This week hasn't been going on so well. I have so many personal things to say but yet I can't seem to blog it down in here.

There are many eyes preying on this personal space of mine, I don't know who they are. But I do know they're just waiting for the right time to strike, so that they can feel the glee when I'm in misery.

It's like you have so many things to say yet you can't express it freely in here even though it's your own personal site. I know I can choose to pen it down openly but you know how nosy parkers can get. They'll share juicy gossips and tell tales to others when they see and hear something about you. I'll have to play safe I guess cos' I still do care about how others might think about me. Things that I say and things that I do will affect others and how they feel towards me so it's not like I can write it down openly.

I'm going to set up a personal site for myself and I'm gonna lock it all away, along with my wildest thoughts and my most personal emotions. It's going to be for my own viewing pleasure and I will give out the URL to my closer friends, but I might still lock up some of the entries. Probably when I'm in a good mood and if I feel like sharing, I'll let my closer friends have some access to the entries.

If you don't manage to have any access to my personal journal at all (not even the URL) then maybe you should know that we're not really close emotionally and I'll have to say sorry.