I know I'm not alone this time and I have friends who're going through the same thing with me right now and I've had friends who have gone through this before too, but it just gets really heart-wrenching when you're experiencing it yourself.
When you turn and look everywhere, everyone is talking about the same topic. Everyone is asking you the same questions. Everyone is saying the same thing.
But sadly, I can't voice it out and give an honest answer. Cos' I feel too ashamed, knowing that I could have done it and yet I didn't. I choose not to back then.
Everyone puts on a happy smile and I am smiling back at them, but deep down I feel so alone.
It really sucks to be stuck in the same spot when everyone is moving on.
It sucks even more to know what's in store for me in 2009 and yet I know I'm facing it alone.
Hello there. People knows me by the name of Yeh Ying but I have another name and it's Ariel. I named myself that when I was in Primary Three 'cos I fell
in love with Disney's The Little Mermaid. I reside in a little sunny island which is a dot on the world map. I'm enjoying the last of my teenage years before I turn into a witch on my next birthday.
Luckily, I'm blessed with a caring family, understanding friends and a loving boyfriend, so I guess life isn't that bad to me after all. :)
I know I'm not alone this time and I have friends who're going through the same thing with me right now and I've had friends who have gone through this before too, but it just gets really heart-wrenching when you're experiencing it yourself.
When you turn and look everywhere, everyone is talking about the same topic. Everyone is asking you the same questions. Everyone is saying the same thing.
But sadly, I can't voice it out and give an honest answer. Cos' I feel too ashamed, knowing that I could have done it and yet I didn't. I choose not to back then.
Everyone puts on a happy smile and I am smiling back at them, but deep down I feel so alone.
It really sucks to be stuck in the same spot when everyone is moving on.
It sucks even more to know what's in store for me in 2009 and yet I know I'm facing it alone.
