This is a very random update with lots of random nonsense.

I am going to start this random update with a random piece of news that I recall randomly. I saw JJ Lin Jun Jie at Zouk and Jam Hsiao Jing Teng at Suntec City last week. I just saw them right in front of me and looked at them straight in the eye! I think I've bumped into quite a few renowned artist so far in my 20 years of life. Be jealous people.

Boyfriend is away for 3 days 2 nights for a school camp and you all know I am going to miss him so. It's so weird not having him around because I'm so use to talking and sms-ing him whenever, wherever on my cell. He's pretty much hanging around me like always and sending me home and all.

I planned to work afternoon earlier on because I can't stand doing nothing at home without him being around. Luckily, he did sms and gave me a long distance call from our neighboring country. It just doesn't feel right when he's not around.

Before boyfriend left for his camp trip, he helped me to select a blog skin and the both of us chose this. It's nice, isn't it? I'm opting for something simple nowadays and this skin is just full of simplicity. I like that. (:

For the song, it's One Step At A Time by Jordin Sparks. Claire introduced this song to me a few days ago and I fell in love with it upon hearing it. Especially love the beat at the start! Just can't stop humming to the tune.

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
When you need to find the strength
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way we get there
Is one step at a time

Take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

It totally collides with what I need to do now. Taking one step at a time and try not to rush into things in my life. I can't excel and prove to them what I'm really worth if I'm always rushing into things. Some might think that I cannot do it, but I will prove to them that I can do it and I am the one who is worthy to be staying. There are so many others who aren't worthy to be there and I am so much better than them. All they are waiting for is that change in me, that improvement that I know I can make. I shouldn't be admitting defeat cos' I am not a person who will. I won't concede defeat and let people label me forever as someone I am not. I know there's a fighting spirit in me, like always. Even if things turns out the same, then so what? At least, I did improve and I did try. One step at a time - That's all it takes.

Today, I realised that many faces of the human race actually exists and you can't always trust anyone who just happens to strike a chord with you. Sometimes, even the people whom you think are nice or close to you, might turn into someone you cannot even imagine.

Anyway, something for you all to be jealous of before I end this entry.





Come back soon baby! Miss you! <3