你的自由 都將成為泡沫
我不怕 帶我走

白忙流過漆黑盡頭 潮汐襲來浪花轉動
雲在海岸結成了膜
成為草香草原其中 又在傳來一滴彩虹
可在心中還帶著脈搏

帶我走 到遙遠的以後
帶走我 一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走 就算我的愛 你的自由 都將成為泡沫
我不怕 帶我走
帶我走 就算我的愛 你的自由 都將成為泡沫
帶我走

I know I'm not alone this time and I have friends who're going through the same thing with me right now and I've had friends who have gone through this before too, but it just gets really heart-wrenching when you're experiencing it yourself.

When you turn and look everywhere, everyone is talking about the same topic. Everyone is asking you the same questions. Everyone is saying the same thing.

But sadly, I can't voice it out and give an honest answer. Cos' I feel too ashamed, knowing that I could have done it and yet I didn't. I choose not to back then.

Everyone puts on a happy smile and I am smiling back at them, but deep down I feel so alone.

It really sucks to be stuck in the same spot when everyone is moving on.

It sucks even more to know what's in store for me in 2009 and yet I know I'm facing it alone.

每次我總一個人走, 交叉路口自己生活.

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Lonely, lonely christmas.
Thursday, December 18, 2008, 7:40 PM
I'm having hunger pangs from time to time and it's evolving into gastric right now but I don't have any appetite at all even though I know there's food on the table.

2008 is coming to an end soon but why is my life crashing on me now? Can I still hope for a better 2009?

X'mas is around the corner and it's the season of giving. People are all feeling jolly and merry and they're basking in this joyous mood. Doing their x'mas shopping and preparing for this upcoming x'mas for a joyous celebration.

But I feel the exact opposite.

The world is revolving and everyone's moving on. I have difficulties catching up and I'm staying stagnant at the same spot.

What should be my next step?

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When will I grow?
Wednesday, May 21, 2008, 12:06 AM
Something that I'll like to share with y'all.

I came across this note made by my cousin in her face book and I find it rather interesting cos it did manage to strike a cord in my heart.

What did you want to be when you grow up?

As a child, I always wanted to be a policewoman.
Dont know why, but I think I am tomboy for a start.
However as the years go by, I changed my mind, after the "leaving my hair long and looking feminine".

I never think I fit in well as a female.
I always felt left out for some reason.The wonders of living in my own world for a while, I quite like the idea actually.

So the ambitions change year after year. I wanted to be an artist, a counsellor (which i did seriously consider for a minute), a nurse (thanks to that ECA in my younger days) and even a lawyer!

Along the way, I discovered new things about myself. What I am good at and what I am not.
I also discovered that I am actually an introvert (given the choice), and I do take time to open up (once i do, that is no stopping me).
I am passionate about things I love, I am persuasive and I love colourful things.
I treasure old friends, and am exceptionally happy when old friends remembered me and the way I am.
I hate rules, not the "I must break the rules" type but the type who hates to be constrained (which probably explains why I am left brained at times).
I always feel the need to "care for everyone" although there is no need for me to do so.
I am also quite a happy and positive person, never stay angree for a long time and seldoms in the dumps.

So now, what do you want to be when you grow up?
And really do you ever think you will end up where you are today?

I always claim that I've grown up through the years but looking back, I think I might have grown up physically but not mentally.

I've wanted to be a teacher strongly when I was younger but thinking back, this isn't really what I want now.

Then, I dream of becoming a singer someday but now I don't think I can be a singer cos' I'm not that good at singing after all. After being in this current course, I realized that there seems to be so much more talented people around.

As for me, I am still lost and confused on where I should go or what I should do after graduation. It seems like everyone has a direction except for me. Sometimes, I don't even understand myself or what I am actually good at or what is my passion in life.

When I'm faced with situations like this, I just wish I'll never grow up and be a child who have dreams and hopes in life.

At least, that seems pretty nice. (:

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