I think I'm sick in the mind.

This is probably my fifth entry from yesterday till today. You can only see two of them, of course. The other three are over at my private blog! Yes, it's up and how exciting can that get? I already have a protected entry over there! And no, I won't announce the URL in here. Don't bother searching for it in search engines as well cos' I already disabled all those functions and made them as personal as possible. (:

Anyway, since I've announced it over at my private space, I better update the public space as well and that is ...

I've quit gap officially on Saturday. ):

In a nutshell, there's a change of operations manager in Gap and this new operations manager wanted to change Gap’s operation. She was previously from Esprit so I guess she just wanna modify the system of Gap to Esprit. The part timer's shifts are being cut to pathetic hours of less than 20 hours per week. Also, some of the part timers are being put on hold for two weeks and will be notified when they can come back for work.

The worst thing that can ever happen was that they took away the 10 minutes grace period that we had when we’re late. More than 5 times late per month would result in a warning letter and an accumulation of more than 3 letters would be sayonara for you.

That’s so stupid right?

Another thing was that there was no more smoke breaks as well. Although this doesn’t affect me but it’s stupid as well.

So, basically I think it's time for me to go because of the changing environment and the people. Lots of part timers will be leaving i guess since we're the real ones suffering from this modified system.

I’m gonna miss the rest somehow. Every little thing, from my locker to the notes on them all the way to the people and the environment. All that I’ll miss for sure.

Now it's time for me to take a break after eight months of hard work.

This week hasn't been going on so well. I have so many personal things to say but yet I can't seem to blog it down in here.

There are many eyes preying on this personal space of mine, I don't know who they are. But I do know they're just waiting for the right time to strike, so that they can feel the glee when I'm in misery.

It's like you have so many things to say yet you can't express it freely in here even though it's your own personal site. I know I can choose to pen it down openly but you know how nosy parkers can get. They'll share juicy gossips and tell tales to others when they see and hear something about you. I'll have to play safe I guess cos' I still do care about how others might think about me. Things that I say and things that I do will affect others and how they feel towards me so it's not like I can write it down openly.

I'm going to set up a personal site for myself and I'm gonna lock it all away, along with my wildest thoughts and my most personal emotions. It's going to be for my own viewing pleasure and I will give out the URL to my closer friends, but I might still lock up some of the entries. Probably when I'm in a good mood and if I feel like sharing, I'll let my closer friends have some access to the entries.

If you don't manage to have any access to my personal journal at all (not even the URL) then maybe you should know that we're not really close emotionally and I'll have to say sorry.