Good morning.
I'm here not because I just woke up but it's because I haven't turn in yet.
I spent the whole night (including the day as well) sourcing for the right blog skin and after looking through more than a hundred, I finally settled down with this. I know it's a simple skin but it's just what I'm looking for. I love the fonts and I realise I weigh the fonts more than the design itself these days. There's a lot more pretty ones but they're all in the queue now for the next change.
I still remember the term that Ronn told me - Simplicity is deep.
I had to spend hours on end deciding which skin is the one that I really want. Which one is the one that I'm looking for. I thought that simple designs should be easy when it comes to decision making, but I was wrong. The more simple the design, the harder it is to see the difference and the beauty of each. This makes it harder for me to select the skins that really describes this blog right now.
My life is complicated enough, I just want to find back the simplicity in life for now.
How I wish I was a blank piece of paper, with no marks or scrawls. Just a plain white piece of paper. But I guess, there's too much marks and scrawls this time and it can't be erased anymore. It's too much sight for anyone to take.
You should just rip this paper apart.
Endless rain, fall on my heart, in this wounded soul.
Let me forget, all of the hate, all of the sadness.
Labels: feelings, fustrations, random, thoughts
