Apparently, this is the final straw.

This has gone way too much. Way too much for me to bottle this up any longer and I am going to blog about all this right now.

Remember how I used to be talking about this guy called John and how much I used to love him and all? How much I have done for him and how much heartaches and tears he has given me in return for all I've done for the past three years?



Yeah, apparently this asshole is ATTACHED with this girl called Huiqi (She has the same name as my primary school best friend, how disgusting.) and she has a really big nose. I think she might be Jackie Chan's daughter who's being abandoned since young on the streets.



See, mother fucking big right?

But anyway, he tried to explain to me and to clear things up again by telling me that he has his reasons for doing so and actually he doesn't want this thing to be happening. He even go to the extent to tell me that he is not lying when he told me all those sad stories about himself, his dramatic family life and how he felt towards me. Like I am his first love that he loved so much and that he cannot let go and he actually still has some feelings for.

Wow! So you want me to believe that she threatens to kill you with a pistol and that's why you are being forced into this? C'mon, you had a choice to accept or to reject. Even if you are being forced into this and even if you have any crap ass reasons in your life, this is not totally her fault. It takes two hands to clap. If you didn't agree to it, this wouldn't be happening. All those photos, comments and messages that you have in your friendster are all her doing? Are you trying to tell me that you are being forced into this again? Like probably she hacked into your account and got hold of your password and hence, posted all those disgusting photos?

Can we wake up to reality here and not continue the acting please? Stop imagining that your life is a drama/movie and that you are those hong kong hooligans who have a tragic love life. Stop the crap about that "人在江糊, 生不由己" theory that you always have. Stop making it seem as if you have gone through a lot and you are damn bloody mature. Stop trying to tell me to change when you're an asshole yourself. Most importantly, stop making it seem as if you have gave in a lot for others by not being in a relationship with them and that you are probably helping them when you're single.

Yeah, probably you ARE helping them cos' all my friends think you are fucking uncle-ish looking now and with that fucking beer belly of yours. Looking back, I don't even know what I saw in you. Oh and remember, next time don't stay under other people's block and wail to them about your tragic life when what you say is probably all rubbish.

And if you are doing all this to make me loathe you, guess what?

You just succeeded and no worries, I'll never look back again. :)

SCREW YOU!

Ahhhh, I feel good blogging all this out. Like fucking good now. Anyway, I seriously wonder why are liars and hypocrites all around. They seem to be all around me in my life, be it in school or in my personal life. Cannot stand them you know! But anyway, everything will soon be over.

And don't ever step on my tail cos' even if I love you like hell, I can totally hate you to the core too man.

And yeah, I didn't go to school today again. Whatever.

Leave that for another time!