I think I'm sick in the mind.

This is probably my fifth entry from yesterday till today. You can only see two of them, of course. The other three are over at my private blog! Yes, it's up and how exciting can that get? I already have a protected entry over there! And no, I won't announce the URL in here. Don't bother searching for it in search engines as well cos' I already disabled all those functions and made them as personal as possible. (:

Anyway, since I've announced it over at my private space, I better update the public space as well and that is ...

I've quit gap officially on Saturday. ):

In a nutshell, there's a change of operations manager in Gap and this new operations manager wanted to change Gap’s operation. She was previously from Esprit so I guess she just wanna modify the system of Gap to Esprit. The part timer's shifts are being cut to pathetic hours of less than 20 hours per week. Also, some of the part timers are being put on hold for two weeks and will be notified when they can come back for work.

The worst thing that can ever happen was that they took away the 10 minutes grace period that we had when we’re late. More than 5 times late per month would result in a warning letter and an accumulation of more than 3 letters would be sayonara for you.

That’s so stupid right?

Another thing was that there was no more smoke breaks as well. Although this doesn’t affect me but it’s stupid as well.

So, basically I think it's time for me to go because of the changing environment and the people. Lots of part timers will be leaving i guess since we're the real ones suffering from this modified system.

I’m gonna miss the rest somehow. Every little thing, from my locker to the notes on them all the way to the people and the environment. All that I’ll miss for sure.

Now it's time for me to take a break after eight months of hard work.

This week hasn't been going on so well. I have so many personal things to say but yet I can't seem to blog it down in here.

There are many eyes preying on this personal space of mine, I don't know who they are. But I do know they're just waiting for the right time to strike, so that they can feel the glee when I'm in misery.

It's like you have so many things to say yet you can't express it freely in here even though it's your own personal site. I know I can choose to pen it down openly but you know how nosy parkers can get. They'll share juicy gossips and tell tales to others when they see and hear something about you. I'll have to play safe I guess cos' I still do care about how others might think about me. Things that I say and things that I do will affect others and how they feel towards me so it's not like I can write it down openly.

I'm going to set up a personal site for myself and I'm gonna lock it all away, along with my wildest thoughts and my most personal emotions. It's going to be for my own viewing pleasure and I will give out the URL to my closer friends, but I might still lock up some of the entries. Probably when I'm in a good mood and if I feel like sharing, I'll let my closer friends have some access to the entries.

If you don't manage to have any access to my personal journal at all (not even the URL) then maybe you should know that we're not really close emotionally and I'll have to say sorry.

To think I'm a cam-whore?

I've been secretly wishing to get my virgin digital compact camera recently. I thought to myself, which brand should I go for?

The first thing that I would go for is the design (colour and style) then followed by the functions (the mega pixels). I notice that most of my friends are using Sony and a few others like Olympus. Then, I decided to throw myself into some deep research tonight. And oh my, I'm so glad I did.

Canon, Nikon and Olympus offer cameras that totally have no style at all! True enough, Canon and Nikon are superb brands (probably for DSLRs) but the design is totally like fuck, seriously. For slim designs, they offer colours such as sliver, sliver and sliver. Everything is like bloody sliver lah! Then for those which comes in a variety of colours, like red, black, yellow etc, they just just have this bloody fish eye bulging out of them.





Check out those eyes. They're staring right at you.

Olympus offers lots of bright colours and some really impressive functions such as the waterproof functions but so?

The design is still like fuck!



Omg. That deep cool shade of blue reminds me of the deep blue pacific ocean ... but with a fish eye staring right out of it at me?

No thanks.

But Sony is different! They have totally beautiful designs with splendid functions as well! I love Sony cameras cos' the lighting is always so right. Though Sony has fish eye cameras as well, but so? They have splendid colours that is so nice man.



The difference between Sony and other brands is like mermaids and eels!

Alright, enough of those defaming comments. Let's move on to something happier - like my favourite choices from Sony!

First Choice - DSC T700 in Red (yet to be released)







O-M-G!

Yes, I know. That's how I feel when I saw this camera. I keep screaming in MSN to the boyfriend and to all my friends about the colour. I know it's red but it looks like hot pink to me so I'll assume that it's true to this colour. I love this colour freaking much cos I LOVE HOT PINK! The design is lovely as well. So compact and so slim! Has lots and lots of functions that takes your breath away! It has anti-blink functions as well as smile shutter, face detection and all. A lot lah. The most important thing about this is that it's TOUCH SCREEN! Like my Ipod Touch baby. The fish eye is hidden as well. Lovely, just lovely.

Second Choice - DSC T77 in Brown (yet to be released)







Okay, This takes my breath away as well! The design is really sleek and modern. And it has all the latest functions like the one above. Fish eye's hidden well but it's in second position cos the colours for this model doesn't wow me. The brown is pretty cool - retro and vintage. But, hot pink still wins hands down! I think Amanda would love the green version of this though. (:

Third Choice - DSC T300 in Red (released)







Lovely colour. Touch screen as well and I really love the design of the touch screen panel at the back but then, it's released and many people already have it. The yet to be released models above has more functions as well, though overall, the basic functions are all there. But, I want my virgin camera to be the most up to date model lah! The red colour shade is kinda different from my first choice as well. First choice looks more like hot pink! (:

Those yet to be released ones will be releasing in late September and it's gonna be coming soon! I can hardly wait!

For more information, click here.

