I hate applying nail polish. I really really do.

I love having colours on my nails but they always end up being hideous on my hands cos' I have no idea how to go about applying. Seriously, I'm probably the kind who'll just pay to get my nails done or just end up having no colours on it at all.

Anyway, I had two reunion dinners this year, one with my relatives one week before Chinese New Year and the other with my own family on the eve of Chinese New Year.

Photos will be up on Facebook SOON.

I'm kinda contended with Chinese New Year this year though it's getting more and more simple every year.

I'm really beginning to fall for Spring cos' it symbolises blossoms and hope. :)

Back to Spring Waltz, my current drama addiction.

This sounds cliche, but Happy 牛 (New) Year to all the fellow Chinese folks out there! :)


(P/S: About the design - 己丑 [Ji Chou], Formal Name for This Year - Head & Body, 2009 - Eyes & Nostrils.)

Labels: festivals, random, thoughts

每次我總 一個人走
交叉路口 自己生活
這次你卻說帶我走 某個角落 就你和我

像土壤抓緊花的迷惑 像天空纏綿雨的洶湧
在你的身後 謹慎的步伐每個背影每個場景
都有發過的夢

帶我走 到遙遠的以後
帶走我 一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走 就算我的愛 你的自由 都將成為泡沫
我不怕 帶我走

每次我總獨自遠走
保持沉默 不皺眉頭
這次你卻說一起走
如此溫柔 從此以後
像土壤抓緊花的迷惑
像天空纏綿雨的洶湧
在你的身後 謹慎的步伐每個背影
每個場景 都有發過的夢

帶我走 到遙遠的以後
帶走我 一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走 就算我的愛 你的自由 都將成為泡沫
我不怕 帶我走

白忙流過漆黑盡頭 潮汐襲來浪花轉動
雲在海岸結成了膜
成為草香草原其中 又在傳來一滴彩虹
可在心中還帶著脈搏

帶我走 到遙遠的以後
帶走我 一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走 就算我的愛 你的自由 都將成為泡沫
我不怕 帶我走
帶我走 就算我的愛 你的自由 都將成為泡沫
帶我走

I know I'm not alone this time and I have friends who're going through the same thing with me right now and I've had friends who have gone through this before too, but it just gets really heart-wrenching when you're experiencing it yourself.

When you turn and look everywhere, everyone is talking about the same topic. Everyone is asking you the same questions. Everyone is saying the same thing.

But sadly, I can't voice it out and give an honest answer. Cos' I feel too ashamed, knowing that I could have done it and yet I didn't. I choose not to back then.

Everyone puts on a happy smile and I am smiling back at them, but deep down I feel so alone.

It really sucks to be stuck in the same spot when everyone is moving on.

It sucks even more to know what's in store for me in 2009 and yet I know I'm facing it alone.

每次我總一個人走, 交叉路口自己生活.

Labels: feelings, fustrations, growing up, lost time, lyrics, music, random, thoughts, videos

Surprise surprise. I'm up at freaking 8.30 am on a Sunday morning! The air seems to smell especially sweet in the morning and surprisingly, I like this kinda feeling. :)

Did I mention the Minister of Health dropped by my house in the morning?

He came and said Hello and left after a few minutes. Mummy wanted to complain some stuffs to him about the neighbourhood but didn't get a chance cos when she was done changing, he's gone. So only Dad managed to talk to him. I only got to see his back view cos I rushed into the room to tell Mum and when I came out, he was going off already.

Anyway, the reason why I'm up this early is because I can't get to sleep after a night of Chomp Chomp and board gaming at The Mind Cafe with Ronn, Cynthia and her sisters last night. I just slept for a few hours and I'm up but never mind, I have lots to do anyway.

The sad thing is my nephews fell sick and they won't be coming over later. Sucks to be up so early and yet there's no one for me to play with.

Anyway, it's alright. I have tons of things to do anyway.

1. Spring Cleaning 
2. Go Down to the Market With My Sister
3. Shop for Chinese New Year Goodies With My Sister at Chinatown
4. Meet Ricky
5. Watch Charmed
6. Update Music Library
7. Update Ipod Touch Applications
8. Check Out Mac OS Online
9. Check and Reply Mails
10. Log Minutes
11. Update Weblog
12. Upload Photos/Videos onto Facebook
13. Feed/Bathe/Play with Yemo in Pet Society
14. Earn Coins in Pet Society (To Buy Princess Bed!)
15. Play With Molly in Superpoke Pets
16. Take Care of Children in Make A Baby
17. Comment/Reply Facebook Shits

More to come if I ever finish all this. Now it's time to get started and to fill up my organiser with all this shits.

For photos, please check out Facebook. I don't wanna haul my entire photo collection from Facebook over here. Uploading is like hell in Blogger. Seriously, there's nothing much left in this blog except for the lack of updates.

And to end things off, wishing all of you a damn belated Merry X'mas and a Happy New Year!

Labels: random, to do