This is for my peoples

Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through

All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye, bye.

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye



For you and for my lost grandmother.
Because, I don't wish to lose you like how I lost her.
Because I still cherish and I want to hold it close when you're here.
Cos' I know I will live to regret if I ever let anyone close go.
And I know if I ever have to let anyone go, you'll not be the one.

I know I know!

I think I'm pretty good at this drawing shit in msn conversations. And it's all done with a mouse! Can you believe that? I can't help but paste all this in my blog every time I've completed a drawing. I think it's really nice and I think I have some more photos of my old drawings in msn conversations in my blog archives somewhere.

Go and find them yourselves if you're interested. I'm lazy to find them for y'all. And there's too many entries in this blog so I don't think I can find them just with a snap, unless I go through the posts one by one. And bingo, I won't do just that.

Well, but at the very least, I did try to guess where they would be and I did try to find them by going through some of the entries. Yeah, some of them. Some.

Looking through some of my blog entries brought me back to certain points in my life that my memory cannot recall by it's own. The thinking I used to have back then, things I have experienced that shaped me now and the people I've met back then. Some of them are still around, as close as ever. Some of them are drifting apart and losing contact. And some of them are gone like the wind and might never be back.

It sets me thinking on what I will be and how I will become in the future. It made me realize what I do now in the present has an impact that will change my future. I look at the past and thought, will I still handle things the same way or would I use a different approach? If I choose a different path or handle a situation differently, probably things might have been different. Maybe there won't be something called regrets that we are all experiencing.

Life is full of what if and if only, right?

Just like how I don't know posting a simple picture in my blog would end up triggering so much thoughts. I didn't know I'll look through my old entries to find some old drawings and end up reading memories that I've forgotten.

Life is amazing. You don't know what's going to happen next and what's gonna come. It's that excitement that life brings that takes your breath away from time to time. I'm looking forward to those points in life that will take my breath away. When you can predict what's going to happen, that wouldn't be called life.



And you're welcome, Andy.

Thanks for the thanks. You helped me to blog out some thoughts that I might come across in the future. And you won't know what difference this might make because life itself is unpredictable.

I love blogging.

How bout a round of applause?
Standin ovation...
Ooooh
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standin' outside my house
Tryin' to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
(Please)
Just cut it out

Don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show
You really had me goin'
But now it's time to go
Curtains finally closin'
That was quite a show
Very entertainin'
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone
(You better hurry up)
Before the sprinklers come on
Talkin' bout "Girl, I love you you're the one..."
This just looks like a re-run
(Please)
What else is on?

And don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show
You really had me goin'
But now it's time to go
Curtains finally closin'
That was quite a show
Very entertainin'
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

And the award for the best liar goes to you
For makin' me believe
That you could be
Faithful to me
Let's hear your speech
oh...

How bout a round of applause?
Standin' ovation...

But you put on quite a show
You really had me goin'
But now it's time to go
Curtains finally closin'
That was quite a show
Very entertainin'
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

But it's over now...