Do you all get the point of this entry and agree whole-heartedly with me? If you don't, you don't have any sense of style lah. You should migrate to Malaysia and live in their kampong huts. But if you do, all I can say is that you have a sense of style, like me. (;

To end things off, tell me about your views please! Leave a comment in the tagboard and let me know! Remember hor!

Peace.

This is a very random update with lots of random nonsense.

I am going to start this random update with a random piece of news that I recall randomly. I saw JJ Lin Jun Jie at Zouk and Jam Hsiao Jing Teng at Suntec City last week. I just saw them right in front of me and looked at them straight in the eye! I think I've bumped into quite a few renowned artist so far in my 20 years of life. Be jealous people.

Boyfriend is away for 3 days 2 nights for a school camp and you all know I am going to miss him so. It's so weird not having him around because I'm so use to talking and sms-ing him whenever, wherever on my cell. He's pretty much hanging around me like always and sending me home and all.

I planned to work afternoon earlier on because I can't stand doing nothing at home without him being around. Luckily, he did sms and gave me a long distance call from our neighboring country. It just doesn't feel right when he's not around.

Before boyfriend left for his camp trip, he helped me to select a blog skin and the both of us chose this. It's nice, isn't it? I'm opting for something simple nowadays and this skin is just full of simplicity. I like that. (:

For the song, it's One Step At A Time by Jordin Sparks. Claire introduced this song to me a few days ago and I fell in love with it upon hearing it. Especially love the beat at the start! Just can't stop humming to the tune.

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
When you need to find the strength
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way we get there
Is one step at a time

Take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

It totally collides with what I need to do now. Taking one step at a time and try not to rush into things in my life. I can't excel and prove to them what I'm really worth if I'm always rushing into things. Some might think that I cannot do it, but I will prove to them that I can do it and I am the one who is worthy to be staying. There are so many others who aren't worthy to be there and I am so much better than them. All they are waiting for is that change in me, that improvement that I know I can make. I shouldn't be admitting defeat cos' I am not a person who will. I won't concede defeat and let people label me forever as someone I am not. I know there's a fighting spirit in me, like always. Even if things turns out the same, then so what? At least, I did improve and I did try. One step at a time - That's all it takes.

Today, I realised that many faces of the human race actually exists and you can't always trust anyone who just happens to strike a chord with you. Sometimes, even the people whom you think are nice or close to you, might turn into someone you cannot even imagine.

Anyway, something for you all to be jealous of before I end this entry.





Come back soon baby! Miss you! <3

Okay time to blog, but I seriously don't have the slightest idea on what to blog about.

Maybe I'll upload the truckload of photos that the boyfriend just sent me through msn. I've sent it to his laptop through bluetooth earlier in the afternoon when he bought lunch over for me. (Yes! Be jealous of me!) Now, I'll upload them bit by bit. (:

Anyway, I've changed my e-mail to yakking.yehying@gmail.com so you can add me in msn if I missed out adding you, which is highly impossible cos' I imported all my contacts from the previous e-mail. If you don't know me personally, you better don't add me for any lame reasons I warn you. If not, I'll block you! Oh wait, I wouldn't even approve you in the first place! Haha!

Forward me any mails that you guys wanna send to me through that address as well. Haters who loves to tag nonsensical rubbish in my tagboard are welcome to send your hate mail as well. I will read them and give you a prompt reply. (:

Let's start with what the most recent event - like what I did last weekend for instance.

On Friday, I went out with the boyfriend as usual. It was work from 12 pm to 6 pm and we cam-whored a little too much in the fitting room while changing.

Spoiler - I am lazy to use Picasa to put all the photos as a collage so I am not going to upload all the photos! Only the nicer ones whereby I look good in them. But there's plenty of them as well. Sucks to be photogenic eh?

Peektures.



















Check out my nail polish yo!



He can carry me, so? Big deal ah. Check out later shots.



Random shot by accident, but I like. Love this top that I got from Lynnette's blog shop.



See, I can carry him lah seriously. He's just afraid that his weight might crash me. (:



Yo! We're trying to imitate Alson's favourite photo-taking pose here! DOPE!

We went off to have dinner at The Cafe Cartel @ Marina Square before heading down to the GV outlet there. Bought tickets for Money No Enough 2 @ 12.10 am sharp! Then, off we went to Esplanade to play rounds and rounds of silly games and to chew bubble gums for the next two hours.

I love silly games I tell you! I rock at 'Hei Bai Pei' but I suck at 'Chi Ko Pa' and 'Cai Quan'! We had so much fun doing all the forfeits man. Tickling each other's feet, running around the Singapore River, Slapping one another and 'Tan Er Duo"! Wheee!

The boyfriend sucks at blowing bubble gums I tell you, check out my bubbles yo. They get bigger and bigger with every blow cos' the gums gets tougher!











Shiok ah.



Check out how long a bubble gum can be when stretched!

Anyway, Money No Enough 2 was a good movie though. It's from a very Singaporean perspective so I believe if you're a Singaporean, you will definetely understand what the story is talking about. It's really - BY SINGAPOREAN FOR SINGAPOREAN. Everyone in the cinema was shedding tears of sadness and as well as laughing hilariously at different points of the story. I even cried as well and probably the boyfriend as well? (;

Anyway, would love to update about my dramatic encounter on Saturday as well but too lazy to do so now.

Come back for more tomorrow.

Ta.